8:30 pm till 10:00 pm spent some time with my Tarot deck, like in E.A. ritual. The called upon Belial, as I promised I would focus, or evoke everyday, told him I know he’s trying to speak to me.
I said I will continue to do everything in my limited power to open my senses.
I then called again upon Mepdiahl.
Good night BALG family.
Stop trying and expecting and just do. It’ll come faster. Goodnight 
Chances are that it was effect from the spirit you summoned. Luna only removed the energy you had at the time, not anything/effects after.
Good Morning: 11/07/20
Had a strange dream of having some sort of demonic servent, and his name was a pun of Will and Serve.
Called apon Luna this morning, she’s cute, and helpful, and once again my ears poped.
I been calling both Belial, and Mepsitahl, odd combination, I think so, but it’s nice.
11/07/20
so late lastnight, after calling Belial, I meditated for a moment. And stepped outside to have a cigarette, and offered to share it with, Belial, I felt floaty, and strange, “I’m being possessed” I said both excited, and strange, and I didn’t want to fight it. Belial trys to speak with me. I have heard him once, some time ago.
I respect him, and has greatness in store for me.
Hail Belial!
Hail King Belial!
Hail Belial!
11/08/20
Today has been filled with mundane tasks. More of self care than anything. Getting prints from the printshop, and putting together an aging kittycondo. When it hit…
Thomas Dolby’s Hyperactive plays. This has been a rare song in my collection, it comes up as an unknow song, I can’t search for it on my phone. I even formated my SD card, it comes back. usually the song plays for a minute garbles, then moves the the next track. If I try to play go back to it, nothing, just another random song starts to play. I had this issue for 3 years now. Before when I had the song, it ment a new love was going to enter my life, now I don’t know what it means.
This song is significant now because it signals a change. May be small, maybe large.
Thank you for reading
11/12/20
On 11/10/20
I made an offering to Mepsitahl, she wanted chocolate, I bought a really high quality chocolate.
Well I told my co-worker about it, and she was very curious about it and wanted to try the chocolate.
So today 11/12/20, I picked her up from her apartment. We sat in my car, and called out to Mepditahl, and told my coworker, to say that it was okay for Mepsitahl to take the taste of the chocolate as an offering.
She took a bite.
Ewww… it taste like Medicine.
I told her congratulations you just had your first confirmed spiritual experience.
11/13/20
I embark on a new path today:
i have made my way from worm to man, but within me much still remains worm, or hybrid of plant and ghost. I now prepare to bridge the gap over the adyss.
-this is a rewording from E.A’s grimoire of Belial nine demonic gatekeepers, 1.
11/14/20
I will be taking my co-worker out to a place called Cocktails & Screams here in florida. The bar has a hidden Witchy bar called “the craft”.
So, last time I went alone to scope it out. Atmosphere was dark, the live band played horror and spooky/ whimsical covers to movie and tv themes.
Sadly, I never got into “the Craft” closed for clean up, I hope the two of us have better luck tonight.
I even made my own mark for the event.
Also, any BALG members in the Orlando area, want to meet up and you see this handsome devil
First round on me, pass phrase: Baliel sent me…
The Thrills, and the spills
Drinks… good, but pricey
The entertainment… loud, but did covers to spooky classic
It’s a small themed bar, seeing my mask/pendant gave them some pause.
There was a card reader. $15 choice of tarot, or love reading, $30 gave you both. It was fun, but I had more accurate readings from beginners from the forum.
The craft (hidden witchy bar inside) smaller, area. The bar tender, expert mixologist, shot of Absenth $8, craft drink 9, and large craft drink (something for me to drink over several days) $18, one drink minimum for entering the witchy bar. Sorry, no photos allowed to be taken inside.
11/16/20
I want to welcome a special friend to the BALG family.
Her name is Justice @69Justice69
So please give her a warm welcome, she’s new, but a quick study, and another Tarot card reader.
I wanna goooooooo
We had a great evening! Hopefully we have plenty more to come!
Wow! That place looks so much fun! I’m glad you had a good time.
Thanks, yeah, if your in the Orlando, florida area, you should come join us
11/16/20 11:11 AM.
I found on youtube
It’s good stuff, trippy
I listen to it for hours while at work, and it allows me easily open sigils. Even at the busy courthouses.
11/16/20 things are slowly starting to unravel, fall apart. I would say I’m surprised. I know soon I’ll be losing everything. I’ll know who my true friends are, I may lose them too.
I did I petition to Lilith last night to gain confidence, and dominance. At least till I am strong enough to evoke her.
I would say I am not surprised. Many spirits, but Belial is one I recommend for this, and you’ve been working with him…
Many spirits will turn things upside to get you to where you need to be and where you want to be. The things that you won’t let go off, like spouses and jobs, because you think you love them or need, get swiped right out of your damned hands, so that you think you are at the bottom of the barrel and life is over… because they stand in the way of something better, that you will not find on your own.
If you refuse to grow, or only want to do it your way, sometimes they force you.
11/18/20
Maybe the events from Monday were a false alarms, or tastes of things to come, or pranks by the likes of Vassago. I really don’t know yet. I had been thinking about Vassago, helping me with my divination, trying to work on my senses, and comes to mind is Vassago, King Paimon, Mepsitahl, and of course Belial, all helping me read, and interpret tarot. I’m naturally a story teller, so now with pictures and deep meanings. I’ll just have to see what cards I’m drawn.
Also, if you want a tarot reading, feel free to ask.
Tonight Kendall is going to reach out to me, and I get a few minutes of his valuable time. I have a few questions in mind for him in mind.
Lastly, it feels unrest is slowly taking over this forum, it ranges from petty comments to all out attacks. I know were human, well organicly, and is in our nature. And over the past 8 months, this has been my escape. Yes unhealth “ready player one” escape, but I’m a book worm. I love reading stories, and other people’s UPG, I just wish I had more chances to practice because of the company I keep.
Sorry for the rant. Brothers and Sisters, I’m not asking you to love each other, or like each other, just be civil.
