2-8
Tried evoking Belial as the third president and cannot get the sigil to open. Nome of them. I’ve got enough stress right now so bowing out of the workshop.
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Pm me brother
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2-9
Dreams: none recalled
Physical notes - feeling much better.
Mental notes : in a better mood today. Stress beams were taken off me.
Ritual for serpens album
Done @serpens_album.
LBRP
Intention: Cassandra only has list for album_serpents, no other male until after one week with serpens-album.
Harm none.
Invocation, opened gates E-N.
Invoking spirit active pentagram
Frankincense in censer, red candle lit. Picture of woman, Water cup, wand, dagger, pentacle, three seals on altar … Orobas, Frimost, Hiepacth.
Poem
Orobas, keep me safe and sure, and ensure the task is done, none are harmed.
Hiepacth, bring Cassandra and serpens_album for sex.
Frimost, excite her for him so they have sex,
Fucking, anal, oral, biting necks.
Rite
Water triangle traced in west.
Lights, Invocation.
Invoke Luna, Mercury, active spirit pentagram.
Open gates, evoke. Saw sigils flash.
Recited poem again.
Gave thanks to the spirits for their service and that the task is done.
Invoking active spirit pentagram.
Closed temple.
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2-10
Dreams: none recalled.
Physical notes: back pain relieved by stretching. Do yoga. Do stretching. Moving night!
Mental notes: need to pick back up on regiment of readings for one year adept.
Rituals:
Relaxation Ritual Yes
Morning stretching/exercise Yes
Morning Salutation to LotU Yes
Morning Solar Adorations Yes
Morning LIRP Yes
Morning LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Side ritual for self No
Noon LIRP No
Noon LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Evening Salutation to LotU Yes
Evening Solar Adorations Yes
Middle Pillar No
Evening LIRP No
Evening LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Midnight Solar Adorations Yes
Midnight LBRP Yes
Midnight LBRH Yes
Middle Pillar Yes
Side ritual for wealth
An early picture of me
A million dollar bill
Green candle
Jewelry I wear
Concentration on becoming financially fit and wealth, prosperity, success.
Readings:
Meditations:
Evening side ritual: Create three talismans and or sigils - Zodiac Angel, Goetia, Talisman or Elemental. Daily.
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While meditating on the balanced energy from the gram rituals and such, and while looking at the LBRH, I realized how the invoking lines can be drawn. Also looked carefully at geomancy figures, and which could be used as a godform.
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2-11
Dreams: None recalled
Physical notes: MOVING DAY. Tired afterward, nearly fell asleep during fourteen hour drive.
Mental notes: None
Rituals:
Relaxation Ritual No
Morning stretching/exercise Yes
Morning Salutation to LotU No
Morning Solar Adorations No
Morning LIRP No
Morning LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Side ritual for self No
Noon LIRP No
Noon LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Evening Salutation to LotU No
Evening Solar Adorations No
Middle Pillar No
Evening LIRP No
Evening LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Midnight Solar Adorations No
Midnight LBRP No
Midnight LBRH No
Midnight Middle Pillar No
Side ritual am Moving.
Readings: None
Meditations: None
Evening side ritual: Create three talismans and or sigils - Zodiac Angel, Goetia, Talisman or Elemental. Daily. No
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2-12
Dreams: None recalled
Physical notes: Slight right foot pain, slight back pain. Slight asthmatic breathing. Otherwise good.
Mental notes: Greatly relieved. Trying to get back into ritual as the past couple days were moving. Glad to be in a house with a white witch and a nonjudgmental christian. And seven cats (one mine) and two puppies.
Rituals:
Relaxation Ritual : No
Morning stretching/exercise No
Morning Salutation to LotU No
Morning Solar Adorations No
Morning LIRP No
Morning LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Side ritual for self No
Noon LIRP No
Noon LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Evening Salutation to LotU No
Evening Solar Adorations No
Middle Pillar No
Evening LIRP No
Evening LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Midnight Solar Adorations No
Midnight LBRP No
Midnight LBRH No
Midnight Middle Pillar No
Side ritual am No
Readings: My Grimoire. Demonic Kings information.
Meditations: None
Evening side ritual: Create three talismans and or sigils - Zodiac Angel, Goetia, Talisman or Elemental. Daily. No
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2-13
Dreams: None recalled
Physical notes: Slight right foot pain, slight back pain. Slight asthmatic breathing, though could do rhythmic breathing from 4 seconds to 10 seconds. Otherwise good.
Mental notes: Greatly relieved. Trying to get back into ritual as the past couple days were moving. Glad to be in a house with a white witch and a nonjudgmental christian. And seven cats (one mine) and two puppies.
Rituals:
Relaxation Ritual : No
Morning stretching/exercise No
Morning Salutation to LotU Yes
Morning Solar Adorations Yes
Morning LIRP Yes
Morning LIRH No
Middle Pillar Ni
Side ritual for self No
Noon LIRP No
Noon LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Evening Salutation to LotU Yes
Evening Solar Adorations No
Middle Pillar No
Evening LIRP No
Evening LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Midnight Solar Adorations No
Midnight LBRP Yes
Midnight LBRH No
Midnight Middle Pillar No
Side ritual am No
Readings:
Clairvoyance, mudra’s.
Meditations:
Clairvoyance, scrying tattwas. Scyed and projected into Ace of Wands (Akasa within Tejas). Felt very warm and slightly dizzy, pulled back immediately. Moving on to King of Wands (Tejas within Tejas).
Evening side ritual: Create three talismans and or sigils - Zodiac Angel, Goetia, Talisman or Elemental. Daily.
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Have looked at Celtic gateways, wondering if there is a relation to Belial, as @Lady_Eva s post on Belial Gateways has a Celtic Creation symbol in the NE corner.
Also noticed the NW corner as she points out bears a resemblance to Baels sigil.
There are nine Celtic gateway symbols, eight for the eight festivals, and one for entering the spirit world. There is another, possibly tenth (unless it is one of the eight), a symbol that looks like a Hebrew Cheth letter.
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“I am my own creator and destroyer.”
“Transform.” Reading GD Transformation ritual.
2/14 EDIT: Upon review of Kybalion principles, “Transform” indicates the use of the Law of Polarity, hence changing the Vibration through Mentalism. Different imagination, different pole.
To study:
Start a Lilith Journal per @kiss-lamia-lilith
Start a godform journal.
Start a merging journal.
Start a structuring journal.
Energy creation and sensing
Clairvoyance/Clairaudience
Chakra meditations
Tattwa meditations.
Visualization and vibration.
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Visualization and vibration
Clairvoyance/Clairaudience
Energy creation and sensing
Chakra meditations
Start a Lilith Journal per @kiss-lamia-lilith
Do this half first as basics are important for litrally Year.
Then add the other half in after.
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2-14
Dreams: None recalled
Physical notes: Tired. Sore back. No cigarettes. Found my ecig.
Mental notes: Was looking through the OAA book, and came across the Seal of Sworn Knights for an assigned baron.
Extremely easy sigil to flash and see with closed eyes.
Rituals:
Relaxation Ritual
Morning stretching/exercise Yes
Morning Salutation to LotU Yes
Morning Solar Adorations Yes
Morning LIRP Yes
Morning LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Side ritual for self Yes - consecrated Sekhmet candle.
Noon LIRP Yes
Noon LIRH No
Middle Pillar No
Evening Salutation to LotU Yes
Evening Solar Adorations Yes
Middle Pillar Yes
Evening LIRP Yes
Evening LIRH Yes
Midnight Solar Adorations
Midnight LBRP
Midnight LBRH
Midnight Middle Pillar
Side ritual AM Design Sekhmet candle and consecrate.
Readings: Clairvoyance, Kybalion, Chakras.
Meditations: Tarot Cups Court Cards
Ace: Spirit if Water. Tattwa is a quarter moon, horns up, and a black circle within the quarter moon. I imagined falling into the hole like a rabbit hole from above. It gave me a comfortable feeling. As I breathed in, it appeared closer, breathing out it went faether away and slightly blurry. Repeated this three times and on the fourth out imagined myself shooting out of the hole like a circus cannon man, flying back into my body. Then my turned attention to the truncated pyramid, three spirit wheels to left, top and bottom, a blue wall with water symbol to the right, and ahead a white wall with a capital H in black. It brought to mind the breath, and the signs Gemini and Pisces.
Next card - Earth of Water. Tattwa is a quarter moon, horns up, with a yellow square in center of quarter moon. An altar came to mind. Silver moon, yellow (gold) square, both metals mined from earth, but what does it say of mind? A door in the center of the horns of the moon. A bright light and possible comfort inside the yellow square door. Turned attention to the truncated pyramid … Left wall earth symbol on green wall, right blue wall with water symbol. Spirit sign above and below, ahead white wall with black capital M. Mud. Earth and water. But earth OF water, May, the month of the rain of spring …
Evening side ritual: Create three talismans and or sigils - Zodiac Angel, Goetia, Talisman or Elemental. Daily.
Other notes:
Opened OAA Seal of the Sworn Knights. It flashed.
Sekhmet devotional done early afternoon.
Thought I would try gazing at a sigil @KingOfHearts616 gave me to activate psychic ability, and felt tingling around third eye area which intensified when I imagined that third eye a rosebud opening (an idea from @kiss-lamia-lilith). It did start to flash.
Second thought on sigils is to color complimentary colors. So here is a Gamaliel sigil, purple on yellow, appropriate for air grade.
Tried opening the sigil a few times. It finally started to open. I asked Mother Goddess Lilith for the ability to behold And hear her, as well as astral travel to meet with her and learn from her.
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2-15
Dreams: still awake 12:56 am. None. Stayed up all night.
Physical notes: tired. Awake.Tired. God bless coffee. Sunspots 3:30 am, headache @ 3:40am, both lasted thirty minutes.
Mental notes: feel like a failure and considering taking a break to master a basic fundamental lesson that was apparently missed. I just don’t get it. One week doing great, then absolutely nothing, absolute failure.
A lot of sage advice and encouragement during an almost “I quit” moment.
Still going to do the work, but not expect results, and set a symbol and timeframe.
In the meantime, work on chakra balancing and energy sensing, pick a black magic path and follow it exclusively, use the fire pit for evocations, use invocation and partial posession, work godforms and other OAA material.
Would love to get a copy of Masons and Josephs work.
Need to get Celtic and adore Laugh and salute Bel and Danu. Find the gateways and use them. Go to Scottish games, renaissance fair or the likes.
Interesting … Did a tarot reading on what my obstacle is with magic. It tells me simply “do the fucking work”.
I listed later ten things I want:
These are the demons that turned up in the reading:
Covers - Valefor, Vepar
Crosses - Lerajie, Furcas
Crowns - Stolas, Andromalius
Beneath - Boris, Camio
Behind - Glasylobolas, Zagan
Before - Path of Uriens
Final Outcome - Am on, Sabnock
Shadows - Sallos, Orobas
Very very interesting compared to the Wants list:
A continual source of income paying more than $4,000 per month.
$250,000 cash.
A house in a warm climate that I own.
The ability to see and hear spirits.
Less problems in my life, no legal problems.
The ability to Astral travel.
To get laid/have sex with attractive, slim, voluptuous women every week.
Perfect health mentally and physically.
To be a black belt in ninjitsu in two years or less.
To be god of my own world.
Rituals:
Morning stretching/exercise
Meditation on Chakras and pranayama
Side ritual for self
Open quarters
Evening evocation with fire pit
Tool construction per old grimoires.
Scrying/tarot reading
Side ritual AM
Readings: Waite, Ceremonial Magic. Karlsson, Qabalah, Qlippoth, and Goetic Magic. DuQuette, Tarot of Ceremonial Magic.
Meditations:
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Ohhh you were the one I felt. I could feel you opening it as I’m connected to it.
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