Ok, few week ago a dear friend of mine has a major dissaster in her life, i could’n spare the detail here, but the point is that someone do something horrible to her.
In tears, she asking me for help to beat the shit out of that guy… I am not trying to be a hero, recklesly search for some dude and bring him punishment. So, i talk to him, nicely as i could…And find out that this guy not only deserve my fist, but more than that.
I have spirit compagnion and giving them a task to relaese my wrath upon him. 2 week has passed, and nothing happen.
i gave up, i have to find another way … darker way! So, i found this book that i download illegaly–don’t ask me why i do that-- that related to goetia demon. Magickal Attack and Demons of Magick by Gordon Winterfield. I read the book and find out that to curse someone to death i need some emotion to make this curse works. I do want this scumbag die, but i dont think i have enough wrath to spen during the ritual… my friend, as a victim have it. But i dont think i am.
The question is,
can i ask the demon to bring him to death while i’ve have just an anger?
if anger is not enough, would it be ok to bring my friend during a ritual? the problem is, she doesn’t believe with thing like magick, demon, angel etc…
is there any alternative way i can do.
anything would help, thanks
P.S : Sorry for my bad english