Hey guys! So yesterday, I had my first real success with evocation, meaning…I actually saw and heard something during the ritual. I’ve been able to get results in the past from my workings, but Ive never actually been able to have something happen in ritual.
But I finally had my “Holy shit, these things are real!” moment.
I’m going to share it here, as I loved reading posts like this for inspiration when I was just starting, and also because I apparently need to seek aid for this latest working to actually work.
So long story short, I summoned Dra’talon yesterday in order to give him a proper offering for a working I did a few days prior. I did everything normal, except this time, due to the seriousness of the matter, I guess I pushed more of myself into the ritual. What ended up happening was the room started getting noticeably colder, and when I began scrying into my scrying mirror, i saw a sort of shrouded figure. I couldn’t make out too many details but there was without question a figure in the mirror. I was quite taken aback by all this, but I tried to remain focused.
I got deeper into trance and asked if it was Dra’talon and I heard a very clear “yes”. Then I told him that I wanted him to kill my target, and if he would be able to do this within 2 months. Again, very clearly, he told me “Yes, but this person requires more directed will than you can muster alone. Seek aid from your allies to push forth an unstoppable force” I tried to talk to him more, but I struggled to get much else. I don’t know if any else has had this experience working with him, but he seems to not like talking much…Rather he is very concise and to the point. Anyhow, I closed the ritual and meditated on what the hell just happened and left it at that.
This morning, I got a full understanding of the issue. The person I’m targeting is my strong willed Christian father. He is the leader of a Christian spiritual Baptist Church who spreads basically the most fundamentalist Christian bullshit I’ve ever seen. I’m not sure how many of you know about spiritual baptists, as they are similar to the Golden Dawn, but with a strong Christian bias. They are very heavy on soul travel, and they use it to visit their troll god yahweh through a ritual called mourning. Anyways, this morning I learned that since my evocation, there’s been a bit of a scism in the church he runs. Someone doesn’t like the way he runs things, and of coarse my deranged and absolutist father wants that person excommunicated. I knew right away that it was Dra’talon, but on the phone with another church member, my father said he had a dream of himself being stuck in mud, but ended up escaping from it, so he was confident that the situation would resolve itself. I think because of how strong his faith is in God as his shield, Dra’talon was telling me that I’d basically just slow him down but I would need more ritualists involved if I wanted to end him permanently.
I’ve tried ending him in the past in order to make this world at least a little bit safer for our folk but it didn’t pan out. Actually @Lady_Eva, do you recall that thread you made some time ago asking us to offer up someone of the Abrahamic faiths as a sacrifice in honor of our fallen practitioner comrades, who had suffered and died at the hands of these religious monsters in times past? Well the person I had told you about as my target for varnaxis was my father. I offered him because he is far more dangerous than most Christians that I know of due to his knowledge (although minimal) of the occult. He does everything in his power to uproot occult followers who are not Christian from his community.
So with that being said, I thought I’d offer him up here as a target for anyone who is either looking to practice a baneful working on, or to anyone with experience who agrees with the cause. He’s put me through an immense amount of hell over the years, with this Christian fundamentalism…even threatening to disown me a few times for not hating gay people lmao. What spurred me to try this again was his recent ultimatum he gave me. Either I rejoin his church as a full member, end my occult practice (which he recently found out about) “or else”. Or else what? He wouldn’t say…But I’m not really going to wait to find out. He gave me 2 months to really think about it (how generous of him) so i thought it would be just desserts to summon Dra’talon to take him out within a two month window instead, as a more acceptable response to his ultimatum if you are interested, let me know and I can give you his name via PM.
Before I end this though, I just want to give thanks to a few people for helping to get me this far. Thank you @Lady_Eva and @AdamThoth for the great instructions you guys have given me to open my astral senses. Because of you two, I was able to have this amazing experience with Dra’talon. And thank you @charles9 for your advice to use zagan first before doing the baneful working. Despite the obvious signs, he still seems to not suspect me at all as the one working to end him.