Please Help! This thoughtform is the root of my failure and doubt and negativity and it is forcing me to be negative and kill myself

[Dralukmun]

While it is not necessarily a parasite, you could try working with Dremus, a being i created to devour parasites. It would definitelt be on the experimental side of things, but could be effective

Dremus, the Devourer

So, I have been noticing an uptick in parasite activity as of late. During my Beelzebub working, I created Dremus from an aspect of myself that was once useful for my survival but got pushed into the shadow when the anger was no longer beneficial. I gave him the form of a carnivorous plant known as the Demon Flower, while teaching him how to devour parasites for the sake of not only survival but to reproduce himself and store excessive energy to share with a magician if he chooses to. In the jou…