Hi all,
Need solid advice from real magicians. I’m considering evocation, but I live in an environment where I cannot touch my SSDI income for Amazon orders or the like, and cannot light candles or incense. I could get Frankincense or Lavendar oil, but cannot purchase a single thing as family take care of my finances.
I am a person with problems. Nothing like when I was in my twenties or thirties. I chose the wrong career. Information Technology pays more than Anthropology to be frank. I cannot see myself as a teacher or professor and certainly not digging holes in different continents.
So, I have problems. Epilepsy, Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Borderline Personality Disorder, early onset of Disk Degenerative Disease, and now Schizophrenia and Gillian Berree Syndrome.
I want to make money, and not necessarily rely on SSDI, but with assistance from spirits, family, friends and a lawyer, I fought hard to get a judgement in my favor on a third time before a judge. I am relying on that income for shelter in my name, for therapy and for healthcare.
I don’t want to lose jobs because of breakdowns, phobias, seizures, paralysis (which could very well end my life, should my core get attacked. Been there, don’t wanna do it again).
I don’t know what to do, I honestly don’t.
Thanks for listening.