I don’t knw your background on this forum,
but believe me, you get attacked even in White Arts forums too, if you are too much sensitive, a simple thought of someone like “i don’t like what this guy is saying” will quick turns from a small sting to a storm!
it is not to feed any paranoid feelings you can be facing now, it is just the truth!
I have been there too, but it was less serious then your case.
Everybody is telling you to take a break, and i think it is the way to go for you now!
If you decide to stay in the forum, why to not just hang around the funny threads, the ones that are here just to laugh and have fun? it can help you to change your mind too!
Create your own fun threads too, it can help you to stay with your bro’s here, without the need to thing about black magick so much!
And well, i know i am not at your place, but for me it is a immense honor to be able to see and feel beyond the veil , in the spiritual worlds, but sadly, it came too hard and overwhelming for ya!
Damia2hell said something of a great importance too: go out, feel the sun, the moon, walk in the streets, ask for the help of our mother Earth to ground you again!
I’m sorry about what is happening to you right now dude. I’m new here but I have read your recounts and they are fascinating, not everyone can experience that. Also, you should stop thinking that you are cursed because maybe you aren’t. The paranoia of being cursed will bring about the actual curse that didn’t exist in the first place. Ground yourself. Don’t be alone, go out with friends, have fun. It is ultimately your decision of whether you want to leave or remain but know that you have brought the people here along on an amazing journey. Stay strong.
Well said Zyazazu! The paranoia of being cursed will bring about the actual curse that didn’t exist in the first place. Ground yourself. Don’t be alone, go out with friends, have fun!
This is something i do LOOOVE about BALG!
Everybody tells a Black magician forum is just a place for perverts that curse each other and hate the world…
Look at this thread, someone asked for help and everybody come to give a comforting word!
Come on guys , often we haven’t’ that not even in our families or supposed friends!
BALG forever!
@Fuego1 Man. Whatever went through you to put as an avatar a Gandalf dressed in pink with the pink kitten on his chest and a pink bow-tie on his head. man HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
It must be to give me a laugh.
@Fuego1@dagar Every time i look at it: HAHAHAHAHAHAAAA… I Can picture Gandalf in Minastirith during the invasion going: Make way! while he comes in dressed like that all serious and shit… I’M DYING HAHAHAHAHAAAA
