I’ve been seeing visions sent by Azazel of people being tortured by grim reapers. He’s helping me in this process of spiritual death, this sickness, so I knew that this referred to the destruction process and the pain that comes with it. I see them a lot.
Then I saw a vision near a month ago of a baby in a manger, like Jesus. And the three wisemen that surrounded him were grim reapers. I wasn’t sure what it meant.
Now just last night I was seeing visions of grim reapers again. And it took a strange turn. A lot of sexual undertones and not exactly the good kind. People being violated and grim reapers eating babies. Hurting them. I saw Asmodeus’ face appear from these visions. I saw his lion and the serpent. Now today I keep seeing Astaroth’s face.
I only had contact once with Asmodeus years ago in a sigil magic meditation. He ran through my house and ran directly at me. I couldn’t see him only hear him. But I haven’t heard from him since then. Im confused to what these visions mean. I do not want to think anything negatively but the visions were some of the more disturbing things I’ve been sent. I don’t want to assume anything bad about Asmodeus. But I can’t really understand what these things mean. Im not yet good with hearing spirits, but I asked him what these images mean and I heard ‘self rumination.’ Which I had never heard of before. I looked it up and I do it a lot lol. I heard self sacrifice too. The visions I was sent revolve around some of the things my mind constantly worry about because of my own experience in them. Self rumination of child abuse and sexual violence. I think maybe this is what it meant. But why were grim reapers involved in the torture in these visions? I wanna know if anyone else has seen things like this from Asmodeus and could share their advice or ideas on what the symbolism behind these images mean. Or share their experience with Asmodeus & Astraroth appearing together.