Before I begin, I would like to say, thank you for allowing me to join this great community, I wish you all the best.
Now, lets begin, my name is Nick Newford (fake) and after recently browsing the internet I discovered the world of occult and succubus. My God, was i intrigued. So any curious and naive person, I continued researching for almost 6-7 hours. I learnt how to summon one, and many other things.
I know, I know, a beginner who knows jack shit summoning a succubus? That must be a foolish move right! Well, I was curios and aroused in many many ways. So I said thats it, im doing this.
Using the letter methods, I attempted to fall asleep but ended up staying awake to 2:30 AM. In chronological order, a candle was lit, a passionate letter detailing everything to Lilith was written, and instead of blood, I well, used semen. Due to this, after masturbation I kinda changed my mind about the ritual, so I begun surfing my phone then after 5 minutes I decided I was going to do it.
I placed the sperm smeared paper over the candle, then in a bowel. Then begun “praying” to lilith, asking her to accept my plea. Then I meditated (not experienced) for 20 minutes. Felt nothing. Turned off the candle and went to bed.
This is where things get a little interesting, after sleeping for about 5 hours, I awoke at 10 AM, still being tired I went back to sleep. However! I fell into sleep paralysis! I have experienced sleep paralysis more times than i can count (sleeping in, change in sleeping pattern) but this was different!
I felt my stomach tingling, a vibration in my abdominal, like she was there touching me, and my right ear, I could hear a instinctive sound, but a beautiful female voice talking to me, I couldn’t make out the words, but it must have been her! Was it?! Due to my experience of sleep paralysis (about 200 times honestly) I knew how to break it, I wiggled my toes and woke up.
It felt pleasurable, happy. But now, I feel empty, lost, like something is missing.
She was there, she contacted me and did not hurt me, now, I need to do the same back.
This is where you lovely people come in, i need to know how to strengthen our connection, what meditation, lucid dreaming (I have done lucid dreaming before, was greatest it) I want to hear her, know her name.
Does anyone else feel this way? After such an experience? Like you met a girl at a restaraunt, and talked and you really liked her, buy never got her name or phone number.
I would really love your help, and please no hate. Any input is appreciated! And if anyone is willing to be my mentor or guiding figure in this new world,please come forward.
All the best, stay blessed.
When I look back in the past few wear i have had occasions where I have been kinda sleeping and awake but getting sexually pleased by nothing, I could just feel it. Happened multiple timed.
One more thing, a few days before this i witness the blood moon in Australia, and wait, saw a red meteor im the sky. Could this mean something?