Need help with a pact I'm planning

I recently performed an Astral evocation (through Astral projecting, not a scrying mirror) and evoked King Belial. This isn’t the first time I’ve done this and I’ve ‘successfully’ evoked him perhaps ten or so times.

I followed the standard, LBRP first to banish any wanderers where I am, this is done after I anchor myself. I know he likes to be evoked outside so I went out to my backyard (This is all happening in the Astral plane) and I performed Lady Eva’s evocation guide. This isn’t the first time I’ve done this and have used the same routine for multiple different spirits over the years.

The issue now is that there have been times when I’ve struggled to figure out if these spirits I’m calling are who they say they are or if they’re impostors. I’ve read up on the guides and tutorials and everything seems to check out. Every time I evoke KB, he appears almost the same way (cloaked, hooded figure, sometimes an older man, his face very detailed). Sometimes I evoked him on a whim, such as when I project but I’m not sure what I should be doing. He’s always anchored in the back of my mind, so I’ll automatically jump straight to evoking him if I’m wandering the astral and lose sight of my initial goal or if I don’t have one at all, usually to just hang out or talk about unimportant things, etc.

This time, I’m planning on making a pact with him. I’ve had a solid relationship with him for years already, I give him blood offerings at times, he helps me pass my tests and exams even though I’m sure that I failed, etc. So, I’m fairly certain that I’ve connected with the real him at some point.

I want to get serious about my spiritual development, growth and ascent, and I want him to be sort of my patron deity. This pact is aimed towards discipline so that i can actually devote myself to my spiritual growth with someone watching over me to make sure I don’t slack off. I drafted a pact earlier this week and gazed at the place where there’s supposed to be the spirits signature, and I saw what looked like a feint outline of his sigil. It was very feint but I just wanted to confirm if he’s agreed on the terms before officially making the pact.

Afterwards, I astral projected, banished, performed the evocation, and this time he appeared, the usual appearance but he was giving off a feminine energy (This has never happened before). She held out her hands, i touched them, they were warm, and in the palms, i saw three tiny babies bundled up into what looked like cocoons. These babies the transformed and became a giant gray butterfly.

This happened before I’ve asked to confirm whether or not he accepted the terms of the pact. I did ask, but before I could get a response, I felt myself slipping away and returned to my body. I tried projecting again back haven’t been able to.

What I want to know is if there’s any meaning behind what he showed me, and if there’s a chance that this was an impostor or if it was really him; if there’s anyone who could help me confirm whether or not the pact will be accepted.

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(Hope you don’t mind, but I edited your post to add some whitespace to make the most easier to read)

It sounds unlikely to me that this was an importer, there are a lot of pieces that fit together too well.

I would say the feminine appearance this time was the sign of acceptance - that KB is signalling that he will take on a parental, nurturing role for you. These beings don’t have gender imo (no reproductive biology so it’s not the same thing for them), so whether you see them as male or female depends on thier relationship to you as being more yang, or more yin, and in this case this is a more yin function.

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In childhood, was it your mother or your father who taught you discipline, like making your bed, brushing your teeth, taking a bath, brushing your hair, etceteras? My impression is that KB has already accepted and transformed himself, and your relationship, to meet your needs.

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I was raised by my grandparents, with my grandmother taking the main responsibility roles. Then when she died, my aunts took on the roles. I didn’t really have any male role models or father figures in my life. So, yes, I guess I do mainly associate discipline with women. Thank you, both of you :cherry_blossom:

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