Okay you’ve certainly had quite the journey there, and I’m pleased you seem to be in a good place now in terms of having found what works for you.
But I need to ask you to NOT preach to us, or post mentioning the superiority of your belief system, although you can certainly reply on-topic when people discuss Christianity if you want, so long as you keep it to factual stuff and not “you MUST believe because I do” kind of things? 
This forum has Christian members, Muslim members, and people from other religious faiths who are able to walk that line and neither compromise their own beliefs, nor break our rule against preaching.
And you mention you had an account before and were active so you will be aware of that rule, and what we discuss here, but just in case, this is a refresher:
If you’re okay with that, great. 