Alright so two small updates:
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Marbas is an amazing demon to work with if you want answers, particularly with the medical. I requested that he ensure something pretty intense, and about a week later learned that an individual was basically being ignorant to and is likely going to make her stage 4 kill her a lot faster than it otherwise should. Whether she’s naturally this dumb, or she’s just being extra incompetent due to my request, is unknown. But I have met her, and she is indeed a stubborn and dense woman. So it’s a 50/50 shot.
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Marbas is personally a demon I don’t see myself calling on often. He and I are both exceptionally hard workers but that’s about all we have in common, and our sense of humors will clash often. I’ll be leaving out offerings and thanking him in an official manner sometime soon, but likely won’t request much of him in the future unless I require his particular skills…which I don’t see happening often anyway. But, again, he is still an awesome demon to work with. He just intimidates me a tad bit too much for me to feel comfortable.
So, success? Eh. More than I expected, but not what I expected. But hey, that’s just magic right? I’m not at all disappointed.
As for the other update, I figured I’d share a super weird dream because I’m trying to write them down more anyway.
6/1/2020
I can’t quite recall how the dream started, but I remember main portions of it.
My ex:
My first ever boyfriend was there, and trying to reconnect with me after years of silence. While he was romantic, he wasn’t necessarily trying to be romantic with me. He’s just naturally a loving individual.
He seemed upset that I was so against a lot of basic love related things, and concerned for my wellbeing with where I live. He expressed interest in my Servitor creation, even the parts which he found a bit gross, and informed me that they were indeed working which made me happy.
My Servitor:
My servitor made a guest appearance in the dream, and took the form of a robotic creature that i like. Their task was rather disgusting. They were to bring my used lady products out to the sea, and then leave them by a doorstep of an individual. I would like to hope that this has deeper meaning because it is a very unflattering image.
That said, they did accomplish this according to the above segment and I felt really happy knowing that they were with me and listening (even in dream form). Though to clarify, I didn’t task them with this in day to day life lol.
The parents:
At some point in the dream I was in the house of a loved one. Her mother isn’t a fan of me, but her dad was chill. Her mother pretended to be okay with me for awhile, but she had said or done something that just blatantly pissed me off - I believe she called me lazy or something similar to that insult right after I’d worked four fifteen hour shifts in a row.
I became increasingly hostile and told her exactly how I felt, that she had no right to judge me and I’d likely done more and been through more than she had in fifty years. She didn’t like that, and went back to not pretending to like me (oh no, bummer). However the weird part of this is that she was still asking me to hold her towel, which as she described, was special and absolutely no one else could hold it.
I don’t know if the towel was actually meant to be a towel or stood for something else, but she claimed I had soup on my hand when she asked, and then proceeded to tell me that it felt crowded and she wanted me to take care of it. I, still being mad, hesitated because it had only been fifteen minutes since the fight but…it wasn’t her house that I was worried about, it was the loved one’s dwelling. So I got up and ensured that everything was out in the most amusing imagery ever (imagine those guard dog videos on YouTube, or the attack dog clips of them lunging themselves into cars - that’s basically what happened).
Two Notable things happened after; i didn’t remove the father, as said prior - he was chill. Everything else evacuated though save for her loved ones. A crowd came out to congratulate me and gave me a police hat, neither of which I like. I hate crowds, and cops bring back real bad memories. I did like the hat though. It looked good on me.
One of the officers said that if I tried hard I’d be a sheriff with a family like him. I sarcastically answered back, “Great. Just what I’ve always wanted.” But in reality it’s not really that far off. I do like the concept of family, I just don’t wanna be the mom. No offense to moms out there, but kids creep me out when they’re under the age of seven and I’m too much of a child to take care of a goldfish let alone keep another human being alive AND teach them how to function in society.
So yeah, there’s my weird dream of the week. Moving on!