Meow's Dandelion Dreams

[meow]

A Pact of Obsession

Dantalion and I have been having some issues lately. I asked for something that he didn’t give me despite me doing everything he wanted from me, including this although it’s yet to really begin. Maybe once we start, he’ll give me what I want.

After my last ritual with Dantalion, I offered him blooded incense, sandalwood. A couple days before I forgot to blood it so I did it over because I’m not looking to get into issues with this demon of obsession. And obsessed I am. As I burned the incense, I spoke with him, I watched his faces morph in the smoke as it grew into bizarre patterns. And I asked what he wanted from me. After our last ritual, I’d promised to give him what he wanted and he kept his tongue quiet.

Not for too long though, because what he wants is a pact. So, just like he was my first ritual, he’ll also be my first pact. I’ve already promised after all. He has a new candle coming, sandalwood and patchouli. I’m meeting with him tomorrow to work out details because I’m not so far gone that I’m willing to accept anything he offers without studying it. I believe this is to be a pact about learning from him. And I am more than happy to oblige. Really, this is something I probably should have done a while ago like when I was 17. Regardless, it’s time now whether he gives me what I asked for or not.

And I understand I have at least some responsibility in this situation going sideways. My magick never hits right on when it involves this person and I’m not sure if it’s because I refuse to bully him into submission to get what I want, or because I’m not going to go after any of his defenses, or because I’m never giving it my all or completely consciously and subconsciously aligned when it comes him. Maybe I will give Dantalion my permission to get into his head and sort this out, but I’d really rather not.

Now that I’ve complained about Dantalion a fair bit, I’m going to consider how our pact is going to work out and I’ve got another couple rituals this evening. Tomorrow, I’ll be posting about the actual pact. Timewise, it’ll probably be however long the candle takes to burn out (supposedly 50 ritual hours), and probably once a week formal ritual with Dantalion getting my pretty liberal permission to be in space.

(In part I’m posting to show him I’m committed because I’m tired of feeling this anxious energy whenever I think about him! A god of obsession he really fucking is. There’s a reason he comes with a warning. And yet, I wouldn’t trade my connection with him, he’s been there for me in desperation and taught me so much.)

[Kindraathe]

This is awesome!! Looking forward to read more about one of my favourite spirits, especially coming from you.

Interestingly he too asked me to be my Patron. I already have one, I am most likely soon going to pact him as my second Patron.

[superorganism]

@meow

If anyone has suggestions on a figure

I immediately thought of dedicating a simplistic style Brahma statue (though you may have to clear that with him and only if you find yourself comfortable with something like that). The only other thing I can think of is making a simple figure with clay (or acquiring one) and painting on multiple faces. I hope you find or make something special! I love the dragon you’ve got.

Good luck! Looking forward to reading your updates on this.

[Kindraathe]

@meow

I think this push might have had something to do with me seriously considering a pact with Buer for my other thing and Dantlaion getting whatever the spirit equivalent of jealous is over it but don’t tell him I said that.

It’s so crazy you say this!! I was considering Pacting Belial as my second Patron but I’m not as close to Belial as I am to Dantalion.

This exact same thing happened and now I’m almost on the verge of Pacting Dantalion. Which I will in the next couple of weeks.

I don’t mind though, I like Dantalion and he is very powerful. He has helped me even when I’ve not asked. So logically he should be my choice.

Also Belial is a harsh and abrasive teacher. I don’t think I have room for that right now.

@superorganism

The only other thing I can think of is making a simple figure with clay (or acquiring one) and painting on multiple faces. I hope you find or make something special!

This is exactly what Belial asked of me for him, I’m also doing this for King Paimon.

Watching YouTube videos to learn how to.

Congratulations @meow on Pacting Duke Dantalion. He’s awesome, I’m so happy for you.

Soon we’ll be Pact-Homies.

[meow]

@superorganism

Brahma statue

I did see those and I can’t fathom having an idle on my altar to a god that isn’t the right one. They look almost perfect though, we’ll see maybe.

@superorganism

making a simple figure with clay

Thanks for the idea! This is now on my list to consider.

@Kindraathe

Watching YouTube videos to learn how to.

Oh yes, I have not a lot of ability with clay and drawing.

[Kindraathe]

@meow

Yep, I told him I’d give him whatever he wanted if he fixed my problem (what a deal to make with a jinn right…)

I’m sure he won’t take advantage of that

@meow

But I think he was acting feisty with me because I haven’t always been as attentive as maybe I should be considering all the help he’s given me and all the time I should have put into these things years ago.

This I’ve experienced myself as well. He does help quick and expects the practitioner to reciprocate. It’s easy to get caught up with other spirits. So I can completely relate to this.

@meow

He pretty much told me some of this was going to be hard as fuck to handle,

Any idea on what one could expect?

[Kindraathe]

@meow

Hopefully he doesn’t give torture dreamscapes like Sitri likes to, but I’m here for the learning no matter what it is.

Don’t get me wrong, but I’ve almost always had difficult dreams with respect to Duke Dantalion.

I find it confusing as to why he does that. A spirit that has helped so many times, many without me asking. And always delivering, many times in style. I wonder why he gives difficult dreams?

I think it’s mostly got to do with dealing with our fears. I understand, but I enjoy my dreams and I’d like more of pleasant and awesome dreams!

[anon39079500]

@meow

And I would love a statue, but where do I find a statue of a god with a bunch of heads?

Most of the deities I’ve worked with don’t have specific sigils or idols. Instead, I.find something else and dedicate it to them and their energies. For Tiamat, I have a stone snake that is visible in many of my ritual pictures. I have to make do with what I can find or make. For Moloch, I’ll likely find a minotaur statue and spray paint it gold.

[meow]

Cool ideas! Thanks so much @anon39079500!!!

[anon39079500]

Of course. I used to use hand tools and make skeleton keys for Hecate. I will likely burn an 8-pointed star into a piece of wood for Inanna, since most of the things for her are Lilith-like. Still thinking of what I will do for Baal (not Bael). I may end up just getting or making representations for those aspects of him that I interact with most.

[Kindraathe]

@meow

But, keep in mind that how much I do for you depends on how much you do for me. Nothing is free, in this world or the next.”

This is so true. I’ve seen when you stop giving him attention or are diverting attention to other spirits, he wants his. He deserves it and commands it. He fucking delivers.

@meow

is fucking powerful like “duke” doesn’t begin to do it justice.

I agree. His abilities are way way beyond what we know as humans. He once offered to do baneful work for me. WTF!!

@meow

He helps open astral senses (obviously you have to work toward it too), he teaches through dreams,

I’ve been working with him and Prince Ipos on my clairs for the past four months and man I’ve made astronomical leaps and bounds. Last week he gave me a physical view ofnhim with my eyes open. It was from the corner of my eye but he was there.

@meow

Dantalion has, of course, given me a darker view at who he is as well. When you walk his path enough, it’ll unravel. I’ll say Dantalion is included among “demons” and “infernal” spirits for a reason. He can teach darkness and enact is as well.

100% x 100

@meow

Be watchful of what you ask. I am not the only one who knows Dantalion to take a price. I advise you be aware of what it is before releasing him to do your bidding

This i agree. But I offer something pretty good to begin with. I put a lot of care and emotion and effort into my offerings in general.

Do you feel he takes other than what’s agreed upon?

Another fantastic Spirit Profile by @meow

What a pleasure it was to read this. Thank you.

Gotta love Dantalion.

[Kindraathe]

@meow

Yea, that’s a side rarely talked about. Also hinted at a couple times earlier up in the post. But I’ve not taken him up on baneful.

Yes he offered me once, he said “I can do anything”. So i asked, if he could eliminate someone and he said he could. I believe him.

@meow

I see you’ve pulled the quotes later down!

What does this mean, looks like in not up to date with internet lingo!

@meow

Congrats! What a milestone!!!

Thanks it was awesome. I asked him to confirm if I really did see him during Evocation and he gave me an earful. I made a post about it. I was embarrassed.

@meow

To the second part, No . We agree and that’s that.

That’s been my experience as well. But I’ve noticed if you ask him what he likes. He picks out some interesting and nice stuff.

@meow

Thanks for reading @Kindraathe ! And the praise too! Gotta love him indeed.

Hey I enjoy the read and the praise is well deserved. Keep it coming.

@meow

said the enn (why bother but I like saying it).

Haha i know, he’s always there before. But i like completing my ritual. It’s more for.me than him. Recently I find he’s around the moment I reach my ritual space.

@meow

(I did watch him tear apart a spirit, but we’ll get there.)

Yes I’m curious, whenever you’re ready though.

@meow

Darker skin, someone who is naturally a tanner color but stands out in the sun enough for it to become a bit darker. A thin face, long and all the more stunning for it. Long, mostly straight, thick black hair. Such pretty eyes, “dark and shining brown eyes” I have written, simple and beautiful lips. A black top, and black bottoms, something like a tunic I guess, but not the rough old ones, a nice fancy one and again, I have no idea what goes on with his legs.

This is exactly how I see him!! Can never see his legs, the tunic is always flowing. He’s dressed on maroon and black robes. Red book. Huge turban.

Sometimes when he goes dark, i see burning red eyes, Nothing scary, well not to me atleast.

@meow

I’m beginning to think my dad was into some hush-hush witchcraft once upon a time.

Now that would be cool!!

[meow]

@Kindraathe

What does this mean, looks like in not up to date with internet lingo!

To “pull a quote” is like to take a quote (something I wrote in this case) and put it where you’re writing. So what I meant was, you quoted the baneful lines a little later in your post.

@Kindraathe

he gave me an earful. I made a post about it.

I read it! I got lectured about not sitting still so… don’t feel too bad!

@Kindraathe

But I’ve noticed if you ask him what he likes. He picks out some interesting and nice stuff.

Yes! Which is why I said sometimes we agree to a ‘category’ and then he tells me a couple days later.

@Kindraathe

It’s more for.me than him. Recently I find he’s around the moment I reach my ritual space.

Oh yea! It’s just something I’ve done for so long. Training wheels I guess? But sometimes you stay longer than needed for the comfort anyway.

@Kindraathe

Yes I’m curious, whenever you’re ready though.

It showed up to my ritual space when the incense burned out and tried to get me to say/agree to some weird shit. And he just toted it out. He asked if I wanted to “watch” and I was like, sure? why not? So he ripped it apart viciously then it seemed like the energy it has was spun around and ‘cleaned’ and then he consumed it.

@Kindraathe

This is exactly how I see him!! Can never see his legs, the tunic is always flowing. He’s dressed on maroon and black robes. Red book. Huge turban.

Sometimes when he goes dark, i see burning red eyes, Nothing scary, well not to me atleast.

Oh my god!! That’s so perfect!!! Yes, exactly!

@Kindraathe

Now that would be cool!!

How does one bring up to their Catholic-dad, did you ever talk to wish-granting spirits? Maybe I will sometime, it’ll be a fun response no matter what!

[Kindraathe]

@meow

To “pull a quote” is like to take a quote (something I wrote in this case) and put it where you’re writing. So what I meant was, you quoted the baneful lines a little later in your post.

@meow

I read it! I got lectured about not sitting still so… don’t feel too bad!

I got lectured once before too. It was quite “humbling” basically about me not doubting myself. I still have to make that entry.

@meow

Yes! Which is why I said sometimes we agree to a ‘category’ and then he tells me a couple days later

Last year he picked out a book I read for him. It was a red hardback book which was on my attic. I’ve had it for over a decade and I forgot about its existence. It’s called “Prince of the Mist” its about Pacts, Djinns, magick and graveyards. And it’s Red!

@meow

How does one bring up to their Catholic-dad, did you ever talk to wish-granting spirits? Maybe I will sometime, it’ll be a fun response no matter what!

Haha my dad is very strong RHP and believes in praying etc etc. So is my mom. They believe magick (all of it is black magick) is for “deviants” and lost people.

Knock knock, you got a Deviant under your roof!!

I told them both I’m a practitioner about a month or so ago. They were shocked and had their jaw drop. But after the initial heartattack they both calmed down and were actually quite supportive. You never know how parents will react.

P.S. They’re not from one of the JCI religions and do not believe in an adversary.

[dagar]

Damn, the more i see of you the more impressed i am you’re so awesome I’ll comment more later but for now I’ll say that dantalion sounds like an incredible entity

[Kindraathe]

More awesome posts on Dantalion. Thank you @meow !! Always looking forward to your posts.

You now got the homie badge

[Kindraathe]

@meow

He said he’s gonna grant me a djinn to hang around near me, while this stuff is going on at least. Reminded me of your post on your secret-name spirit who I believe is a jinn?

Yes mine is a Djinn. A humungous, dark skinned, fiery eyed Djinn. King Paimon sent him to me (i hadn’t asked) mainly for protection and to keep imposters, tricksters etc away.

King Paimon sent me another Djinn last week. I got his name but I didn’t get the Sigil or his purpose. So I’ll have to meditate and get that info.

I have a feeling Dantalion will send me a Djinn too as a familiar once I pact him, which isn’t so far away.

@meow

Thanks for the encouragement! So happy I post content you like!! Yay I’m in the club!!!

You’ve been in the inner circle for a while now haha. Great work!

[meow]

@Kindraathe

I have a feeling Dantalion will send me a Djinn too as a familiar once I pact him, which isn’t so far away.

I’m so excited to read about your pact if you post about it!!!

I think I got a name, meditation will confirm. I’ll likely get a sigil then too. I was not expecting this turn of events. But, not gonna look a gift horse in the mouth!! I’ll be meeting him/them shortly which is code for probably tomorrow. I got red vibes. I told Dantalion, if someone sends a god after me, is this really gonna do something? And fuck, he did not like that. This isn’t the only protective measure agreed upon (that he gave me) tonight, but it sure is a great one. And he promised that it can’t ‘turn on me.’ I was a bit wary because it’s something new to me, but I know he’s only looking out for me.

I’m excited to join the club of having this type of jinn around though! Hopefully the djinn’s fine with me being “young”

I’m still pissy about that. I know some of you have so much more experience than I do and I know how important experience can be, but for him to just come out and say that. I feel like a child in the deep end of the pool. I know he wasn’t being mean and he even said nice things after that I don’t remember, but still

Edit: I got a name and sigil! And now… it’s bedtime!

[Kindraathe]

@meow

I’m so excited to read about your pact if you post about it!!!

Yes I will once I do it. Dantalion has been giving me signs to get it done already. The other day i saw a drop of blood fall on a dandelion while watch a show on Netflix.

@meow

I’m excited to join the club of having this type of jinn around though! Hopefully the djinn’s fine with me being “young”

Haha they don’t care. However do ask Dantalion what you must do to take care of your familiar. I offer him a candle every week. I also keep his sigil out along with King Paimon’s for every Evocation and offer him a candle them as well.

@meow

but for him to just come out and say that

Well Dantalion told me last week ‘if at this stage in my journey I’m still asking for signs, then it’s best I don’t evoke anymore’ that was BRUTAL!!

@meow

feel like a child in the deep end of the pool.

Just don’t think of Forcalor

@meow

I got a name and sigil!

A suggestion, keep it private, don’t ever tell anyone the name or sigil. It’s for your eyes only. I even move my Familiar’s sigil when I’m taking pics of my altar.

[meow]

@Kindraathe

However do ask Dantalion what you must do to take care of your familiar.

Good advice thanks!

@Kindraathe

I also keep his sigil out along with King Paimon’s for every Evocation

How long have you knwn him?

@Kindraathe

‘if at this stage in my journey I’m still asking for signs, then it’s best I don’t evoke anymore’ that was BRUTAL!!

You’ve made me feel better. He’s been big on the ‘tough love’ lately it seems.
Edit: I think I’d start crying if he said something like that to me.

@Kindraathe

Just don’t think of Forcalor

@Kindraathe

A suggestion, keep it private, don’t ever tell anyone the name or sigil. It’s for your eyes only. I even move my Familiar’s sigil when I’m taking pics of my altar.

I have a ‘dragon friend’ and I would never share the name/sigil. I also don’t/wouldn’t post pictures of it. Not sure why, but it would make me really uncomfortable to. So I understand from that point, but what harm do you see in posting the sigil? I know I’m not supposed to, but why not from your perspective?