So far, so good. I just completed the the letter of intent, and I already started feeling light touches. Things felt exhilarating, honestly! I definitely sensed a presence strong enough to make me nervous. 
Now, time to pass out, lol!
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Just something random I heardā¦ Letās ramble on about itā¦
So, I heard someone say something like āSheās kinda cute but can be so damn feisty.ā Lmao, well, I did choke someone in my dream last night, and I raised them up in the air while grabbing their neckā¦ Buutt, thatās just half of how feisty I can be, lol!
I may look and act like a puppy, but this puppy isnāt just all bark, because I can be all bite too. 
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To the wiiinndooww, to the wall!
Till the sweat drips down my nonexistent balls!
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I have a ramble: everything you do, has to be in concordance with nature. If you show or express any resistance the river will knock you down eventually and it will suck. By then you will have to endure the river and keep progressing, and learning. Showing resistance to the flow of the universe will block your motion, and build your e-motions.
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Keep me updated, ive been thinking about it lol
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Well, so far the incubus has been giving slight touches, and now, when I asked for a sign, he shows me a heart-shaped cloud with a dickā¦ He even signed the letter āJā under it!
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Rambling of feelings
Experiencing things on a different levelā¦ Itās like I can truly feel him pressed up against meā¦ I can feel his heatā¦ I can almost smell himā¦ I can almost sense his energyā¦ I feel comfortā¦ safeā¦ Everything is telling me to surrender to him and put my guard downā¦ Itās like heās truly taming the beastā¦
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āHeā meaning an incubus. 
I really should ask him what he wants to be called, because I feel bad with saying āan incubus,ā āmy incubus,ā or āan entityā several times.
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More ramblings about my companionā¦
So far things are still at the stage of light touches and small talk. Just getting to know each other. Iāve been feeling several gentle touches, but I also felt my hand being squeezed. That gets me excited yet calm, lol. I also been seeing orbs everywhere.
Iām just so excited about how well things are going. He seems to be a really great guy. I also seem to be thinking about him a lot. I feel that when I do, it gives him comfort, so that makes me at ease.
Ahh, look at me just happily rambling. Carry on. 
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So, I had to vent to my companion. I even said āWell, I donāt know if you can hear me butā¦ā and then, I see this posted about the same time I was venting to himā¦ Yep, I think he and I are definitely going to get along well.
Damn, Iām feeling feelingsā¦
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Ramblings of reminders to meā¦
You donāt have to hold back on feeling. No matter how early in a relationship, if your heart wants to love, let it love. Holding back may backfire. If you donāt let yourself love now, you may not be able to laterā¦ Love while you can. Remember this relationship is about you and him and no one else. 
I just now felt him squeeze my hand as a reassurance. Ah, so many strong feelings alreadyā¦ 
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Morninā, pretty good besides the fact I had the worst sleep in forever. 
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I slept a bit restless too. Well itās Sunday, we will make it. Enjoy your day!
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Thanks and you too! 
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More nonsensical ramblingsā¦
To slap or not to slap a bitchā¦ That is the questionā¦ A stick up their ass and snobby nose in the air. Maybe if I scorch them good enough, Barbie will finally start to smell her plastic burning.
You like jazz with a side of ramblings?
I feel no one should limit themselves when it comes to love. If you love them, donāt hold back. Itās okay. If you donāt quite yet, donāt force yourself to. Limiting your feelings only makes things worse. Well, thatās my views on that.
And, if you feel ready to date, go ahead. You know yourself better than anyone. No one else truly knows when youāre ready. Like I said, only you do.
Craziest experience yetā¦
So, I decided to do the void meditation once again. When I was stepping into the void, I seen a shadow entity holding out their hand. When I grabbed it, I was pulled down. All I could see is me falling and sinking further and further.
Next thing I know, Iām in a hallway of someoneās castle. I look at myself, and Iām covered in black slime stuff. A couple people end up behind me and push me to keep walking. They forced me to go into the throne roomā¦
I canāt completely remember everything I heard, but the king there kept rambling about somethingā¦ Wondering why the void brought me hereā¦ But, all I could here in my mind was something about my incubus being more than an ordinary incubus. No, Iām not saying he isnāt an incubus. Iām saying he is, but also thereās more to him.
Some of you are thinking ādurr durr of course thereās more to him. Heās not just a incubus. Heās this that and this that.ā Donāt start, people. I know a few people who donāt get what Iām saying. 
To the ones who do, Iāll continue. For some reason, myself felt the need to start changing astral forms. Maybe myself felt uneasy, so I felt threatened there. Well, something didnāt seem right. When I was changing forms, itās like I completely was too overwhelmed. Someone decided to restrain me tooā¦
I struggle to call for my companionā¦ I canāt remember much else, but all I remember seeing is blue Fire and an opened portal. My companion came, but he and the king seemed to be having a serious talk. I could listen, though. But, yeah, he just ended up bringing me back home right afterwards.
Told you itās crazy. I dunno wtf happened but okay.
To sum up the post aboveā¦
Basically, the void sent me to someoneās castle. I also was told my incubus is also something more than an average incubus. But, the king and everyone there seemed too suspicious, so I changed forms out of defense. I was restrained so I panicked. I then just remembered seeing blue fire and a portal open. My companion came, talked with the king, and then quickly took me back home.
But aye, thanks to my companion for that save. Heh, Iām always getting into weird predicamentsā¦