just an updateincase anyone curious wanted to know its getting better its about 60% as bad as what it was before
Your problem is assuming things instead of looking into them and doing any sort of divination into anything. Parasites dont have the power to do anything to anyone unless they make u fear them.
U seem to do this assumption thing alot, did u ask your succubus why she left or did u just assume?
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I havent ever feared it the only emotions it got from me was annoyance and anger. And i asked her she said it was a demon that revoked her.
I did it and i felt gold energy going into my crown chakra and dissolving something but after like 10 minutes it stopped and it felt unfinished and when repeating empowering the talismen aagain it, it didnt happen again i just felt gold energy around me but a lot weaker
When i send energy programmed to fix what its doing i feel it dissolving something at the top of my head that covers all of the top and some of the sides of my head
Also i can only sheild strongly enough when im high and it stops altering my imagination and thoughts and emotions but it breaks the shield after 1 or 2 seconds and without weed it just breaks instantly and has no effect
Did you try protection mantras? Conjuring shields is almost impossible after you are attacked. You first need to banish, cleanse, ground and then shield 
Otherwise the entity sitting atop your head will simply dissolve your shield while you try to create it
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yes i tried them before but they do nothing i dont feel any presences when i call spirits like i used to either just energy when i invoke them and sometimes the energy feels like its from an imposter. i tried using connor kendalls antiverse sigil and that also helped.
I went to sleep and now i can’t do anything using the sigil cause its implanting thoughts right before i try about doing something agaisnt me everytime and i can’t even use the sigil at all without looking at it with my eyes. Before i could use it just thinking of it. And also after my energy it restored after a couple minutes it and it takes it all in a second which makes it waste of time and i also feel my energy has a pull towards the baneful spirit or parasite and it changes where throughout the house, if i go there the pull stops and changes to somewhere else. I also don’t know what i can do about it reading my thoughts. Also when i try to sheild it send images of it being shielded by some ugly yellow and i have to try a couple times to make my own shield that works.