So I hear alot about Nephilim gaining powers or information about their origins snd stuff at ages 19 and 20 and 25… Is this true . My incubus told me something recently along the lines of being apart of this me and my daughter . And keeps bringing up my age , like she’s 19 but before he would say I was 24 but I wasn’t . But I’m thinking spiritual Ihe might’ve meant I was 24 and physically 19 …idk bc their time is different from ours ofc . But I always felt younger the older I got and older when I was younger . And also felt out of place and more connected to spirits than humans or family . He always has be around a community of nephilim tho like himself. Mabye he’s keeping track bc it’s gonna be that time for me to expand mabye ?? I remember him showing me how to attack fly with wings but with his wings cuz i dont have any … something like negative something basically sum science shit . And he has me put into his school education system, I have to go …no option. But not everyday anymore bc ig he noticed thru out the many times I skipped or escaped from there , that I don’t like it …never liked school 
Very interesting topic
You could try summon the Nephilim and asking them
Im also more connected to spirits than humans. Infact i prefer spirits over humans, namely demons. Demons arent scary to me and never really have been. Even the type that do attack others, ive never really been afraid of them at all.
I used to think i was an incarnated demon and i guess its possible but i left that belief behind as i never really had confirmation of it.
“nephilim” gaining powers as they grow older? No idea.
He showed me my family connection to it… my family are either witches or freemason’s or christian. But my mom. Doss t know who my dad is for sure and I feel more familiar with calling my demon family by their names like this one demon I call mom and she’s always in my mother’s form .
Oooh! That’s cool!
Lucky! 
My family are separated bc of those things and never was able to tell us why or what happened for us to be separated but all my mom knows is it started with a witch and very tall man in a casket and her grandmother and manyyyyy contracts to spirits and stuff idk still. And forbidden fruit prolly also explains why Lucifer initiated me thru marriage to him spiritually.
This is sus… It’s the astral - you can shapeshift in the astral into any form you like, you don’t need his wings.
I had a parasite once ask to attack to me “so that it could give me it’s wings”. I tied it out for 3 days and them got rid of it because that was pure snake oil. I actually find wings in a place with out air unhelpful - you can levitate and teleport much easier.
Not for nothing, humans are spirits too. Just incarnate ones. I get it’s hard to see past the shell and the emotions, and trying to relate as a spirit to a spirt in the west gets you some funny looks, but it’s there, for most of them. It’s good to be able to do that when past life relationships show up.
Mermaids gave me a golden apple after I ran towards them and song to them in a dug out feild in the midst of a large crowd of people . (Spiritually)
I felt very connected to them every since they gave me that apply I was able to contact or summon them by signing to the body of water.
I feel like my family dealings are within the marine Kingdom also, bc of how connected I feel to them .
Yes one you have made contact and know a being exists, you have their energy signature and can reconnect with them any time (assuming they’re taking calls, as it were).
Sounds like an area worth exploring 
I’m just leery that you’ve got the entity, that feeds on you and is telling you you can’t do things without it, which is not right. You should set it right, maybe it doesn’t know, but I think it does.
Im aware of mental manifestations but I wasn’t saying couldn’t have wings , cuz i fly all the time when i put it to mind but I never thought to make wings for myself.
There so cool but dominant
I mean, it makes no difference - you can fly or not either way, it’s fun to play with the aesthetics for sure, kind of like singing and art is fun. Useless but fun.
To borrow a phrase from Kurtis Joseph “Become or be crushed”. If you can’t stand up for yourself, you WILL be food. As above, so below.
It doessnt feed on me lol otherwise I would have bruises and lost amounts of energy and stuff. My life is normal as if my health. I’d see what’s the big stereotype of evil incubus , mines don’t do stuff like that . Hell I can hardly get him to manifest as much as most can or communicate or even visit thru out the night …he has his own life he lives outside of just orbiting mines but I know why you say these things bc of my previous posts but I assure you to never make assumptions on something unless you lived it or thru it . My experience have dark and light to it but that’s part of living both lives and in spiritual relationships and connections.
It’s an incubus you said - it does feed on you by definition, that’s what they do. They take your sexual energy, as FOOD, that’s the point of doing it for them.
Some call them symbiotes instead of parasites because the exchange is voluntary, but they need you, you don’t need then, to live. So there it is. It’s up to you, but, as a mage, where “know thyself” is paramount, you have to at least be clear about what you’re doing here.
All spirit feed on something yes but that’s what they need to to sustain themselves . Every living being does the same .it’s nothing toxic unless it changes the health or livelihood to trash . His not obsessive over it .
You do blood rites or offerings and flesh sacrifices or whatever you do … and that’s not related to what I’m doing ?? Every spirit asked for something physical as source of food or sustainablity of foundation and connection??
Not trying to sound like a prick but everyone knows that rituals deal with offerings of something of soul and flesh , even fruit is considered flesh in a way bc it gives life . It’s part of the cycle of give and return like noone on this forum will say I didn’t have to give anything to my spirits.
But I appreciate your observations and concerns but trust me if it was like that I wouldn’t have been with it for eight years or according to it since birth
Sort if, but not all entities need energy from a human to hekp them.
What I call “lesser entities” that are earthbound, which includes the night hags aka succubae/incubae fae, djinn, ghosts and astral beings, need energy just as humans do. Humans can eat and sleep, and generate their own energy, these beings see humans as batteries they can feed off.
Higher beings that are not earthbound including angelics, most of the Goetia, personifications of natural forces and “fallen” angels *who are still angels) do not.
Exactly - higher beings are not incarnate - they’re alive but not animals, they don’t eat, they don’t have physical bodies, they have their own sources.
So that’s a very mixed up mouthful I didn’t deserve to be accused of - yes and no.
No I* don’t do “blood rites” or "flesh sacrifices " whatever those are. I have explained many times why “sacrifice” of any other being but your own things and self is bullshit. I don’t work with lesser entities and parasites pretending getting off is worth it though, so I don’t need to.
I DO use blood on sigils, because I enjoy it, and to add an emotional layer of commitment to the working, and to bind myself into the working using my own DNA. I Do use blood to make elixirs and enchanted items.
I also DO do offerings as a token of gratitude, usually after the working has manifested. It’s optional, not a payment. I find it works better this way.
In nine of these cases am I allowing parasitism. I have a strictly no-fraternization rule with the discarnate myself. It’s the only way to be sure you’re not getting into a parasitic situation you can’t get out of - as it feeds it gets stronger and you get weaker, that’s a problem.
Completely incorrect. The BEST offering - is gratitude.