Nightside's Journal

Sat 1/29/2022 1:51pm
Ive been silenced for a week – no more pointer to books for people.
So what, oh what shall I occupy my time with?

Tasks for the Neophyte
Tasks for the Zelator
Tasks for the Theoricus
Tasks for the Practicus
Tasks for the Philosophus
(on either tree, see Karlssons book for the degrees based off Ordo Dragon Rouge)
I am not even a Neophyte, but if I were, I’m certain that is my current grade, despite what I can do.

Current Diary/Journal Template

Date/Time:

Sat 1/29/2022 1:51pm

Moon Phase:

Waning, New Moon Feb 1

Transits:

Sleep/Dreams:

Fair, none recalled or I did not choose to remember my dreams.

Mood/Anx/Dep:

Fair

Thoughts:

Future, taking care of business.

Physical Notes:

Sore legs, feet, back.

Mental Notes:

Slight confusion.

Daily Tarot Draw (Major):

II High Priestess (Luna, subconscious, duplication, law, repetition, knowledge).

Neophyte Exercises - One month (goal -= “adept” in 6 mo)

Self-Initiation into the Golden Dawn
“Ritual Work for the Neophyte
Aside from the memorization of the First Knowledge Lecture, the Neophyte should begin regular practice of the rituals and meditative techniques provided here. These rites create a firm groundwork of ceremonial methods that the student will utilize throughout his/her entire magical life. They also serve as constant reminder of the goal of the path of an initiate.”

The Outer Wand of Double Power

Chosen, unmistakable end of banishing as a fork exists at the bottom.

Rituals

THE QABALISTIC CROSS (QC)
THE LESSER BANISHING RITUAL OF THE PENTAGRAM (LBRP)
ADORATION TO THE LORD OF THE UNIVERSE
(Note: This affirmation should be done daily.)
MEDITATION
for the 0 = 0 grade ofNeophyte25
“Let the Neophyte consider a point as defined in mathematics-having position but no magnitude-and let him note the ideas to which this gives rise. Concen- trating their faculties on this, as a focus, let him endeavor to realize the Immanence of the Divine throughout Nature, in all her aspects.”

The simplest rhythm for the beginner is the Fourfold Breath.
1 Empty the lungs and remain thus while counting 4.
2 Inhale, counting 4, so that you feel filled with breath to the throat.
3 Hold this breath while counting 4.
4 Exhale, counting 4 till the lungs are empty.
This should be practised, counting slowly or quickly till you obtain a rhythm that suits you-one that is comforting and stilling. Having attained this, count the breath thus for two or three minutes, till you feel quiet, and then proceed with the meditation. (Note: this should be done daily for no less than six months.)¢

DAILY ADORATIONS

LIBER RESH VEL HELlOS

KHEPERU NU RA

THE BERAKAH
(Blessing)

Rituals

THE RITE OF ELEMENT AL EQUILIBRA TION
BODY AWARENESS EXERCISE
EXTRASENSORY AWARENESS EXERCISE
Obtain a set of ESP cards such as those developed in the parapsychology labora- tory at Duke University (for sale at most occult bookstores). The drawings on these cards are simple symbols-one symbol per card.
Shuffle the cards. Place the cards face down and place your hand upon the top card. Make your mind as blank as possible and attempt to guess what image is on the front of the card (square, circle, cross, waves, or star). Go through the entire deck in this fashion, at least once daily. Do not get discouraged if you do not often guess correctly. Record your results.

Kabballah Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation

Neophyte Checklist

Initiation into Hermetics

Franz Bardon Part II

Modern Magick - Chaps 1-3

Complete Book of Witchcraft - Lessons 1-3

Book of Spirit Communications - Lessons 1-3

Occult Fundamentals - Lessons 1-3

Do all exercises.

Complete Golden Dawn - Learn all primary techniques

Mantras

Mel ah-en-tul es kuhl (Raziel) – To increase/enhance ones psychic powers

Mesh fa luong tu pron na fo lem (Raziel) – To break free from negative thought loops and purge negative subconscious blocks

Lesh ta pak een lafu tu son (Michael) – To neutralize and repel negative or harmful energy.

Energy Work
Psi Ball/String per SIGDT and
Vampirism, Necromancy, and Shapeshifting Techniques

Magick Vampirism & Necromancy

A few things I’ve learned that I’d like to share. While I will try to make it sound as simple as possible, these techniques do require practice over time and some mastery before moving on to more difficult exercises. I’ve learned many of these over the course of several years, and would recommend you attempt at least a year’s worth of practice to each exercise if not more if you are an absolute beginner. This is by no means a complete guide to all vampirism, I only know what I learned myself, bu…

Visualization

Pentagrams/Archangels

Psi Ball/string

Blue energy bubble

Meditation

Yesterday had green candle meditation on healing, prosperity, nature

Today will light purple/indigo candle for the day (Saturn, black/indigo) – will focus on the correspondences of Saturn. Tomorrow (Sunday) will light Yellow, and Wednesday Orange.

Runes

Earth day

Rad – The rune signifying journeys, the routes of progress, the maps of prosperous development gained by exploration and effort.

Fehu – The sign for possessions in proper abundance, and of balancing needs and wants for practical purposes and continued prosperity.

Sigel – The symbol of sacred power in its fullest, most abundant form creating the wealth of wholeness.

Gyfu – The sign for gifts from the highest orders of power and truth, the sacred gifts of divine origin.

Jera – The symbol of harvest, celebrating the assurance of cycles of growth.

Stan – The stone power to structure sacred wisdom, to harvest the heritage of Nature, and to order ones life in practical, prosperous form.

Will draw each and meditate on each with their meaning and my distance from the meaning.

Pentacles

Cool …

HGD/HGA

Will read Sacred Magic of Abramelin the Mage

Will read other sources for HGD

Tattwas

Privithi - Draw and meditate on Yellow square.

Polygons

Meditate on the point with no magnitude or direction

Divination

Seven card spread on my Neophyte adventure:

Greater Spiritual Influence: 0 The Fool (Air)

Lesser Spiritual Influence: XV The Devil (Capricorn)

Spiritual Advice: XIX The Sun (Sol)

Unconscious Desires: X Wheel of Fortune (Jupiter)

Conscious Desires: XVIII The Moon (Pisces)

Practical Advice: XII The Hanged Man (Water)

Final Outcome: III Empress (Venus)

Top of Deck: VIII Strength (Leo)

Bottom of Deck: IV Emperor (Aries)

Petitions

Vehuiah planned for one week from today.

Invocations

None planned except for perhaps the Spirit of God.

Evocations

None planned

Dreamwork

N/A

Astral Travel

N/A

Practical Work

Will practice both Silence and NLP

Psychic Exercises

LG5: 22 incorrect. Really need to use a pendulum for this one.

GTT: 30 incorrect.

Onto writing the petition, then doing some visualization and meditation.

Just before writing the petition, I got a text from my old Five Guys Manager, wondering what’d happened to me, so I called her and talked. Ive been requested back at up to 20 per hour at a different store. Im still in the system, so I dont have to reapply.

This is considering Ive taken two different job opportunities, but they are scattered in location and willing to work with each other, but could be headaches in their own right. I will have to think on this, I would love three great references for my work ethic and character.

Petition to Vehuiah written.

Psychic Exercises

LG5: 22 incorrect. Really need to use a pendulum for this one.

GTT: 30 incorrect.

Onto writing the petition, then doing some visualization and meditation.

Job News

I have a job with both Staybridge Suites and Pancheros. Just about to start both jobs.

Just before writing the petition, I got a text from my old Five Guys Manager, wondering what’d happened to me, so I called her and talked. Ive been requested back at up to 20 per hour at a different store. Im still in the system, so I dont have to reapply.

This is considering Ive taken two different job opportunities, but they are scattered in location and willing to work with each other, but could be headaches in their own right. I will have to think on this, I would love three great references for my work ethic and character. I also have a last check from Five Guys, so picking that up today, might be able to pay rent and all that good stuff. And get temple supplies finally.

Petitions (Shem, Working)

Petition to Vehuiah written.

Feng Shui moment

Feeling some different air was needed, so lit a stick of Patchouli. May burn Frankincense this next week.

Financial Aid/Opportunity

I am pleasantly surprised by the Green candle meditation the other day.

Muzack

60’s Psychedelic Rock

Afternoon adorations done
With evening adorations done and doing the LBRP, I did it with a new wand and consecrated it using divine names from within the LRP earth banishing. Did QC before and after.
Grounded by eating pizza.
Missed Middle Pillar and REE.

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Current Diary/Journal Template

Date/Time: Sunday 1/30/2022 07:51 EST

Moon Phase:

Waning Crescent Capricorn, New Moon Feb 1

Transits:

Sleep/Dreams:

Fair sleep to poor. No dream detail recall.

Mood/Anx/Dep:

Fair in all 3

Thoughts:

Physical Notes:

AM Adorations done

QC LBRP QC Done

Setup Altar

Spoke aloud Ps 140-144

Shem Angel for day: Reiel, invoked Reiel

Listened to Bornless Ritual

Silent mind meditation with fourfold controlled breathing 15 min

Afternoon adorations

Gathered and took out trash

Gathered, did laundry

Looked out for Yellow

Listened to Invocation of Thoth and Mercury rock opera

Mexican for lunch

Mental Notes:

Grounded by closed eye chant of Behuiah.

Daily Tarot Draw (Major):

XIII Death (Nun, Fish, 50, Tiphareth-Netzach, Scorpio)

Psychic Testing via Cards –

Less than 5 greater than 5 (LG5):

24 Incorrect, Will have to use Pendulum with this exercise from now on for greater random accuracy.

Guess the Trump (GTT):

Major Court Minor (MCM)

Neophyte Exercises - One month

(goal -= “adept” in 6 mo)

Self-Initiation … Golden Dawn Tradition

Ritual Work for the Neophyte

THE QABALISTIC CROSS (QC)

THE LESSER BANISHING RITUAL OF THE PENTAGRAM (LBRP)

ADORATION TO THE LORD OF THE UNIVERSE

(Note: This affirmation should be done daily.)

MEDITATION

for the 0 = 0 grade of Neophyte

Let the Neophyte consider a point as defined in mathematics-having position but no magnitude-and let him note the ideas to which this gives rise. Concen- trating their faculties on this, as a focus, let him endeavor to realize the Immanence of the Divine throughout Nature, in all her aspects.

CONTROLLED BREATHING

The simplest rhythm for the beginner is the Fourfold Breath.

Empty the lungs and remain thus while counting 4.

Inhale, counting 4, so that you feel filled with breath to the throat.

Hold this breath while counting 4.

Exhale, counting 4 till the lungs are empty.

DAILY ADORATIONS

LIBER RESH VEL HELlOS

KHEPERU NU RA

THE BERAKAH(Blessing)

THE RITE OF ELEMENTAL EQUILIBRATION

BODY AWARENESS EXERCISE

EXTRASENSORY AWARENESS EXERCISE

Obtain a set of ESP cards such as those developed in the parapsychology labora- tory at Duke University (for sale at most occult bookstores). The drawings on these cards are simple symbols-one symbol per card.

Shuffle the cards. Place the cards face down and place your hand upon the top card. Make your mind as blank as possible and attempt to guess what image is on the front of the card (square, circle, cross, waves, or star). Go through the entire deck in this fashion, at least once daily. Do not get discouraged if you do not often guess correctly. Record your results.

Kabballah Magic and the Great Work of Self Transformation

Neophyte Checklist

Initiation into Hermetics

Franz Bardon Part II

Modern Magick - Chaps 1-3

Complete Book of Witchcraft - Lessons 1-3

Book of Spirit Communications - Lessons 1-3

Occult Fundamentals - Lessons 1-3

Do all exercises.

Complete Golden Dawn - Learn all primary techniques

# Mantras

Mel ah-en-tul es kuhl (Raziel) – To increase/enhance ones psychic powers

Mesh fa luong tu pron na fo lem (Raziel) – To break free from negative thought loops and purge negative subconscious blocks

Lesh ta pak een lafu tu son (Michael) – To neutralize and repel negative or harmful energy.

# Energy Work

Psi Ball/String

# Visualization

Pentagrams/Archangels

Psi Ball/string

Blue energy bubble

# Meditation

Yellow Candle Meditation:

(Wednesday Orange.)

# Runes

Fire/Spirit Day

Will draw each and meditate on each with their meaning and my distance from the meaning.

# Pentacles

Cool …

# HGD/HGA

Will read Sacred Magic of Abramelin the Mage

Will read other sources for HGD

# Tattwas

Privithi - Draw and meditate on Yellow square. (Earth)

# Polygons

Meditate on the point with no magnitude or direction

# Divination

Past Present Future

XIX The Sun 3 of Wands 8 of Cups (XI/III)

# Petitions

Vehuiah planned for one week from today.

# Invocations

None planned except for perhaps the Spirit of God.

# Evocations

None planned ATM

# Dreamwork

N/A

# Astral Travel

N/A

# Practical Work

Will practice both Silence and NLP

# Psychic Exercises

LG5: 24 incorrect. Really need to use a pendulum for this one.

GTT:

MCM:

# Petitions: Petition to Vehuiah written.

Petitions (Shem, Working)

Petition to Vehuiah written.

Feng Shui moment

Burn Patchouli and Frankincense this next week.

Financial Aid/Opportunity

I am pleasantly surprised by the Green candle meditation the other day.

Muzack

Psychedelic Rock/60;s Soul

Other

Studied Modern MAgick Lesson one, taking notes.
Did all rituals.
Relaxation Ritual
Tarot Contemplation Ritual: Hierophant
Split Hexagram Spread - General
GSI IV The Emperor
LSI II The High Priestess
SA I The Magician
UCD VIII Strength
CD XIV Temperance
PA XI Justice
FO XVI The Tower
ToD ?/?

Split Hexagram Spread - “What will the effect be when I evoke Vehuiah?”
GSI XVII The Star
“Hope and a bright future”
LSI VI The Lovers
“A test which you will pass, a new love”
SA XVI The Tower
“Ruin, catastrophe, disruption”
UCD X Wheel of Fortune
“Good fortune, success, luck”
CD XV The Devil
“Something must happen, but for good in long term”
PA 0 The Fool
“Folly, foolishness, extravagance, mania”
FO II High Priestess
“Science, education, knowledge”
ToD I/VII

Hebrew Alphabet-Gematria-Meaning table

Morning and evening adorations and QC/LBRP/QC done

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