Alright, the cards called out to me on this one. I don’t force these things, they come or they don’t, so I’m not a professional Tarot reader, I treat my cards as an entity that volunteers it’s advice when it wants… I got the impression they wanted to talk here:
I clear the deck, and then focusing on @Xen_Zhen the cards pop out what they want to say as I shuffle, or alert me that I an touching the correct card, in this case they jumped out…
I have favourable and less favourable information:
- The Eight of Swords.
Imprisonment, calamity, this is acute, not an overall condition. In the context, this implies you have some kind of binding on you.
I notice from your intro, you had a Muslim background, and I also note many former Christians come here feeling encumbered by past alignments with the Judeo/Christian/Islamic (JCI) energy, and this could be a very similar situation, as the overarching entity and doctrine is question is similar. It’s possible you have bindings on you from your family and religious leaders against doing sorcery that need to be unhexed.
- XI The Sun.
This is an excellent card.
Truly one of the best you could get. This is about love, success and joy.
I feel, the cards want to tell you, you are whole and you are well. My cards have the lion as te face of this card, which also means courage. There’s nothing wrong with you or your spirit, have faith in yourself and courage and you will get through this.
It also means, you’ll need a bit more courage before you’re done, so stay your pat and hold the line, and all will be well. 
- King of Pentacles.
This represents yourself in the context of this question.
You are a person of character and intelligence, a leader, reliable and wise.
I’m getting that this is more an afterthought, because I personally like things in threes, and I kept asking or more when the message is complete with the first two cards. You got a pep talk that basically says “you got this”. 
So based on that, ignore what I said before, look for bindings on you.
I would say, get some basic spiritual hygiene and grounding in place with salt bath cleansing and warding your living space from unwanted influences.
Once your at a baseline, deviances away from what’ really you should show up more easily.
If you work with entities the spirit Mehmi’on from the Book of Azazel specialises in binding (usually putting them on, but if they can put them on they can take them off) and I’ve posted here how he helped me remove family bindings in vision. We have a bunch of unhexing threads, and if you’re interested in hoodoo at all a “road opener” candle can’t hurt.