I like to get extremely deep and connected in my meditation and vice versa but the mediation I just did was crazy.
I normally get that stage where you black out and there’s only blackness but damn I literally felt non existent, well dead for a better term.
I had no thoughts, I forgot I was even me, I didn’t know anything because I couldn’t even observe anything.
It was like I disinterested and I was a empty thoughtless lifeless vast black void.
Something pulled me out of it, I’m glad it did because I thought I only died for a minute or two, But it turns out it was 38 minutes.
Damn felt like I died it was so fucking peaceful but it wasn’t at the same time because I wasn’t in a conscious state to say it was even comfy.
I thought it could have been sleep but trust me this was major MAJOR different.
Huh something new I guess .