Hello again. Sorry to bombard your journal; trying to help. Did the libra sign look anything like this?
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Dreams: was expecting dreams from Lilith and Thantifaxath, but awoke in a start with palpitations and went to hospital. No dream remembered.
Physical Notes: Had Albutetol at hospital as a breathing device which has greatly cleated my lungs and coughing. Scratchy dry throat. Middle back to hip pain constant.
Mental Notes: thinking mixed energies are not good.
Readings
Farrell -Shem Grimoire (for goal of meeting natal chart angels)
Kraig - Modern Magick - Earth and Air chapters, talismans and evocation.
Waite - Ceremonial Magic - Talismans, Goetia
Karlsson - Qabalah Qlippoth and Goetic Magic - Qlippoth Self Initiation, Goetic Magic
Farrell - Making Talismans
Koetting - OAA Lessons 1-6 master
Regardie - Golden Dawn - Talismans, elementals and evocation
DuQuette - Tarot of Ceremonial Magick - tarot, goetia
Butler - dd dressHow to Develop Clairvoyance
Agrippa - Three Books Occult - scales reference
Got back from Hospital. Researching taliismans, and researching alternate names per pantheon for LRP and watchtower names. Roman, Celtic, Hebrew, Egyptian.
Example
E S W N
Lucifer. Satan. Leviathan. Belial.
Raphael. Michael. Gabriel. Uriel.
Ra. Sekhmet. Isis. Nephthys.
Helios. Ceres. Diana. Vulcan.
Lugh. Govannon. Arianrodh. Cerridwen.
Was initially going to work on clairvoyance, talismans and goetia, but now I find myself reading in goetia and clairvoyance only…even have court cards out that have the tattwas.
Rituals
Morning solar adoration from liber resh
Salutation to Lord of the Universe
QC/LBRP/QC
Meditations
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Have done first salutation, and first two adorations.
Have done two QC/LBRP/QC
Tonight
Will do salutation, and final two adorations; Rose Cross Ritual, SIRP, SIRH, Bornless One.
Watchtower gates and circle opening.
Invocation to Lucifer.
Invocation to first King,
Meditation.
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Its being drilled into my head today, that to use clairvoyance, etc, or chakras, one has to first learn about them, analyze the current personal state, and what is unbalanced or missing is learning and using new imformation to balance and to fill in, to be complete.
Therefore, I doodled King Pursons sigil and enn, and am reading the golden dawn and how to develop clairvoyance. Even have tarot court cards with tattwas on them, and magnifying glasses to gaze them, and a Ted Andrews book in crystal balls and bowls.
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Only OAA lessons 1-4 to try to master today, chakra opening/balancing, reading two books on clairvoyance including skrying tatteas and such.
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Reading a paragraph of Butler, I pit it aside and chanted Pursons enn, and staring at the sigil.
A few points came to mind while gazing…
He seems to look both ways, and the serpent and weapon, to scry past and future, to give good familiars and to get true answers.
The looking both ways can imply being psychic, or he could be concealing and discovering treasure.
Another view from gazing is a head of a sheep, ass or horse … Could be the bear.
Another view is a mask or a face itself of Purson.
I get an energy sense that seems productive, fiery, airy as well. Protecting. Enlightening. Like an energy B12 shot. Strong, like a wall.
Suffocating almost, very heavy presence. No noise though.
Upside down his sigil reminds me of “I love youb this much”.
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It seems tattwa use and scrying them will take significant work and study. Turning from this, I wondered as I always do, “what does the name mean?”.
Google search: etymology Purson curson
Interesting read:
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Dreams: none recalled.
Physical Notes: pretty good but unfocused. Seeing myself in constructing ways. Back pain going away.
Mental Notes: had heart to heart chat with one friend, then another friend forgave me.
Lucifer’s and Pursons enns said.
Rituals:
Shower
Inverse Cross and LBRP
Lucifer’s, Purson’s enns recited.
Chakra tuneup.
QC/LBRP/QC
Readings
Golden Dawn - All Z documents and rituals to read. Clairvoyance. Read.
How to develop clairvoyance - Read
Goetia - Waites Ceremonial Magic, Modern Magic, Qabalah Qlippoth Goetic Magic. Read.
Talismans: Waites Ceremonial Magic, Golden Dawn, Making Talismans. Read.
HGA-HGD: Osiris Scroll, Abramelin. Read.
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Meditation on King Purson, and asked him about himself.
I saw a pyramid then bright explosions like a small big bang.
I then thought about sound, and if the snake is an antenna. I received a response that showed me that listening to your vibration and slowing or speeding it changes time.
Thanks and license to depart.
Clairvoyance is coming along.
Sweet.
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Your doing really nice work … 
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Thanks
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Dreams: None recalled, though had Naamah and Lilith sigils under pillow.
Physical notes: The past couple days back was doing better, but feels sprained again. Breathing needs improvement. A OK otherwise.
Mental Notes: Been reading goetic magic and note clairvoyant, clairaudient and color visualization have improved. Had some insights on Lucifer and Purson. I will continue until they’re communicating with me successfully.
Reading: Karlssons goetic and Qlippoth book.
OAA Lessons 1-6
Golden Dawn
Abrasax
Modern Magic.
Rituals:
Salutation
AM Adorations
QC/LBRP/QC
Meditations:
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That was for energy, this is for ambience…
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The other task today…
Chanted enn
Poured him some red wine.
I said “King Belial, if you can hear me and are here, please speak to me or show me visions as I cannot yet see or hear spirits.”
Started seeing red, yellow spots.
I feel a heavy energy.
Questions I want to ask him:
'How does distributing preferences for senatorships work?"
"How are friends and foes reconciled?
“Tell me about yourself.”
Second try
Chanted enn.
Lit cigar, took a sip of wine and a few puffs.
Chanted enn silently, aloud, with breathing in and out.
Felt a coolness on my left arm and left forehead.
I feel they are trying to communicate, bit I still am deaf and blind to them.
A voice told me silently to listen in the silence beyond sound.
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Okay … On to another ritual to be done.
Done.
Invoking pentagrams in the names of Lucifer, Satan, Leviathan, Belial.
Opened gates in the name of Amaymon, Gasp, Cordon, and Zimzimay.
Invoked Mercury HG.
Invoked Jupiter HG.
Invoked Venus HG.
Evoked Sallos and Vual, gave them tasks and sent them.on their way. Two signs, a color and an animal should be seen by Aidan.
Closed temple.
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@(name withheld),
I just completed the ritual a few minutes ago, so you will experience AYOEL, the angel under Muriel and Yah, and angel of Venus in Cancer, Lord of Love.
Requested your task be completed, specified the task correctly this time.
Salutation to the Lord of the Universe, east and west.
QC/LBRP/QC
Invocation
Opened sigil, saw AYO spelled in smoke in Hebrew.
Greeted the angel, gave thanks to archangel Muriel and Yah.
Issued task "find the one called (name withheld), and find him a suitable man and they develop a loving relationship."
Meditated.
Closed temple.
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2-7 Belial evocation
Chanted enn after lighting green candle and incense.
Gazed at sigil.
Had a vision of blowing up at my roommate on move out day, then thought if there are other options.
My take on this is either a loud mind, or he is not opposed to being blunt and so.ewhat counter offensive. My opinion.
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