Sorry to link you to a rambling post but I hit on a concept not unlike this a while ago and it may be relevant to what @bfields5 was looking for: So, I Met God.
I was very hyped up still from the experience when I typed it, so the wording is a little all over the place.
Also, the use of love (as in passionate and focused desire) withinb magick and ascent was something I found information on, and posted here:
