And did morning and solar adorations while waiting for the bus.
And … got fired.
On hand items:
Knife
Saucer/teacup
Body
candle cup and saucer with coins around it dressed with appleCinnamon oil
Colored paper and white paper
Sharpie
4 Candles (5 Hour)
Knowledge and no job.
What to do?
Following what Id read, I still have yet to do Body Awareness exercises, Meditation or Breathing,
but Since Ive been fired today, I decided to put my time to good use, first divining what sort of
job I should pursue.
Tarot Contemplation Ritual
Paimons sigil in front of deck.
“Allow a true and faithful message to come through these consecrated cards of art.”
“What sort of job should I pursue?”
Shuffled and cut once, as I cut, said “Pay-Mon”.
XIII Death, bottom of deck XX Judgement. That which deals with sunset and sunrise, flowers, death,
mortuary assistant, heart surgeon, surgical tech, brain surgeon, nurse, mortuary salesman, etc.
Noticed the rose an upside pentagram, but leaves a downward pentagram, so a dodecagram. Change and
trasformation. Possibly any job.
Remembered I found free computer books, (computer organization, logic design, programming, etc), so
dust those off and put them to use in flooding my mind with it for a job to attract. Then use spirits
to help.
Expanded the Tarot Contemplation Ritual spread to a Split Hexagram Spread:
Greater Spiritual Influence: XIII Death - He who deals with death, change and transformation. Counselor?
Lesser Spiritual Influence: XI Justice - He who deals with the law and justice - Law enforcement or paralegal?
Spiritual Advice: VI Lovers - Duality to unity, return to innocence - Follow in older skills and become one with it.
Unconscious Desires: XIV Temperance - Hoping to smooth things out with ex employer or leave gracefully.
Conscious Desires: XII The Hanged Man - Sacrifice - Hoping to achieve an outcome out of the blue, know its coming.
Practical ADvice: VIII Strength - Tame animal and lower nature, and quit calling off at slightest symptom.
Final Outcome: Hermit - he who deals with mystery, or arcane knowledge. Librarian or Data Scientist?
Overseer: V Hierophant - He who deals with the divine and hearing. Ear hearing aid tech?
Bottom: XX Judgement - Revelation, awakening and rising of the dead through the horn and cross. No idea. Magician?