Anyway as I’m now just 10 months into occult study and practice I thought it would be a good idea to start working with a goetic demon.
I decided to use a Yes/No Tarot divination and let the Tarot decide which demon would be best for me to work with.
The demon the Tarot chose was …
After reading up a bit on Orobas I was very pleased as Orobas seemed to be the perfect choice for a total novice like myself.
Anyway I drew out the sigil in dragons blood ink and memorised it and burnt it into my mind. Lying on my bed before sleep I kept drawing the seal of Orobas in my minds eye in flames while chanting his enn.
Since then everything in my life has got worse. Ive become very depressed. I can’t seem to keep money. People who I got rid of in my life have entered my life again ect ect. I just dont feel my self anymore.
Am I worrying over nothing. How should I proceed? I don’t want things to get worse.