Memoirs of a goddess

Aria ~ it means air. A solo opera song.

Her name Aria … her foundation to share her song with the world.

Now if you all will please excuse me, I need some time.

Thanks,

Arianna :rose:

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She can give a gift and she can not give a gift.

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So look here’s the thing, I’m just gonna be totally honest right now. I’m gonna say what I got to say and let the cards fall where they may.

I can hear you. I can hear you and the others associated with you. I know when your discussing me. I know when your thinking about what hell to do with me. I can hear you.

I heard you before you did the thing with the color blue. I heard you trying to figure out how to send that communication. I knew something was coming. So I might not pick up on it all the time but usually I do. Especially when I’ve done something progressive, or its a time I’ve snapped or I’ve needed something.

So excuse me if I’m getting aggravated. But I’m tired of the clue system. . When we should be working on this.

I know when it’s group communication and when it’s just ones thoughts.

Don’t worry I don’t creep in on other thoughts.

I don’t even know how I do this but to be 100% honest I’ve been able to almost ever since I joined here.

I thought It was just my thoughts at first but now I know I can hear you. So, Idk what to tell you but I just think there are other ways of communication that could be perfected. I don’t make appointments and stuff because I can hear you. I’ve made one … in all this time just to do it really. I mean it was cool and all but I can hear you so I don’t get it.

Or maybe I really am just fucking crazy but if that’s the case the voices in my head still manifest it into reality so I don’t see the problem.

I knew you were trying to figure out a way to send a message that would get picked up on by the one intended for but stay quiet enough it wouldn’t be screaming clues.

I already knew you were saying release the butterfly. Release the magick. I already knew. I just waited to see … and once again it happened.

So anyway. Theres that.

:rose: :butterfly:

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We gonna talk

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About Set, Sekhmet, the butterfly , …the star map
My hearing , my visions and that ritual.

And the Ennaed.

So there.

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She’s aggravated because she’s on a different level and isn’t sure how to process and deal with it.

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Someone’s working with this or something very similar to this… it showed up gold in vision

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Close.

Sometimes I think a razor blade going down my wrists would be the best option. Then I could just let go of everything and all of it.

The mind games would stop. The secrets would stop. I wouldn’t have to know another’s truth while they look me in the eye and lie.
Why lie to someone who already knows the truth and never wanted to expose it. Why lie to them of all people.

Why not just drive the dagger on in yourself.

Why the games. It doesn’t make sense to me.

What am I even fighting for anymore. I could just let it all go. And leave it all behind.

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I mean for real wtf do you want from me? Honestly. Nobody wants to come clean and admit what happened. Nobody wants to come clean and admit who they are… not even privately to me even though I fucking know already anyway

Nobody what’s to give me a fucking ounce of acknowledgement but everybody wanna play games and keep secrets. And snicker behind my back and Im fucking done with it all.
I can promise you that

I might have said Set intimidated me but I never said I’d back the fuck down from him or anyone else.
You got the right one.
I’m not sticking around here to play these sick and cruel mind games anymore

I’m done here. When you want to be honest with me let me know. Until then I’m done with all this.

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If it makes you feel better … you win ok. You win.

I don’t know why I stuck by this place. But I did. I held out hope that maybe atleast one of you would tell me the truth. That’s all I ever wanted was the truth. But instead I got tricks and mind games. And lies.
Just a straight lie. I loved this place so much. I really did…

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I get it now. I know what this is about … you made damn sure to put it in my face about having a friend to talk to. And you knew all about that fuss on here. And you knew all I wanted was a friend to talk to about magick.

And it wasn’t long after that the 11 attacked me.
So just don’t worry about it anymore.

I’m really done. I’m so fucking done

You can have whatever it is your after. . But was it worth it?
Do you all feel satisfied

Pissed off the wrong one tho…

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It’s just me… I got no click that knows the whole story. I got no get a long gang backing me.

It’s just me…and I’m pissed.

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This showed up flying around my altar last night.
Interesting. The blue on the wings. Never been one like it in my room before.
Other moths have but not one like this.

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Its beautiful :green_heart:

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Ari, need temper control playa :joy::joy:

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I look like I’m on fire…

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