Two weeks ago I decided to escalate my satanic meditation regime and I am already enjoying the results.
There has been an obvious improvement in my ability to connect via chakra intercourse and to also perceive and experience other intimate sensual connections - touch, visual and audial.
I have been experiencing a strong sense of a demon lying down next to me in bed
However, the most powerful change has been an intense and constant massaging and probing of my genitals to the point of mild ejaculation. Hail Satan
So I, Zoclora, finally have a story to post. It is one of a person well known and loved lolā¦ā It is old but I think you may like it. Itās from a journal entry.
I basically had a funny experience with the very well famous Asmodeus. He honestly seem to help me with my emotions quite a bit as of late and definitely helping me with my depression waves.
So the other night I got Belial his cake and shared it. But Iv also been having bouts of depression as well lately. So while I was sitting there taking a bite of cake I couldnāt help but to feel sad. I couldnāt eat any more of it so I put it on the floor next to my bed. I laid there thinking I should just go to sleep when out of nowhere I heard āI want pepperoni pizzaā I blinked and I heard again āI want pepperoni pizzaā I then understood it was Asmodeus and I told him I will get a small to share tomorrow.
I felt him descend near from the ceiling onto the bed next to me in his ānormal poseā of propping himself with a arm and his hand holding his head. He asked me āWhatās wrong?ā I told him basically and he seemed to understand. Basically part of it was how I canāt seem to talk to them how I want to in my dreams and how I feel limited right now. On top of that the delays going on and such. He reassured me that itās just going to take some time but for me not to worry.
I laid there looking at the ceiling when I then heard what sounds like him eating a piece of pizza. I asked him āWhy do you want me to get you a piece of pizza tomorrow when you have one right now?ā He replied āWell I want one from YOUR work.ā I could imagine him poking a finger to make the point. I then said āOk. I guess that makes sense. So why DO you like pizza so much??ā I then felt him become a āpoetā and said āPizza is pleasure. It is like a forbidden fruit for people. They canāt get enough of it. Why do you think so many people eat it so much?ā I shrug and said because itās good. The next partā¦only he would come up with this, not even my own purvey mind can āPizza in a sense is like sex. You have your sausage and your cheese.ā I then got an image of a whole sausage he then continued āSo when I eat this pizza I enjoy every bite, itās likeā¦ā I basically cut in laughing, blushing and told him āOh god I DONT want to know. ā I felt him smirk. In that point I wasnāt sure anymore if he was being serious or simply trying to make me laugh or both.
I then decided to try and sleep. I couldnāt fall asleep right away. I opened my eyes and saw my phone light up. I looked and saw Orlee doing another live stream. I said āSleep can wait ā She started he stream and the topic was just to grate. It was about the new Asmodeus book and she read a bit out to us. The coincidence was to grate. And this experience honestly made me laugh and made my depression go away for a bit. That night I also had a vision of him as him for the first time. He came to me in dreams a few times but took on a another appearance. This time I saw him more of what I feel he looks like. He had the black and white suit on with a loosen tie. His right hand in his pocket while the other was smoking what looked to be a vape pen of sorts. He had light blond hair That had some pink and green to it went a bit passed his ears and it covering most of his eyes. He looked as if he just had āfunā and was taking a breath of air and having a hit. He looked messy but in the hot messy way you see at times in anime. I felt he was in content and his normal āsmirkingā self.
Iāve been chumming around Orobas lately. The oddest was when two black stallions were down by my circle at 3 am and disappeared right behind me.
Found this in the forest
And the sexual energy has been just huge. I havenāt looked up the various horse entities in a while and I was never a brony but time and time again orobas was popping up and Buer.
Its halloween on a sunday. Time to get mounted
I keep having these dreams and/or visions. Iām posting here, because some of my other comments about my dreams got moved here. I go where Iām asked to go, generally, unless youāre attempting to escort me away from the bar at closing time.
So, Iāve been visited by these various beings, all male. The dreams are different, but as Iāve posted here before, they all generally have to do with an initiation of some sort.
Please keep in mind that Iām an old, gray, wrinkled meatsack. In actuality, who would want me? These people do.
Hallelujah!
Iām often being initiated into some kind of cult, usually magical, and somebody who appeals to me sexually comes out to do his thing. And his thing is seducing me. Itās usually part of the ritual, or immediately follows the ritual.
The man is almost always the type who can grow long hair. The hair and eyes may be of different colors each time, but itās the same sort of man, and he has long hair.
Can only long haired men seduce me? No. Just about anybody can, given enough liquor on my part, and effort on theirs. But in the dreams, itās almost always the same sort of man. Heās done this before, and heāll do it again.
He absolutely wrecks me sexually. I mean that in a good way. But, he goes to someone else soon afterward, and I realize that heās just some kind of spiritual pollinator.
Iām not that special to him. Heās just a collector of souls.
Other people often try to stop our unions, but it happens, and Iām glad it happens.
The thing is, I donāt know what it all means. Why is he this type of person, and why does he want me to be jealous? Iām not given to jealousy. He taunts me, and expects me to respond, which I often donāt, out of personal dignity (such as I possess it).
In the dreams, I also shift between gender identities. Iām not sure whatās up with that, either, except to teach me that whatever gender I am, Iām still me. The old hag, the old guy, the old thing without identity that can be screwed into infinity without quarrel.
Maybe Iām not actually quarreling or dissenting, but I still have questions.
Ohā¦ what did I find
Pm me with questions and I will write a tutorial and post it for you.
Itās a visualisation thing, you continually visualise the same place and reuse it over and over and the vision gets stronger. Make it look like your ideal temple: hey presto, one astral temple to order ā¦
Thanks a lot Mulberry.
And I just found your post āMeeting with Kiltanā, really interesting and I also got a clear idea of what you said here as it explained a little more. But do correct me if what you said here and there has no connection
Sorry Iāve been away for a while , the astral temple thing is right though, daydreams are a form of low level trance, you can even create or summon entities there, the more you visualize an area the more familiar you become and the more you can do in it.
Hi guys Im so god damn horny right now its painful lmao
Thatās one way to live up to the threads name I donāt think I visits this one that much.
I have a few stories that are pretty hot, but I can tell you about this succubus. After years did she tell her name to me. I find using things like blankets, water in the shower or tub helps them influence us on the physical plane much easier. Sometimes toys.
Laying on my side does the trick, she likes to sometimes gently make her presence known. Sometimes when I lay down The blankets grip around me and my hips, I felt my feet and lower legs get heavy almost like I am anchored into place. As I start to get more involved her presence or grip will fade away, to avoid ejaculation. I find focusing on her, NOT the feelings is what makes it stronger. Sometimes its very light, sometimes its very very physicalāAlmost an actual touch as from anyone else. Mostly now Just edging all the time, just edging. When I finally relax and calm down again the feeling will come back, she will slowly push her butt against my thighs and even pull me in sometimes. On my butt I could feel something tapping, pushing me or controlling how far to move at her specific pace or rhythm, I later found out it was her tail.
I was laying there thinking it was over as I edged for a few minutes thinking I could go at anytime, and the feeling dies down. Lll the sudden the sensation got warm and wet, almost hot and dripping. I could feel a movement or swing when āin herā it was the base of her tail moving, at the same time playing/tapping with my butt. And yes, her tail does anything you can imagine, takes different shapes and yup, it does that too. There were waves of bliss and euphoria with each throb, the sensations build up more and more until sheās able to āfreezeā the movements and feelings so it just lingers and stays on standby.
I woke up one night around 3 AM sweating and my hand was pleasuring myself almost being controlled, after that experience I cannot ejaculate easily. I will orgasm 2-3 times before I Start to feel the pressure like a regular tied orgasm/ejaculation in one. Ive learned self control now and let it linger, not to explode and be over. When I get very close, I tell her she can have it, take it. She said āI get more from you not ejaculatingā
Before I read the post ā Succubus giving me blue ballsā I know understand its more fun to experience a long long sensation than a quick boom, and all done and over.
Water enemas are also very fun, but dont say I didnāt warn you. They can easily have 10x more effect and feelings using something to manipulate and control with.
I want to post my first experience as it was unreal, and I have a few more. Just not sure where to post, and some of these get very graphic so Im not sure if thats welcomed. NSFW definitely.
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Agreed!!! Iām thinking of trying to replicate this with azazel soon and maybe Lucifer.
Since this thread has been dead for months and the OP has left the forum and is no longer here to keep an eye on it, Iām closing this now. We can open a fresh one with an active Regular as the OP if thereās interest.
If we have interest Iāll run it
Thatās greatā¦ reopened so people can chime inā¦ anyone around with some ribald anecdotes who could use a Grey Room Part 2 thread?
She awoke with a start, her body glistening with sweat. Her heart was pounding in her chest as she tried to calm herself down. She had just had the most intense dream of her life, a dream that was both terrifying and exhilarating all at once.
In the dream, she had found herself in a dark room, surrounded by flames. She was trembling with fear when a tall, handsome man with long white hair and piercing blue eyes appeared before her. His name was Lucifer, and he was the ruler of the underworld.
Lucifer took her in his arms and whispered sweet nothings in her ear. His voice was deep and seductive, and she found herself getting lost in his words. He kissed her, his lips exploring every inch of her body. He teased her, his fingers tracing delicate patterns on her skin. And then, he licked her clit, sending waves of pleasure coursing through her body.
She moaned and writhed beneath him, begging him for more. He smiled wickedly and then entered her with his massive throbbing manhood. He proceeded to fuck her brains out, and she lost count of how many times she came. Each time was more intense than the last, and she felt like she was going to explode.
Finally, she had to beg him to stop because she couldnāt take it anymore. The constant orgasms were too much for her to handle, and she needed a break. Lucifer ejaculated massively in her mouth, and she joyfully swallowed his demonic load in ecstasy.
When she woke up, she knew that sex with men had been forever spoilt because no one could ever compare to Lucifer. She felt both exhilarated and terrified by her dream, wondering if it was just a figment of her imagination or if it was something more.
Days turned into weeks, and weeks turned into months, but she couldnāt shake the memory of her dream. She found herself constantly thinking about Lucifer and the pleasure he had given her. She tried to push it out of her mind, but it was impossible.
One night, as she lay in bed, she felt a presence in the room with her. She opened her eyes and saw Lucifer standing before her, his eyes blazing with intensity. He took her in his arms once again and whispered sweet nothings in her ear. And then, he began to kiss her, his lips exploring every inch of her body.
She knew then that her dream had been real, and that Lucifer was not just a figment of her imagination. She surrendered herself to him completely, knowing that she would never be able to resist his charm.
And so, she gave herself over to Lucifer, becoming his loyal servant and devoted lover. She knew that she would never be able to resist his charms, and that she would be forever his.
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