i imagined a sun around me, and shielded but it altered my imagination after it worked a couple times when i tried to do it so it had no effect until i kept trying then it worked, i feel it in my crown chakra on the right side its embedded there, ive been vamping it and burning it and stabbing it, i also tried pulling it out with astral hands but it didnt work, lbrp helps a little but, meditating makes it leave me alone mostly, weed also makes it leave me alone completely
You donât want to vampirize it if itâs already causing you these issues, thatâs like putting junk back into your system with no filter. What you need to do is visualise yourself successfully destroying it. First spend some time visualising yourself brutalising it, then spend time visualising yourself seeing it dead and then be recycled back into the ether/source as energy.
Also something important when you visualise is that you need to immerse yourself into it. You sound like youâre having intrusive thoughts so you want to control your feelings for visualisation. Donât just see yourself hurt the parasite, imagine how youâd feel with each of your senses as you destroyed it (feeling yourself tearing it, seeing it rip apart, hearing the noises of its destruction, etc). When you visualise it needs to be real, you need to allow yourself to genuinely believe in what youâre seeing. Currently, you only believe in what your intrusive thoughts and this parasite are showing you but not in yourself. Considering itâs your visualisation, thereâs no way for anything to ânot workâ. Force it if need be.
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Have you tried to deny it your attention completely? Similar like with social animals (some people included but not all, for example it doesnât work on me): they feed on attention and being with the group, the more attention they get the better and stronger they feel, which is not bad per se but we talk about parasite here. Deny attention and you donât need to do anything else to âpunishâ them. Itâs what will weaken it, it will also preserve your own energy that you can much better spend on grounding yourself, for example.
I wouldnât ever let any plant or fluid alter my mind. But thatâs me, I feel itâs artificial state. Iâm aware of shamanic mixtures/plants/etc. but what I take from shamans is⌠drumming. This thing is enough to bring me to the entire new dimmension, no plants needed.
As @tox1n said, visualization is also the way but you need to be disciplined.
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Something similar to this happened to me and I just want to reassure you that itâs not your higher self. Your higher self is actually reaching out to you right now because theyâve removed all of your spiritual protection from other spirits so now itâs there because itâs a part of you that lives in the higher dimensions. Itâs partially parasites like the others have said but itâs mostly full blown evil spirits and I suspect itâs the same spirits who latched onto me while I was working with the Goetic demons.
The best protection you could give yourself against this is to listen to the 100 Syllable Vajrasattva mantra and ask him to banish all evil spirits. It will work and they will no longer be able to get near you for the rest of your life. If you need more help just talk to me and Iâll show you how to banish the spirits more through Buddhist methods.
EDIT: You can actually ask the higher self to do almost anything for you and theyâll do it. Ask for guidance and you will receive it sometimes even clairaudiently you can hear their voice in your head. Just be careful because they might have put multiple spells and curses on your higher self so they can control it.
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Yes itâs a little know fact that weed banishes the shit out of evil spirits like crazy. Keep smoking it.
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I donât believe in it but of course to each their own. In my experience (because yes, I experimented, otherwise I wouldnât even comment on this topic) any form of changing things internally with any substance creates projections, false positives/false negatives, illusions and all sorts of things that are not needed in my work so I simply choose to go without it.
To the OP I will wait until you find the solution as I am very curious how you deal with it. You got plenty of things to think about and I hope something works for you. Or, ultimately, you will find a way on your own.
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Agreed, I think the last thing someone needs in an anxious / paranoid state is weed, it might help but it might make things far worse. At least getting into a better mind state first would be far more important for a long-term solution.
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They dont âchooseâ to forget anything. The body creates a seperation between the conscious and subconscious mind therefore resulting in the illusion of memory loss as a part of the human experience. Your subconscious already knows everything you have experienced, done, said, had and whatever else, in perfect clarity and detail without forgetting anything. However, the body doesnt have conscious access to the subconscious and therefore it SEEMS that you forget when really what happens is it sinks into the subconscious and the further into the subconscious a memory sinks the more your conscious mind struggles to pull it out so that you remember it.
Really, as i said, do research my guy and you wouldnt be in this situation thinking your higher self turned against you. EVERYONE here is saying your wrong because we know what you dont. Please do yourself a favour and humble yourself and see what weâre saying.
Actually, the less sober minded you are the more easy it is for spirits to attach. Thats why i always put up protection everytime i go drinking.
Youâre forgetting that cannabis is a herb and not a chemical, and you can use it in magic and spellwork just like any other herb. Itâs as efficient or even more efficient than white sage at banishing negative energy, especially if you have a good relationship to it. In my experience weed actually hurts evil spirits so much that they lash out, which is why a lot of people think it worsens your symptoms.
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Well by that logic Datura is a herb too and could be suggested for banishing, but for obvious reasons none of us would suggest that. It may be beneficial for some, I still wouldnât advise someone whoâs suffering from this level of paranoia to take any herb without solving the root cause. Taking any substance or herb or whatever you want to call it while in a state that is fear-driven and anxiety-driven (especially considering this issue isnât a one off thing that just happened one day as the OP has been here for weeks with the issue), is more likely than not going to cause more issues because youâre applying a band-aid solution instead of actually solving the issue at hand. Nice to know thatâs your personal experience, but scientifically weed causes increased likelihood of paranoia and potentially even psychosis if someone is in an unstable or fragile state.
Using it to calm down might work, sure, but thatâs not solving the issue. Glad to know youâve had good experiences with it and that itâs âhurt evil spirits for youâ but that is UPG, which is fine, but itâs not a universal cure for everyone or everything and itâs still not getting at the root issue. Something as unique as someoneâs relationship and perceived benefits from something like weed canât be generalised so Iâm not saying itâs good or bad, Iâm just saying itâs the wrong thing to do in this situation because it doesnât solve the issue at the root. Most parasites lack any meaningful structure of their forms and need to be removed and destroyed.
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Yeah im with @tox1n here, not a good idea to use weed ontop of paranoid fear-driven beliefs. It is a hallucinogen, although a mild one and from personal experience it makes for alot of paranoia while smoking it, which is why i stopped smoking it altogether.
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Well unlike datura, weed actually is used as a medicine to treat cancer and various other chronic ailments.
Everyoneâs UPG is partially real to an extent and even the OP said itâs helping. If thatâs the case then she should be smoking it with discernment. I never acted like itâs going to cure the entire spiritual oppression, just that it is very similar to white sage in function and you can use it to banish evil. You donât even need to smoke it, using cannabis incense will have the same effect. It even kills parasites.
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Well we can argue semantics all day, itâs always funny that the first reply to someone being told weed might not be the best choice is âbut it can cure cancer and other ailmentsâ. That may be so, but it can also contribute to psychosis and other issues. Thatâs not even me trashing on weed, but do you think someone in this situation is not at risk of psychosis or worse? You also canât make an absolute statement saying âit even kills parasitesâ because that is indeed UPG, it can be used as a tool to kill parasites but itâs not going to magically kill the parasites themselves, itâs at best a tool to be used by the practitioner. UPG is real to an extent but no matter how much I say âMy higher self told me 2+2 is 5â, it wonât change mathematics and the way it works in the world.
That aside, your initial comment was literally âitâs a little known fact that weed banishes the shit out of evil spirits like crazy keep smoking itâ and that is just an utterly irresponsible thing to say. My point is the OP needs to solve the root issue, smoking weed for the purpose of banishing parasites isnât doing that, and itâs likely that in such a state it could even make things worse. If the weed was the end-all be-all, they would not have said this is an ongoing and recurring issue and they wouldâve said itâs solved, but evidently it is not solved and the advice they get should centre around practical things to do, not just âsmoke more weedâ.
It is used to treat the symptoms of cancer and other ailments. It does nothing whatsoever for cancer itself but has been shown to help with pain management and the nausea caused by chemotherapy.
Now youâre just attributing things to my post that I never said or implied. Of course smoking weed isnât the only thing they should be doing to fix spiritual oppression. Thatâs why I gave them a legitimate Buddhist method to banish all evil spirits completely for good. All I said was that weed banishes evil and if it feels like itâs the only thing thatâs helping them, then they should keep smoking it. I went through something very similar to the OP in which I was driven insane and had a psychotic breakdown, and at one point weed was the only thing giving me tangible results by blocking out the nightmares and unwanted voices in my head. Even warding my home properly wasnât working like the weed was. I didnât have to talk to my higher self or any other spirit in order to know that it gives real results.
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Considering magick is intention-based (50% of magick is literally the intention u set) nothing has inherent magickal power or ability until you program its energies with an intention. So no, cannabis does NOTHING to parasites unless you intend it to. Your UPG is your UPG, and by all means keep your UPG but thats YOUR UPG not anyone elses. UPG is not fact nor is it for anyone else but you. You cannot talk about your UPG as if its objective because its not an experience that we all share.
Now, ive not done extensive research into cannabis and its spiritual uses but i have done some and from what i can say its medicinal for the body and nervous system. It relieves anxiety, and it relieves bodily pains, etc etc. It also has a spiritual use to induce visions and the likes.
Im not seeing anywhere where any indigenous culture used this plant to banish evil spirits.
The fact of the matter is is that you cannot recommend a medicine to people in who its likely to set off even more paranoia and delusions even if it may very well treat some other symptoms and even if it does banish evil spirits.
Its also not a good idea to recommend to keep smoking something which can turn out to be an addictive habit or even addictive bodily if you put tobacco with it. You can cause them to develop an unhealthy coping mechanism while never treating the root cause of the problem, which @tox1n is so desperately trying to make you realize and rightfully so. If this person doesnt have the will to give up addictions then you are setting them up to be addicted to something for life or for a very long time while never reaching the root cause of whatever theyâre going through.
This would inhibit their spiritual ascent even further. So, all in all, you did not help and you are not helping so please do yourself a favour and let us who are more informed to deal with the problem deal with the problem. Unless you have something more to say which is more valuable than âsmoke weed every day, 420 blaze it style, yfm bruvva?â
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Not weed per se but CBD, oleoresin extracted from cannabis, chemically treated and cleansed. It contains micropercentage of THC, which is main psychoactive substance in cannabis. Please do your research. I get saying âweed is a medâ sounds cool and stuff but itâs just not true.
It did nothing, probably because something is obfuscating me from spirits, the lbrp works better. And btw the weed didnt remove the parasite/baneful spirit it just made its effects on me weaker so it doesnt effect me, i was feeling it do stuff to my crown chakra
Also i should tell you i was having sex in sleep paralysis with my succubus and after starting thinking to the spirit i thought was the higher self it made her leave and she disappeared and hissed. This was before i wrote this so i still thought it was my higher self. So this parasite had the power to revoke spirits around me somehow