I am so tired my story, mi life has been horrible my mum choose his bpyfriend over me and my sister. He was always beating her up and i will always come out of the room defending her since i was 12. His boyfriend didnt like me so my mum will lock me up in the bedroom from 5 PM to 2 AM it didnt let me go out even to go to the lu or make my dinner until he felt asleep. My dad left and didnt care
When i was 16 my mum will refise to pay any more schools so i needed to work to pay for my studies. My first time i was raped and pf cpurse i needed my mum as soon as i told her she said it was my fault that i was looking for it ( bare in mind i used to dress like a boy) and she told me to never tell any one. My mums bpyfriend punch me in the face ones amd she denied everything even in front of the police. I was left on my own. Of cpurse the only thing i want is love i dont care about money or status i only had 3 bpyfriends the forst 2 cheat on me and the last one just left, saying is all my fault
I gave him everything i lost myself on the transition i been trying to gain him back with magick i did 100 spells call every single demon for mind changing paid a lot of money for spells. Please i really need him back in my life is the only thing i wver asked for even after all the shit i had in my life, pleqse can someone help me i did everything and i dont know what else to do. Please can someone just tell me if Lucifer has listen to me or to help me change his mind i am out of ideas i did everything under the sun and had pacience and not lust for results but i want him back now before i have to leave the country. Please