Here is a Lil Diary of Ma Dreams
The First Dream I have Chosen To Call “Tehuman”
A Women Who Appeared Human was talking to her seemingly human daughter in A Soft Voice
Eventually As She Opened Up Her Face Vertically Split Open Her Voice Became Sinister a voice of a Sinister otherworldly entity She Mentioned something about Tèhuman and said “they get their powers from the Worship of their enemies”
And I saw that behind her face that she had opened up was that of a Hideous monster
(The Tèhuman are the individuals who gain Supernatural powers from worshiping their own human enemies, I know it doesn’t make sense but it is what it is" I said what I ssid take it or leave it,)
The Second One I have chosen to call The Reveling Spiders of The Skrytching Below
I was In Hell, The Fires Illuminated the place to an Extent but there was outer darkness, and in those fires, screeching of the people who were in it, thir torment was great, As Far As The Eye Could See, Fire, And Burning, Screeching, And In Torment Were Souls In The Fires, And There Was An Upstairs I saw, And Fires And Screeching Souls In There As Well, And There Was A Spider With A Face In It Hanging as if from a web but I don’t remember seeing a web (it was dark) and downstairs I Saw A Man Consumed In The Fire (As Were All The Other Souls) And Hanging by him was another spider (of the same sort) laughing at the man by reason of his torment
(And I think I saw the other start to laugh as well for the same cause as the first one, (and they had faces and they could make facial expressions)
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The Third One
Is Called Conquering Went The Great Mystery Of Mysteries
I was In Place like a nice cave, well luminated
And out of the Entrance I could see the heavens Illuminated by reason that it was day, And There Was A Great War and I saw the part that was in the cave, And Then Came Him, I Saw Sitting On A Horse The Great Mystery Of Mysteries Himself and He Had A Weapon Like That Of A Morning Star but without the chain and he went forth Conquering his enemies, for he would take his weapon and smite the skulls of his enemies with it, and he went forth Conquering, And He Did So Upon His Horse That He Did Not Dismount The Horse, He went forth Conquering and he went from out of our midst. And I could not see him anymore for I hath not followed him
The Forth One Is Called The Gift Of The Adversary
I stood before the Great Adversary we talked with each other I Adored Him And Knew His Glory
And He Spake Unto Me Saying “I have a gift for you, but you have to steal something first” And the Neighbor came to mind And I went away empty handed with my dignity for I did not want to steal
This Fifth One Is Called Blood Upon The Cloth
I was not asleep…but I wasn’t awake either
And I was in darkness and I didn’t know anything, and I didn’t hear anything" but eventually when I became just awake enough to start remember…I saw three things, the first I have no knowledge o’er , as if I Ne’er saw it The second one was a ginger man with a ginger beard (reminded me a real person I saw but was not) then I was in a Temple with no walls by reason that it was held up by four pillars or so it seemed and I could see into the outside by reason that there was no walls but at each corner of the temple was a pillar great and strong so that it could hold up the temple and in the temple I was in the center and in front of me was a white cloth, very clean, there came blood being poured upon it, from sn unseen vessel but I knew it was not quite a Chalice but a very special vessel I think it was shaped similar to this linked below
Similar to this nature.
This was the last Thing I saw, When It Ended I chose to open my eyes
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This Sixth One Is Called In Strange Toungues
I layed down and closed my eyes, I became not awake…but not asleep either, there came a strange, dark and demonic voice, and it spoke to me in another Toungue, in another language, I didn’t know until it was done being said, I didn’t know any of the words or syllables it had said but I knew that it was in another language, it caught my attention, I opened my eyes, I don’t remember what I did afterwards
This Seventh One I had last night is called The Lady’s Laughter
I was messaging @Post_lux_tenebrae
And I mentioned something to him about Lilith not forgiving me, He told me “Lilith is Laughing” (Lilith Is Not Laughing In Pride or Joy She’s Laughing At Me To Mock Me) I remember being somewhat…excited? There was a sigil on the screen on the screen the background was black but the sigil was white (it was supposed to be Lilith’s Sigil but it’s not like any of her other sigils I’ve seen) And I had a paper with a circle in black ink from an ink pen, and another circle outside of that circle another circle (like the circle around demon sigils) I feel like there were symbols inscribed upon the paper close to the sigil possibly inscribed into the circle I started to try to draw Lilith’s unknown sigil from the screen it was difficult to draw, I stopped a minute and tried to continue drawing it (that’s all I remember it seems like the dream was interrupted, I got woken up today but I don’t remember if that was the last dream I had afore I woke)
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Thd Eight One Is Called The Death Of A Member
I did see My Hand…And The Way I remember the flesh was being peeled off of my hand I cannot well remember it I also remember committing this dream to written Knowledge efter I woke,
And In The Writting For Some Reason Or Another It Says That I Devoured/Hath Eaten That Flesh Which Was Peeled Off From Mine Hand…Strange, I don’t remember this in the dream, but I don’t remember making this up either, However I cannot well remember it so Who Am I To Say?
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The Ninth Is A Wish Manifest
I can’t well remember it, but four years ago I started learning about the craft, misguided was I, but I didst learn, and I heard of the book of Shadows, and I was ignorant so I didst hold it to be some tomes of Limitless power, I didn’t well understand magick at the time…So In This Dream I remember it being dark, I remember the ground on my knees I sat Upon, And and it was dimly-lit Handed To Me Was A Book of Shadows from no figure (In this dream it would have been written in with spells rituals and Incantations)
I looked not into the book, (I perhaps awoke too soon)
This is something like how I remember it, I cannot well remember it
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The Tenth on Is Called The Circle of the flies…I don’t remember much pf it…but I was using V.K Jehannum’s chants and raising a sacred space to Beelzebub (I never worked with Beelzebub)
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The Eleventh One Is Called The Sign From The Heavens…I Cannot Well Remember it, I walked in a Place, It was more nature oriented…Not in Woods…More Like The Mountains, and Waters…If I remember right…I saw the sky was little lit, Not Dim, but not bright either, a medium blue color…And I Saw The Moon was In The Heavens, And It Was Great, And Closer To The Earth…And There Were Signs In The Moon, I saw, not seals…but they were signs of another sort…And A Veil Was Upon The Moon…And It Was Long And It Went Down To The Earth
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I wasn’t Journeying Or Meditating, As I Closed My Eyes Trying To Go To Sleep I Kept Hearing Something And I felt a strange wave-like sonic-like sensation in my ears…as I opened my eyes It was would stop, It kept happening a few times, I Couldn’t go to sleep despite being tired, Eventually I did go to sleep…towards the end of my sleep I had a dream that I was in a Bathroom, and The shower was turned on, The Handles were like at my grandmother’s house, Then I saw That I was in Bed, it was daytime closed my eyes but I could still see through my eyelids the coloar of things were a little darker…I realized I was in a trance, I tried to Astral Project, I remember I felt weird l, it was a strange feeling in my body almost like a vibration, and as if my Astral body was going to be pulled up from out of my body, I stopped I felt fear, I stopped and opened my eyes, I couldn’t well move, I reached and grabbed my other hand and I panicked a little because I couldn’t see the hand that I was reaching with it was infront of me but Invisible (the other hand was under the covers) I woke up…I couldn’t move well, I could barely move or breath, I remember I thought to call spirit to save me, I tried to Utter the Name Satan I couldn’t completely say it, Then I was Released From my bondage…
I was awake except for the parts I said was a dream This is another reason why I didn’t name it
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This One Is Called Opened Was Gate Of The Heart
I was sitting down and chanting, I believe I was Summoning a Demon…and then I felt my heart chakra open…I couldn’t sense anything spiritual I was hoping It needed to be empowered…This is all That I’m going to say for now
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Oh There’s One Thing I forgot to mention…regarding the first…experience…So I was Completely Awake…Lying Down in bed This was not a dream…so I started…Thinking about something and I started to get this weird feeling while I was thinking, It felt like I was sinking into my body, I think I had a funny feeling in my head too…can’t quite remember…It felt a little…hypnotic
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The 13th one is called Seared By Searing Walls Afrore My Judgment
I had a dream…I saw myself…fall down Into Hell…for there was fire of the lake which runneth through the walls of Hell…I…in a clumsy manner…sort of went into the walls…it was an accident…I didn’t feel the fire this time…but I heard the sound of searing…as drops of water hit the scorching pan…but Only Hotter…there was metal to…that was scorching and a reddish orange-ish color…as when…a swordsmonger takes his fine craft out of the fire that he may be prepared to make perfect his craft…but the color was a bit darker…as if it was less scorching but my senses…said otherwise…the heat…regardless…that I felt not…the heat…did disturb me
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The Fourteenth One Is Called Hell I Saw Below Which I Walk
I cannot well Remember it…but…I had a dream
And In this dream I walked In a House…Which I had not seen afore…but It seemed not so foreign at the time…And In The Ground I Saw Hell…The Lake of Fire…A part of it was clear to me…it looked as though the ground turned transluscent so that I may see the lake of fire which just looked as mere lava…under the ground…close to…below my feet…and I knew that it was hot and I was fearful to die and descend down into Hell…this is a part of the dream…the part that I remember…there were more to the dream but I remember not
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This Fifteenth One Is Called In Lives Anew…
I opened and looked into a news paper and I heard a familiar persons voice read narrating the stories…there were pictures in color…featured two stories…Two Souls Died…One Ascended Into The Kingdom Of Lies And False Promises…The Other Descended…Down To Our Kingdom…Which Is The Skrytching Below Of Darkness and Fire…The Ascended Was An Mortal Child…It Was an without hair mortal…by reason of it’s age…just barely old enough to walk…if even this old…in A Bright Sky and Clouds…and light…and I think…there might’ve been an harp as well I canst not well remember…
And the other was not one of us…he was not lkke us…the descended…the Damned…I saw him down into the pit…and as far as the eye could see…red was the colour…and I saw Above looking at the damned…a face…with a mouth and eyes…not human…laughing at the descended one…to mock…the descended was alone at this point…by himself…this was tge part that the descended fall into…afore they tastw their judgment…why did a see a ceiling in a place that hath no ceiling, nor day nor night…according to a virtuous book of lies
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This Here’s a Series Of Dreams…before I forget…I walked in my school…I saw three familiars…familiar faces on the ground…together. …they were talking about me…I heard them…I kept walking…I saw a woman approach me…she called me by my old government name…the name that is dead and no longer…and tge one that I hate the most…she seemed to have naught any knowledge on the new information…she seemed to recognize me…she looked an awful lot like my uncle’s wife her skin was more dull, and damaged by something…probably too much sun, her diet, dehydration, etc I don’t know for sure I’m by no means a Physician…Ask Marbas He would know…any way she confirmed that sge recognized me and said I just didn’t remember her she said something about me going to school with my grandpa and I remembered it as if it actually happened I saw patt of it too…at some point…but I think it was when she was talking about it…I don’t know…Apparently she was…there? I think she may have made dinner…I was holding several coins at some point it was qiute a few I had trouble holding them in the same hand and I was thinking about persons with Dignity who’s names are painful to mention…I saw one of them to…their name is painful to mention…I at some point I had papers out I had written sigils on them I saw Pazuzu’s Sigil And I intended on doing an Exorcism so it occurred to me that I could sort of Invoke him and strengthen his presence and command the spirits our that way…at one point I was at mother’s house powerless and a kid again things were weird because this took me back to when she found out I was studying witchcraft…I had a strange bed of clear plastic all of my writings of witchcraft were below inside little chambers…and over me it had a rooff like two doors I remember pulling them to close them they wouldn’t close all the way…I had my headphones on…connected to my phone I wss listening to Witchcraft music, I liked them all…I tried to make sure mother didn’t see…my phone was on the table…I woke up and as always I remembered what the last melody sounded like so I turned the recorder on and whistled what the melody sounded like…it makes me want to become a musician
Oh One l more thing In one part of the series of my dreams I was holding a knife trying to put it away to avoid being seen with it…then I either realized or remembered that it folded…I finally successfully put it in my pocket