Hello again! Here I plan to track my development over time, transfer something from paper notes.
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I want to dedicate the first note to Asmodeus. We had several istria of work. Some time ago, I asked him to be my mentor. But, for some reason, lately I have been having difficulty getting feedback until I see the material manifestation of the results.
I am already tired of failures in perception and receiving information. Therefore, energy work is also something that I work on under the supervision of my teacher.
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Two months of working with energy are over. At the beginning of the third, I feel like I’m about to separate from my body. But so far I have no interest in the astral. I’m just making a note of my work.
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So, a year later I came back. A lot of changes happened when I turned to the legions of Azazel.
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Last summer I asked to change my inner qualities and perceptions. I can say that I was just smashed to pieces and assembled again. In addition to external everyday changes.. since the summer of 2025, I have taken up a deep study of witchcraft. It’s funny, but I see how all this has changed my appearance. This is also noted by acquaintances. Now I’m working hard with energy and physical body again. I’ve been attending strength training for several months.
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Due to the fact that all autumn I lived on the income received back in the spring, now I have run out of money a little. That’s why in the morning, before work, I turned to Gremory. How does it happen - I thought about my problem. Her name came to mind. Both times she brought me to the client office with money. But those were small amounts.
Last night I tried a ritual for money with a can of honey. Customers came to the office right away, if they come back and sign a contract, it will be enough for me for a couple of months.
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Sometimes I suddenly remember my early magical experiences. I can’t think of them on ordinary days. And then they appear in my head like a flash.
My family has a house near the forest, where I spent a lot of time as a child. I was often visited by spirits there. I’ve never seen or heard of them. But I always felt it. Especially since once he literally turned off the light bulb when he came. At 16, I had a mentor who came in my dreams and taught me.
In addition, I had a huge beast that helped to drive away the negative energies in the house. It’s been 15 years since then and I’m thinking if I can contact them. I also think about how King Paimon literally brought me back to magic before I learned to summon demons. I wonder if all these spirits are connected. My practice is 2.5 years old and I have so many questions
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Note about my success in personal development:
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My intuition used to work like a vague premonition. Now these are often full pictures of events. Unfortunately, I don’t always listen to them (so one day I was late at work for 4 hours and was left hungry, eh)
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I started my own challenge on daily work with energy with the help of qigong exercises. 6/100 days done
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Why didn’t I write about it in my diary right away? For the first time, I needed such urgent help that I meditated on the sigil directly from the phone, while repeating the song of the spirit. Because there were three more people in the office at the same time. Can I ask for an allowance now, as an “office witch”?
Actually, it was great. It seems that I feel more and more clearly the area “in my head” where I get images of spirits, the atmosphere of rooms and people. It’s not literal physical vision. Rather, it’s a broadcast of what’s happening. I think doing things with your body and energy is bearing fruit.
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Good morning. Now I have three whole days off. I want to get acquainted with the energy of Belial. Here’s the thing:
I changed jobs, and the other day the boss offered to teach me. I’m an “assistant” and I’m just doing everything. I’ll also need to get a new education to officially develop in this field in the future. Then I will have my own office and my clients.
In general, this is the path I would do for the next 30 years of my life. I’m thinking about Belial because it’s connected with the law and various authorities. Therefore, I think that it is his presence and advice that will be useful to me.
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Okay, I spent the first day of meditation on Belial energy. It definitely put pressure on my stomach. In a couple of moments I fell into a trance and saw a face. Very large facial features. No handsome guys from Hollywood, huh
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A note about the first day out of three. Yesterday was the first night of working with the symbols that Lady Eve posted. Since Belial gave her symbols, I saw a good coincidence in it. They flickered brightly, even when I blinked several times. I felt good, but I was pretty tired in 20 minutes. I’ve definitely seen high air density. There were also changes in hearing. But at the level of a distant rustle. I honestly told Belial that I was tired of feeling like a blind kitten and “as long as we can, we solve this problem, that’s it!” In general, I had strong emotions, oh. Because when I want something, I feel that it burns inside me.
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Sorry to type on (or in) your journal, but you might check out Behemoth-X on YouTube. He has a couple recent videos on working with Belial.
I don’t want to watch someone else’s experience now.
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I completely understand. 
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The second day of working with symbols for hearing development.
The main participants again - 4 symbols, sigil Belial, a simple circle and me. Today I felt like I was falling/moving somewhere. For a second it even seemed to me that the objects around me were disappearing. I saw that I was in my room, but as if I wasn’t quite in it at the same time. It was all with my eyes open. The air around was different, visually. At another moment, I closed my eyes and it seemed to me that I was seeing through my eyelids. It’s a little creepy. I decided to focus on hearing. But again, only distant echos. The idea came to me to just follow the sounds, even the feeling of the sound. As a result, I woke up an hour later. I opened my eyes, already in a different position and did not immediately understand where I was. For some reason, I turned around. Tomorrow will be the third, last day of this practice. After that, a break is needed. I think it works well.
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While I read here that a symbol and intention are enough to communicate with spirits. Magicians from my country humiliate others, telling them literally “you can’t contact them yourself. Who are you that Baal came to you personally?”
I think the thing is that they don’t want competition.
But I don’t understand why people are happy to listen to it. And they don’t listen to those who try to say that they really can do a lot.
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The third day of working with symbols.
I think in the process I’m starting to understand how it should be. But it’s more of a vague intuitive knowledge. I’m calling Belial to help me again. And at this moment, the sound of the gate opening outside is very loud. I know it was the external sound of the ordinary world. But it was fun. I felt the “third eye” and the upper chakra when I asked Belial for help. It seemed to me that I feel the “thread” following which I can finally get what I want.
The result for today. I easily fall into a trance. I see energy with my eyes open. I hear distant noises. I will repeat this ritual in 8 days. Before that, I’ll just continue to meditate on Belial.
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I am very supported by the successes at the beginning of this path. King Paimon led me to magic almost by the hand. Asmodeus turned out to be very intense and responsive, although my hands were shaking with fear when I called. Paimon helped me collect everything I needed for the ritual and sent me a man who literally paid for my magic classes. It’s an amazing world where I feel like I’ve really been accepted.
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Meditations on the sigil Belial.
- At some point in my head, the symbol became a human skull, at the temple of which the key is turned
Then my pets went crazy for three days in a row when I sat down to meditate
- Then I had a dream, another night. I had new clothes and they were all red. If clothes. Second skin. That’s how a person tries on himself.
But is Belial connected with red, hmm?
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