I know this topic has been covered here, but I’d like to share my story and maybe get some personal help from those who are experienced.
This is a very long story but I will try to keep it concise. 16 years ago I used a ouija board and a “ghost” or spirit came through to a friend and I in her basement. My friend fell asleep and I ended up talking to it telepathically myself for hours. It came with me and was in my head harassing me for weeks. Lots of poltergeist shit happened (posters came off the walls, loud noises no one else heard, saw orbs spinning in front of me, etc). A friend told me to send it to the Light yada yada, and it did leave when we did that. But it is like something bigger was “behind” it, if that makes sense. The poltergeist stuff stopped but this other thing was still around. It got sexual with me and in my awe and ignorance of trying to process what was happening, I just went with it to see WTF was going on. It was able to speak through me and move my body if I let it. It has told me it’s name, or at least the name it wants me to believe it is.
Fast forward to today. I have tried numerous methods of exorcising this piece of shit. The LBRP always seems to make the parasite back off a bit. 3 people have tried exorcising it with me, to no avail. It twitches my body on a daily basis. I definitely do not let it speak through me. Though when I try to banish it, it throws a tantrum and will speak angrily and laugh, saying how it will never leave. If I try to do any meditation, I have to be extremely cautious and I can’t believe what I see or hear because this parasite will communicate and trick me.
My will is strong. The things I’ve gone through for this many years would have surely put most people in a mental hospital or the grave. I will fight this parasite until I either die or I remove it.
I’ve explored the Christian route. Through the years I’ve come to understand that this parasite is not a demon that “wants my soul for Satan”- it’s just an annoying parasite that is extremely stubborn and powerful enough to stay attached despite my willing it out.
If you’ve had a similar experience, or have gotten rid of these kinds of parasites for others, please send me a PM or respond here. I’m interested in hearing any and all suggestions.