Ov Dreams And Visions

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What I’m about to briefly say is not of dreams…but just experiences while I was waking up sometimes of whilst I chose to keep my eyes close

Number One
I was Sleeping In my bed on new years day of 2020…I wake up to what felt like a wolf man to mt right side his face in my neck his arms around me growling in my neck…I Pretended I didn’t feel or hear anything, I kept my eyes closed…I Pretended To Be sleep It remained I chose to finally open my eyes it immediately vanished afore I could see it…I always remembered I knew I wasn’t sleep

Number Two I was sleeping in my bed it was night I went to sleep in the daytime, I woke up to what felt like a hand on my left shoulder I reached with my right hand on where I felt the hand and I felt my own shoulder I didn’t feel a hand with my right hand but I felt the hand still on me even after I lifted my hand I still felt this hand on my shoulder I chose to keep my eyes closed the whole time the way I remember it the hand went away before I opened my eyes…I assumed it was my mother, I asked her about it, she said no…there was only the two of us and she watched the night during my sleep

Number Three I Woke Up And Felt The Wolf Man’s Return, Again At My Side, His Face In My Neck, Growling, His Arms Around Me, Shaking Me, I kept my eyes closed, This Time He Left, I then Opened My Eyes It was much shorter this time

Number Four
I Woke Up To The Sound Of Rapid Footsteps In My Room It Eventually Stopped, I asked My Mom
She Said She Wasn’t There, She Doesn’t Move Fast Either, There was Only The Two of Us…and she watched the night during my sleep

Number Five I was a young Kid About Six Or Seven I woke up in the middle of the Night I and for some reason I looked to a certain spot of the room near me, And I saw A Figure, First Like A Women Who Is A Grandmother Like Figure, she’s famimily by marriage, It changed into a man like an African American Gang Sort of Member, Wearing A Backwards Baseball Cap, And Maybe Shades, And Then Into A Hooded Figure With A Cloak On, At The Time I Thought It was the Devil I saw this all in a split second…I know better now…

Number Six I was in my bed at night or early in tge morning, few hours after midnight, I closed my eyes to go to sleep, before I could go to sleep I feel a preasure like an inflating sphere almost like a baloon or something else on me Somewhere near my chest it was very strange and I never knew how to explain it, I never really knew what I felt I just knew that it felt spherical almost like an inflating baloon but different…thus repeated itself throughout the night whenever I closed my eyes to go to sleep, I eventually ignored it and chose to go to sleep anyway.
this was on the first night I studied Magick and fantasacal-Demonology…

Number Seven
I woke up in the daytime, it was early enough that the light Illuminated my room and I saw on my desk in the clear front of my vision my mother’s head on my white desk which turned in my direction and looked at me and disappeared…I told my mother about it and she seemed to find it a little peculiar

I have oft Woke Up To What Felt Like My Bed Was Shaking Itself…There Was No Earthquake

I have Sometimes Woke Up To Loud Noises Startling Me Awake…

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This Sixteenth One Is Called Powerless Adorned In A Robe (Bath-Robe)
I Had A Dream, I was in the living room a few steps after where the living room started, it was well lit, well Illuminated, I fell down…with great force…as if a spirit cast me down to the ground…I spoke loud…my last words, I couldn’t talk anymore, My arms spread out, I couldn’t move…I told my mother about it she said it could be as a punishment from the demons for cleaning the blood off my bedroom door…I always knew better though…

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There Were Many Times…I can’t number them…I dreamed and in those dreams I was in my bed, pitch black and night was it, I could barely see, and I couldn’t move, I couldn’t talk, I could barely breath I could barely make noises and then I became forced to be silent I couldn’t make any sounds…I in my dreams knew it was that Nightmare walker again from German Folklore A lesser spirit that in the night while you sleep sits on you chest or the foot of your bed to cause waking nightmares

In other dreams I’m oft in my room, nighttime and pitch black, I’ve barely any strength, I can barely move, and I move slow, almost in slow motion…I become…unable to move, in one dream I jump out of my bed into the center of my room…I sense the nigntmare walker…Mother isn’t there but I say to or thinking about her “I’m fighting with Dragon’s in my sleep” of something similar to this

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The Songs in my dream afore said I have chosen to call the unamed melodies
They’re Witchcraft Melodies
It was a Folk Witch It felt somewhat
sinister but Not to the point of being Hellish

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This Seventeenth One Is Called
Revistited By My Spell
I attempted to cast a spell on an Individual Last Month
I had a dream that I walk upon the grounds of the campus of the school I attend…
I in a strange manner was interrogated my former vice principal he’s (not working there anymore) He seemed to believe that I cast a spell on this Individual that’s what he asked me something like “did you cast a spell on (name)?” I either did deny it or was about to…In the dream I believed that it worked for some reason…I think this is all I have to say about this dream

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This Eighteenth One Is Called A Loathsome And Revolting Waters
I saw A Water I noticed It Was Vacant I knew that people chose to remain there for the sake of enjoyment, I heard my mother say to me that it was unclean and I saw the water produce Orange Worms…I refused to go in the water, Someone like a man Producing feces in the water came to mind, I saw later in the dream I creature like a maggot but twice the size, it eventually went absent, later I saw again anotber creature like a maggot but twice the size I don’t quite remember where it went or what happened, I don’t think I kklled this one either

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This One Is Called Into The Skies Of Darkness
I had I dream Where I went ascending into the heavens, it was black the dream ended

This One Is Called Wretched Out Of My Vessel Into Blackened Skies
I had A Dream Where I Was Went Quicly Ascending Up Into The Skies, I saw Myself Sleeping In Bed While I went, It Was Very Dark Though, The Color of Dark Shadows, I saw myself sleeping in bed only for three seconds,
After that I couldn’t see myself anymore I might have actually saw the earth as I was Ascending at some point but only for a second, I went up so high I saw nothing, just black void like skies, And Like Every Dream When I’m in the Stars, I feel no heat nor cold, just an emphasised lukewarm…with a cold Essence in it

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This Nineteenth One Is Called Above Black Skies And An Inverterd Earth
I Walked Upon The Earth Which Was Inverted And Avove The Skies, Which Was Night, I saw The Moon As Well, The Earth Was Also Higher Than The Moon, As I walked With My Feet Above, And My Head Below I for some reason began to strike my arms like a bird attempting flight, and I did fly, I intended to fly to the moon, but I became fearful that I would be lost into the voids of Inverted Heavens, I immediately stopped and landed back on and below the earth…the dream ended

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This Twentieth One Is Called The Dead Man’s Return
I Saw A Great Multitude Of People Inside A Familair Church, I believe there well church like Instruments, I think I remember tambourines, Standing In The Center Of My Vision I saw My Grandfather Who Died, Adorned In A White Robes, With White Wings As Muggles Interpret Angels, With A Golden Crown Fit for A King Most Glorious Upon His Head, I believe he was speaking, either to me or to the whole of the multitude

The Church I Saw In This Dream Was The Church of His Second funeral that I attended In Real Life

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This Twenty First Is Called Gift Of Qayin
I had a black candle, and the prayer to petition Qayin, I think I heard it or was about to recite it…K was in the parts of my room where the secret things occur…The Petition is that of Neuromancer’s Vampiric Supremacy With Qayin (Protection from premature Death)

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I had a dream where I was scrolling on This Here Forum Balg forum…And I saw a picture of one or tgree moons and it was called either “three moons” or “three Abbyses” or something like this…It reminded me of a thread where a member on this forum said they Astral Projected to Algol…I’m not going to say anymore because this will look like Plagiarism

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This Twenty Second Is Called Shattered Be The Stone…I saw…As I stood in my mother’s bathroom…where the mirror was…As I stood afore the faucet…I held I mop…and I somewhere knew that my Citrine Was in there…So I Strike In A Way With The Mop, As If An Floor of Air, Not To Hit The Ground…And There Came out My Citrine…and Other Stones of clear colour…Citrine Strike the hardest, The Ground…So Hard That It Cracked…Not Open…but Cracked almost like that of an mirror afore an most Hideous Banshee…I looked closer at the Citrine I noticed It Seemed to be clearer than normal…I thought to myself that the Citrind was losing it’s power…

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In one Dream I Saw Cloves In A Place…And Maybe Cinnamon, I seemed to be missing fennel seeds, peppercorns, Ginger, Elaichi, etc to make Massla Chai…I think mother may have been near or there

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This Twenty Third Is Called Standing Afore His Judgment…I saw a man with cut like bruises on his chest he looked an awful lot like an sort of Christ…Standing On A Desolate Cliff…In a Valley of Naught but Dirt like mountains…I may have saw the Christian god I don’t remember…he was about to be sent to Hell…The Man…

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This Twenty Fourth One Is Called The Three Burning Hellbound

I saw three young boys teenagers an exact age had not been specified, They Burned And Burned, And Passed Out, They Would Wake up again and burn until they passed out (they still Burned when they were unconscious)
I saw a crashed train on it’s side and positioned like broken, And I Saw as far as the eye could see Fire And lava and the fire was a bright orange like lava, and it was darkened the part that was not fire as Hell always is even in my every dream

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“In Hell There Is Light But Everyone’s Blind”

A concept from a dream I had…I’m not chronicling the dream in this Journal or anywhere else

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In One Dream As I Walked In My Daylit Room
I saw myself sleeping on my bed facing the wall…I walked up to myself…I woke up…facing the same direction…in the same time of day…the same precise lighting…
I was not Astral Projecting This was but a mere dream…I probably would’ve been murdered by an Astral entity anyway

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An Dream I Will Not Name or Number

I walked In The Kingdom of Lies…Above The Stars…Too far to reach by the Inhabitants of this universe…And It was Illuminated well Illuminated…and I saw The Prophet of Lies and False Promises he had a scroll and was commiting wight to written knowledge, he looked up at me…I could tell he didn’t want me there…and I think his father was there I sensed the same from him…there was an Dream I hath had similar to this one…but I remember not tge datails nor sight of it

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Last Night I either was or Remembered Bloodletting I saw and felt the blood rolling down my arms

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In This One Dream I saw In Hell, Dark Was Hell, And In Hell Came Creatures, Monsters, It was called A Knox, (pronounced Knox) They were there to make Hell Worse Than It Already Was, They Liked To Do Things Like Tear People’s Skin off, and torment them in other ways, I don’t remember if I saw it but I knew it…The Knox…The Knoxes

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