So with much trepidation, anticipation, and excitement I will be implementing the culmination of my research and rehearsal tonight.
After searching diligently the past 48 hours for the right spirit to summon for my “first time” I have settled on Azazel.
My rationale being that since I am seeking understanding of the occult, knowledge of my true nature, the true nature of these spirits, and some guidance on my path to mastery of Magick; these all appear to be facets of reality which He encompasses.
I realized that no matter how many books I read, I’ll never really feel ready, so I need to just experience the experiment first hand.
The cognitive dissonance within my both skeptical and apprehensive mind is only distracting in its irony.
Anyway, wish me luck, I shall share my encounter with you all afterwards.
“To Know, to Dare, to Will, and to Keep Silent ( from all but this forum lol)