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Hi Everyone Gabriel here i have always had a dark spirit from a young age and i have always been drawn to the dark its comforting, this became more intense and i became more and more aware of what is moving around me i kept it to myself just ignored it, this became more intense after i had an accident,I must know more as in my dream while in a choma a being appeared to me pointing to a dark cave as i entered i felt a strength that i could not explain, the dark gave strength im hoping to find the answer to this dream here. I humbly ask that you teach me and guide me to my true path.