So I don’t know where to start really or how the hell this even could happen to begin with but here goes…
Last year I got super bored and kind of made myself get targeted by 2 ppl who is really into gang stalking just to get the chaos flowing while punishing them and an abusive ex bf at the same time.
I knew that it was a good chance of them entering my apartment while I was away since my ex had refused to give me my key back.
I didn’t know anything about wards etc back then but I knew that those people are into going through people’s stuff trying to figure out how they should bully them. Therefore I got really creative with writing fake journals and filling up notebooks with strange crap just to amuse myself and hopefully scare the unwanted guests so much they’d never dare to mess with ppl again.
I wrote an entry which went something like “I’m going to create a guard ghost or maybe two. They’re called Amanda and Rebecka…” and then described them in great detail with their ages, clothes and such attributes. Then I forgot all about them due to the stress of being followed around by morons but even though I didn’t remember the guardian ghosts they somehow did their jobs!
Whenever I got back to my apartment after being gone for up to a week I just KNEW that someone had entered my apartment and that they’d tried to do nasty stuff or put spells on me and I immediately got rid of various objects that had bad vibes to them.
This was all thanks to the ghosts but what wasn’t expected was that this one guy who is most likely the dumbest person alive would be reading this one fake journal (which I believe I’d written “holy bible” on) thinking this was the ultimate truth and that every single thing written in there was somehow reality.
He read it out loud while I was on a bus and laughing at all the weird stuff that he thought I’d die from shame if ppl found out (there’s that gang stalking element btw, I believe you ppl know what this phenomenon is so I won’t explain it but yeah they do stuff like that…) ranting about how retarded my notes were and laughing at how I think there’s ghost in my apartment and people start to snicker and laugh along with him.
Problem is that he was actually scared to death when he read about the ghost, believing my apartment was haunted and those people on the bus probably thought that as well. I call this effect the “retarded bully’s name factor” because when he read that and willed it into existence it somehow became waaaay more real than it already was. But what really seem to have willed them into existence was me talking about them to a nice lady I met at the psych ward (checked myself in just to get a vacation from the stalking) who had some kind of clairaudience abilities and was very much for talking to angels and astral traveling.
When I invited her to my room because I wanted her to hear if there were any of her astral children as she called them stuck in there she said she heard two ghost girls. This must have been what triggered these thoughtforms to take on a more permanent form because of all the ppl involved and believing in them.
Unfortunately I don’t really want to be stuck with them, and they’re not happy with me since I’m too depressed to play with them. Does anyone have a solution for this?
Banishing them works for a short while, not thinking about anything works too but it’s much too tiresome to meditate and banish stuff 24/7 and it’s not easy to focus on things when I hear little girls in my head. I would like to do other things than trying to banish them or ignore them because it’s draining my energy and I don’t have much of that as it is 
The gang stalking and everything but these ghost has stopped btw, now it’s just them making me tired as fuuuck. Please help me if you can!
Sorry if this is long and weirdly formatted but I’m on a tablet and it’s not showing this website properly as it is
better to try and make use of them as you suggested
Also ordered liber chaos and liber null/psychonaut yesterday so I have much reading to look forward to as well as getting a better understanding of the whole chaos magick subject so I might not create anything sentient by accident again. As sweet as these ghost girls are I don’t want to make that mistake again