Here’s the thing:
I need to change my career. I want to change my career. The one I’m pursuing right now is causing me serious burnout and anxiety (it’s Medicine). I don’t feel passionate about it anymore.
I want to pursue psycology, I’ve been truly passionate about it from a long time. It will help me to work in and help others with mental health, which is a big thing for me.
My family on the other hand is dead set on me going to med school. Whenever I mention not wanting to do it they either scold me, tell me that I won’t be able to get money in it, or take me to a therapist (which was horrible and a different story in it’s own). They don’t understand, they literally ridicule my ADHD.
A few months back my mom was fine, but the entrance exam for med school is on September 12th and I do not wish to give it. If I give it I’ll score horrible (I know this, this is not a mindset. I don’t know shit, what I did know I can’t recall because I’m not feeling it) and there’s gonna be a really big drag of an emotionally exhausting and abusive process.
I don’t want that. If possible I don’t want to give the entrance exam at all. I’m at a point where I don’t care that I’ll have to fall sick to miss it.
I’ve tried talking to my family, tried showing them that I can do it and that I’m passionate about it but it’s of no use and bringing 0 results. I don’t know if this is something for which petitions will suffice, because this a major change.
What I had in mind was:
King Paimon for my family agreeing to pursue psycology and Lord Belial for whatever blockages would be on the way.
I am financially bound, I do have a bank account but every detail of where all the debit credit info will go to is my mom’s. It wouldn’t be a problem if she wasn’t so obsessed and manipulative when it comes to money.
To summarize: Want to shift from pre-med to psycology. Parents don’t listen, need magickal advice/assistance.
Any advice, I’ll be very grateful for. I’m tired, I’m losing sleep and I’m dreading each day because it’ll be a shit show if I go through med school or the entrance itself. If the category or tags need to be changed or added please let me know.