I have had to actually, he dont leave me alone. I mean sometimes I feel like “I dont know” what to call it but other times, he can really be a pain in the ass. I do run his ass off from time to time. He always comes back and if he can not get that point across to time, he will keep at it until I either give up or say, get the fuck out here I’m not playing with you right now. I think he must find me amusing.
I have been in a dead sleep and him walk me to sit up in my bed and see him standing there. I’m like DUDE its like 3:10am , go do something and I roll over and sometimes can get back to sleep.
Thing is with invoking - and I dont have an issue with that I do it in circle and things just happen. I just dont feel the need to invoke him. When he is here - he is around, in me and in everything. But those EYES of his that I see are just about the weirdest shit I ever saw
My sweet King for everything you’ve given me and for everything you’ve made me feel. You give me what I always dreamed of, you protect and you love truly and fiercely. My love, my dear one ,my love for you will always be insatiable.
My sweet Lord and King thank you for reminding me you’re never too far away. From yesterday until each and every tomorrow, our bond is my sacred treasure.
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My love, my King, my beautiful one. I await the day I return home to you. ⚘⚘⚘
My sweet King, some days my only desire is to see your face and feel your touch. Though it aches sometimes I know you’re ever present and one day I can rest in your grace. My love for you knows no bounds, and I will wait patiently for your return.
For you I’ll wait an eternity . May I never lose sight of what awaits me and may I never forget you’re always near. Again and again, I’ll return to you. Your many faces, your many names- each and every part of you makes me whole.