If you read my posts on my experience with 7 hells then you know I figured out Belial was the 7 gatekeeper.
I was angry with him. I’ll make no secret about it …I was pissed. I blamed Belial for something that couldn’t have been his fault because Azazel, knew how it was gonna play out. And knew Belial would catch me when I tried to follow Azazel.
He also knew Belial would make sure I took the boat back up.
But I drug Belial up with me and I left that part out. I was hurting and angry. And Belial was there to blame.
But I’m going to share this now because I think says alot about who Belial is.
I blamed Belial and I was yelling and screaming at him and lashing out at him. I accused him of not looking out for Azazel, and that he should have watcheddar over him. Which is in no way Belials responsibility. … but I was upset.
Belial could have done several things. But he didn’t. He grabbed me wrapped his arms around me and said, if you have to blame someone then go ahead blame me. If it has to be someone’s fault then it can be my mine. I’ll take the blame. …
I fought away from him and agrued more … because I was being a total bitch I needed to fight it out.
I told Belial to hit me… just hit me… I know you want to so do it.
But he refused. …I will never hit you …
But I was egging him on… come Belial without a master. .Hit me.
I may not have a master but I have a queen and I won’t hit her …no matter how hard headed and temperamental she is…
We continue to have an argument that honestly didn’t even make sense …
And finally I couldn’t even be mad any more…
And said Azazel was suppose to teach me how to use the sword.
And Belial said, do you not think I could teach you how to use a sword?
I know he’s right …but
He also said that I know Azazels enn by heart… I even have special enns for Azazel but I couldnt even remember his enn. (and now I feel bad)
Somehow in our scrapes … he manage to put his hand around my throat and said I wont hit you but you will remember my hand around your throat when…eh hem … Anyway
Belial was a perfect gentleman and I really don’t deserve his help and support but he is here for me right now while I’m dealing with an emotional roller coaster … so I am grateful. .even if I am sometimes a hArd headed tempermental bitch