My timing and magick got screwed
This all happened on August/September 2025.
Backstory
For 2 whole months I have been tuned with the world around me. I hardly used any technology. There came a random circumstance where I was sucked into. I met someone from church and did not know that this kid was getting bullied and used from people at his church (both financially and emotionally) until I witnessed his conversations on the phone with these bullies masquerading as so-called friends.
The Magick
Already I do not have a positive opinion about religious structures especially churches (when they don’t practice what they preach) so what I did was I have written my intent on paper while sitting beside this building during a storm that wouldn’t pour but only thunder. I was filled with rage, love, passion - many emotions I cannot name were combined as I was writing on paper that those who preach of the light will show their true colors.
The Outcome
After that was done, the next day, the acquaintance I met received a racist voice message. My intuition told me who this bully was (name and face) and the next day I went to church with him for two full services pretending I was new to Christianity only to inform the pastor that this individual is getting picked on by (name and face) and their friends at this church. He said this will be dealt with but eventually his bullies called him to tell him he is sorry and they can’t bare to get kicked out of church so whatever they’ll do they would stop because telling the pastor was a big deal to them. They were also mad at the individual that they were bullying for telling the pastor but it was not his call, it was mine.
Resolution Without Magick
The pastor and I scheduled a time to discuss this situation further in hopes he will speak to the bullies and address their behavior. I suddenly had a friend who wanted to come join me when he learned about this situation and he had nothing to do with the church. He insisted on helping with the situation. He was just someone heavily into esoterics. Something told me that he should not go as he will interfere. But… I let him anyway thinking maybe I was just overthinking it.
Timing That Got Screwed Up
So that day, he came with me and started meeting and greeting everyone. I went to the pastor to mention the situation but he decided to let this go as he said that the victim did not want to talk about it or make this go down further so he will leave it alone. I knew this was going to happen and I was perhaps stubborn enough to keep pushing him to confront those bullies but decided that it was pointless as the pastor did not want to. After that whole situation, I was annoyed and my friend came back and started giving the victim a pet talk about me just trying to help the situation because I been through fair share of traumas with this as well. That was the last straw. The situation became dumbed down rather than taken serious.
Final Result
After that, I let the whole situation go and did not tune in further and decided to bid farewell to the victim.
I learned that the bullies stopped attending that church. Maybe they still do now but I would not know. It’s been months. It was just the last thing I knew of. I know for sure that the victim has probably found a new church to attend to.
Conclusion
I have wanted to achieve a certain result and it felt like it did work but it just wasn’t exactly expected. It felt like something got screwed up and if X didn’t happen then I would’ve yield Y.
Does this experience sound familiar to anyone or is it just me? Was it a case of something in those events that shouldn’t have happened otherwise the result wouldn’t have been dumbed down?
