Good morning BALG
These days I’m having an avalanche of problems coming down from everywhere
First it’s a matter of time and we will be forced out from the apartment cause the owner suddenly wants it and we still didn’t find a cheap apartment close to us cause we can’t move further from our schools and we can’t move to live with my grandma cause we have a lot conflicts and problems with her let alone it’s too far from schools and we can’t change them
Then I have problems with my narcissistic father himself he neither wants to work and be regular at work or get a stable jobs and always give us the leftovers of the money after he lose much of it due to his lack of regularity and discipline at work nor he wants to divorce with my mother so we can live on the money of my grandpa since we can’t access it unless my mom is not divorced yet and she can’t divorce him herself due to legal complexities in our country and our financial situation, most of the time he give us problems by scamming people then they would threaten to come to us or by lying and saying to his sisters and mother(my grandpa) that we’re treating him badly or hurting him or just putting us in humiliating situations
Then we have our problems with his family whom are his mother, sisters and brother and finally disheartening financially problems it’s too much that it feels like a curse i can’t find a suitable job with good salary and every time i try to figure out a way to earn money it always fail and I don’t know what the fuck to do we have to pay for a lot of stuff and I need a big amounts of money for it
I don’t know what to do I tried prayers, sigils and asking entities and nothing ever happens or someone deliver aren’t there any spells or anything I can do to get myself out of this miserable shitshow
First things first imo.
Break down that wall of text into clear, defined SMART goals.
Priorities. Urgent and Critical.
Money.
Shelter.
Ritual space.
Transportation.
Sorta like that. As far as recommended spirits, I cannot really say. Do you work with goetic demons, other demons, hoodoo or voudoo spirits, saints, angels, etc.
So there’s lot of ideas possible and it looks like you already tried some. Trying more might not help unless you troubleshoot why your existing magick didn’t take.
There’s lot’s of reasons why magick fails, and it usually boils down to a chaotic, unfocused intention combined with a lack of path to manifestation.
So first things first, make sure your technique is good, that you are not coming from a place of fear and lack and are employing visualization and confidence in your magick. See the outcome you want and feel how it will feel when all is well, do this is detail and at length. Do NOT dwell on lack, that will bring you more lack.
First call Ant’harrtu or Azazel (either as you feel comfortable) to oversee the project - ask for him to help you "build your empire" - allow him to remove or change ANY obstacle in our life that is holding you back from building your best life. Be prepared to shift and lose what does not serve you.
A free audio version of the Book of Azazel is here and you can search this forum for sigils.
Then layer up with separate workings for each issue:
- Exile the useless, freeloading father - try the Angels of Wrath - Force Exile working or death curse him
- Bid the landlord away from evicting you and buy time
- Fix the emotional and communication issues with your grandmother
- Fix the block on changing school - if you move you move. the system can handle that, it happens all the time. You also need a big change in energy and this will help.
- Do an attraction spell for a good job with career prospects that builds your skills for future growth
Start there, it’s already a lot of magickal work, will take time and energy. Keep in contact with Ant’harratu/Azazel daily. Send them gratitude assuming it’s working and you will help it work.