I saw this post couple days ago and initially I wasn’t going to make a post but I couldn’t hold it in had to be said ill leave it here for anyone who would like to read in the future.
PIN THIS WITH ISLAM BASED DOUBT, FEAR, GUILT, REGRET
I wont go into personal details but those who are Muslim or know about Islamic culture here are my credentials, memorised the Quran at 14, upon 18 I was going to go Medina university (iykyk), been Imam many times in few masjids especially the taraweh and tahajud prayers in ramadan. I tell you wholeheartedly from a devote Muslim family, Muslim bloodline its BULLSHIT. It’s fake news. Any “blessing” that comes is coincidence, I’ve never seen a religion of people who label accomplishments gained through boots on the ground hard work as a miracle only from allah and anything negative must automatically be shaytan testing you, a universal coping mechanism, a blindfold, essentially ostrich mentality. I’ve accomplished more in life from rudimentary petitions than my peers and elders have in decades.
I think logically, my mother has dedicated her life to praying x5 a day without fail since I can remember and asking for forgiveness(forgiveness from what???fuck knows) and has gotten nothing but suffering, hardship, trails and tribulations. Blind loyalty is a cancer. It fucking outrageous! I’ve done more for my mother made possible through my workings then she has done with 50 years of praying. Keep in my mind I’m a beginner basic level and use primarily petitions of DOM Gordon W ritual 1/2. Now apply that same principle, same success rate and imagine what could be done with a lifetime of honing your skills. Its you vs you.
Anyone on here that feeling guilty about leaving Islam or thinking about converting rid your mind of that shit it’ll ruin your pursuit of your desires and dreams , don’t be the one to shoot yourself in the foot and then complain about always coming last.
I felt that same guilt, the feeling of knowing in your religion your going to Jahannam(hell) with no chance of forgiveness, fearing death as result of this, feeling like an outcast knowing you can never even whisper anything resembling sihr or your finished, done for. Cannot indulge in simple pleasures because it is a sin, duas going unanswered, you want money don’t worry keep praying, you want to have sex simply for pleasure, that a sin forget about it.
I only overcame this negative thinking by looking around me what has Allah actually done for you, your family, your friends, unlike rituals honestly is there anything you can wholeheartedly say for sure yes that was because of that dua or that salah. It boggled my mind, blessings miracles I genuinely could not put my finger on one (health is inadmissible everyone has health and everyone’s health’s deteriorates just a matter of time) the only tangible occurrences I could think of where negative. Look at all the innocent non/muslim people in the world suffering praying everyday for basic necessities and what do they get, jack shit and painful slow death. I’ve asked myself countless times why would this happen, why is it the innocent single mother with starving children praying for food, water or shelter go unanswered?
I’m thankful I found the LHP my life will never been the same I am still very basic beginner slowly but surely developing and for those people who practise Islam and magic, I say to you rip of the Band-Aid and stop lying to yourself, why shackle yourself to a one way relationship, sihr is sin remember, why day in a day out abstain from simple pleasures and yearn for a paradise you very likely may never see, I rather walk myself into lowest pits of Naar knowing I lived a life with no regrets, family taken care of and every desire indulged- but hey maybe that’s just me lol.
This was crazy rant but it needs to be left in the forum I wish someone said this to me years ago, for every future young/old Muslim, Christian, Jewish LGF members, the guilt is identical, its a bad spiral, the negative thinking is totally unnecessary, don’t waste your time or energy rid your mind of that shit, keep your magic hidden from other religious folk and LBRP will do you good daily. I hope my post can open you eyes to the universe you are the centre of. Fuck em, do you, lets goooo!
