i never had even heard of orobas or seen a picture of him until today. i first saw him with my minds eye (in early 2014)… in the middle of a hallway, standing, seeming to look right through me. this happened during a meditation i was trying to figure out my my fiances mother hated me so much. she expressed serious hate for me would not let me in her home (he lived with her and i couldnt come inside) when he asked why she hated me so much she said she didnt even know (she had no reason to hate me) as i sat in my own home in my bed trying to figure out what her problem was with me, a very vivid vision of orobas standing in their hallway (standing still) came into my mind and is was if he was looking right into my house and into my soul.
4 months previous, before i knew i was pregnant with our daughter I was in the house. i always got a weird feeling there. well i hadnt been with him long. he told me a story that happened that creeped me out. his brothers wife hadnt even met me yet, but she had a friend of hers who claimed to be psychic visit one day. i cant remember all of it but basically some entity spoke to her about me and said that i would get hurt in the house, and to stay away from knives.
fast forward… his mothers hatred for me goes back and forth. she has violent fits…i learned that ralphs grandfather had tried to kill himself in that house and eventually both his grandparents died. (it was his grandparents house)
my baby was born christmas eve 2014. a year and a month later, we are broken up, i have a custody order. he basically refuses to return her so i go to pick her up and while i am holding my baby i get violentally attacked by his mother. pucnhing scratching throwing me down on the ground pulling my hair etc. instead of trying to pull her off me, his sons mother keeps trying to grab my baby and he pins me down and i finally let go cause i did not want my baby to get hurt.
it has been a year and a half. with thier “family money” and fancy attorney they managed to legally abduct her and keep her form me. u have only seen her a few times since.
i moved to hawaii from texas with my older daughter for a new job that i should make enough money to save up and get my daughter back with a good attorney, i had an attorney after i tried representing msyelf but couldnt afford another 10 grand for trial.
here we are in this house for a week. i have seen ghosts and other entities my whole life its nothing new, i swear i had anubis visiting me 4 years ago.
well anyways a few nights ago i know i saw and felt something in front of my bedroom door. it wasnt happy, i could just feel it. the day before, my daughter told me while she was awake in bed she saw an “alien” in the mirror next to her bed. (maybe she didnt know how to describe it)
well then yesterday i found out the reason the rent was so low was because a man hung himself in here. i tried sleeping and just felt very sad, scared, and started crying (thats not usual for me) i tried seeing the future (very easy for me usually as i have had futurevision for as long as i can remember) it felt as though my vision was blocked. then i laid down and tried to sleep. all i could see was orobas, back in that hallway in the house where my other daughter is held captive
today i drew a picture of what i saw and described it has a horse head horse legs but torso and arms of a muscular man.
i posted my story and question in the golden dawn group i am in (i am not a member of ANY order whatsoever) and someone mentioned that it looked and sounded like orobas.
after looking at many drawings i agree its him. could my lifelong futurevision be connected? i have never summoned him at all… could he have been what was blocking my futurevision? those last two questions are the last of my concern.
from the only information i can find about him, he is only there to give people information answer questions etc. obviously there must be more to him than that.
would it be dumb of me to try to talk to him???
weirdly enough i know alot of people say the necronomicon isnt real but the only thing i ever invoked / summoned was marutukku. the keeper of the gate that protects you from your enemies. when i was 12 years old. i was being bullied and picked up by kids wanting to neat me up for no reason. later in life i was told its cause they were jealous of my beauty and talents. nevertheless when i did the ritual i saw him. and it seemed the rest of my life i was alsways protected. so many times i could have been messed with by people. i was homeless and stayed the night with strangers never once did i get hurt or robbed etc.
not until i saw orobas in this house and heard that “psychics” warning.
my daughter is starting to see stuff in this house. but the fact i saw orobas again… and my daughter is being held captive by an asshole a crazy violent lady in the house where i keep seeing orobas where a guy tried to kill himself… i know there is something i must do but i am not sure how to figure it out. and from what i have read it may not be so safe to try to converse with orobas.
i have had sooooo many near death experiences and even died one time and was brought back to life. i know i am still alive for a very serious purpose. maybe all of this is related.
try to speak to orobas? or try to banish without speaking to him? i have no experience with banishing or scrying or any of that.