Here is a Lil Diary of Ma Dreams
The First Dream I have Chosen To Call “Tehuman”
A Women Who Appeared Human was talking to her seemingly human daughter in A Soft Voice
Eventually As She Opened Up Her Face Vertically Split Open Her Voice Became Sinister a voice of a Sinister otherworldly entity She Mentioned something about Tèhuman and said “they get their powers from the Worship of their enemies”
And I saw that behind her face that she had opened up was that of a Hideous monster
(The Tèhuman are the individuals who gain Supernatural powers from worshiping their own human enemies, I know it doesn’t make sense but it is what it is" I said what I ssid take it or leave it,)
The Second One I have chosen to call The Reveling Spiders of The Skrytching Below
I was In Hell, The Fires Illuminated the place to an Extent but there was outer darkness, and in those fires, screeching of the people who were in it, thir torment was great, As Far As The Eye Could See, Fire, And Burning, Screeching, And In Torment Were Souls In The Fires, And There Was An Upstairs I saw, And Fires And Screeching Souls In There As Well, And There Was A Spider With A Face In It Hanging as if from a web but I don’t remember seeing a web (it was dark) and downstairs I Saw A Man Consumed In The Fire (As Were All The Other Souls) And Hanging by him was another spider (of the same sort) laughing at the man by reason of his torment
(And I think I saw the other start to laugh as well for the same cause as the first one, (and they had faces and they could make facial expressions)
The Third One
Is Called Conquering Went The Great Mystery Of Mysteries
I was In Place like a nice cave, well luminated
And out of the Entrance I could see the heavens Illuminated by reason that it was day, And There Was A Great War and I saw the part that was in the cave, And Then Came Him, I Saw Sitting On A Horse The Great Mystery Of Mysteries Himself and He Had A Weapon Like That Of A Morning Star but without the chain and he went forth Conquering his enemies, for he would take his weapon and smite the skulls of his enemies with it, and he went forth Conquering, And He Did So Upon His Horse That He Did Not Dismount The Horse, He went forth Conquering and he went from out of our midst. And I could not see him anymore for I hath not followed him
The Forth One Is Called The Gift Of The Adversary
I stood before the Great Adversary we talked with each other I Adored Him And Knew His Glory
And He Spake Unto Me Saying “I have a gift for you, but you have to steal something first” And the Neighbor came to mind And I went away empty handed with my dignity for I did not want to steal
This Fifth One Is Called Blood Upon The Cloth
I was not asleep…but I wasn’t awake either
And I was in darkness and I didn’t know anything, and I didn’t hear anything" but eventually when I became just awake enough to start remember…I saw three things, the first I have no knowledge o’er , as if I Ne’er saw it The second one was a ginger man with a ginger beard (reminded me a real person I saw but was not) then I was in a Temple with no walls by reason that it was held up by four pillars or so it seemed and I could see into the outside by reason that there was no walls but at each corner of the temple was a pillar great and strong so that it could hold up the temple and in the temple I was in the center and in front of me was a white cloth, very clean, there came blood being poured upon it, from sn unseen vessel but I knew it was not quite a Chalice but a very special vessel I think it was shaped similar to this linked below
Similar to this nature.
This was the last Thing I saw, When It Ended I chose to open my eyes
This Sixth One Is Called In Strange Toungues
I layed down and closed my eyes, I became not awake…but not asleep either, there came a strange, dark and demonic voice, and it spoke to me in another Toungue, in another language, I didn’t know until it was done being said, I didn’t know any of the words or syllables it had said but I knew that it was in another language, it caught my attention, I opened my eyes, I don’t remember what I did afterwards
This Seventh One I had last night is called The Lady’s Laughter
I was messaging @Post_lux_tenebrae
And I mentioned something to him about Lilith not forgiving me, He told me “Lilith is Laughing” (Lilith Is Not Laughing In Pride or Joy She’s Laughing At Me To Mock Me) I remember being somewhat…excited? There was a sigil on the screen on the screen the background was black but the sigil was white (it was supposed to be Lilith’s Sigil but it’s not like any of her other sigils I’ve seen) And I had a paper with a circle in black ink from an ink pen, and another circle outside of that circle another circle (like the circle around demon sigils) I feel like there were symbols inscribed upon the paper close to the sigil possibly inscribed into the circle I started to try to draw Lilith’s unknown sigil from the screen it was difficult to draw, I stopped a minute and tried to continue drawing it (that’s all I remember it seems like the dream was interrupted, I got woken up today but I don’t remember if that was the last dream I had afore I woke)
Thd Eight One Is Called The Death Of A Member
I did see My Hand…And The Way I remember the flesh was being peeled off of my hand I cannot well remember it I also remember committing this dream to written Knowledge efter I woke,
And In The Writting For Some Reason Or Another It Says That I Devoured/Hath Eaten That Flesh Which Was Peeled Off From Mine Hand…Strange, I don’t remember this in the dream, but I don’t remember making this up either, However I cannot well remember it so Who Am I To Say?
The Ninth Is A Wish Manifest
I can’t well remember it, but four years ago I started learning about the craft, misguided was I, but I didst learn, and I heard of the book of Shadows, and I was ignorant so I didst hold it to be some tomes of Limitless power, I didn’t well understand magick at the time…So In This Dream I remember it being dark, I remember the ground on my knees I sat Upon, And and it was dimly-lit Handed To Me Was A Book of Shadows from no figure (In this dream it would have been written in with spells rituals and Incantations)
I looked not into the book, (I perhaps awoke too soon)
This is something like how I remember it, I cannot well remember it
The Tenth on Is Called The Circle of the flies…I don’t remember much pf it…but I was using V.K Jehannum’s chants and raising a sacred space to Beelzebub (I never worked with Beelzebub)