moving on to the second part of transformation of consciousness, which covers
: transforming the consciousness (via the rapture and crossroads)
: structuring info not covered in my old thread ([url=http://bit.ly/17C2PMI]http://bit.ly/17C2PMI[/url])
: visibly/audibly manifesting presence with physical bases.
these three things combine to make spirit conjuration to visible appearance a practical skill.
i’m 72% of the way to my first evocation to visible appearance. now is where i put in the final effort to conjuring my first spirit to full visible appearance for powerful changes in the real world.
as usual, a link to my very first post here as a reminder to work every day and not get caught in philosophy or socializing, or succumb to idleness and procrastination: [url=http://bit.ly/15ocMHy.]http://bit.ly/15ocMHy.[/url]
Dance and music is also a big part of Irish witchcraft as well, at least that’s how my dad tought it to me. Especially in possession work with the older Gods of Ireland.
yesterday i did a conjuration using only the sigil of the 9. went into theta/gamma sync and the sigil started moving around after about 30 seconds.
then i added in a simple repetitive movement and began calling the 9. it took a while but two things happened: first, i began seeing fluorescent writing. when i tried to notice what the writing said it faded away, but i saw it very vividly.
then i began to lose consciousness. it was a similar feeling to blacking out slowly. there’s a pressure on the kidneys that makes it hard to breathe.
now i understand the meaning of the crossroads. and it finally hit me: all the times in the past when i was going to the crossroads, but didn’t because i mistakenly thought i was going to sleep. NOW i get it. the crossroads is the point where you black out, but instead of sleeping or going unconscious, you are waking unconscious, communicating while being knocked out on your feet.
i had no manifestation base. i was conjuring in a food court in a mall.
the main part of my effort from now will be to continue to do rapture dances until i feel like i’m going to pass out, but to stay conscious and continue to structure the vision with descriptions and clean language. i expect the vision to slowly form from there.
azeziz was 100% right. describing what you see IS the key to structuring properly, at least it is for me.
i now realize how many times i ALMOST got full contact, going right back to my very first conjuration. i was ALMOST there but missed out because i didn’t understand the full process. now that i do i know what i need to work on to get all the way across.
95% of the way there. the last 5% is waiting for me now. on the verge of getting full contact for the first time so now is the time to press forward.
When you are entering the rapture dance, is it something that remains repetitive, or do you find that the movements produce the state when they are allowed to be spontaneous (after the initial prime to movement)?
i don’t remember tbh. i kept my mind on structuring the spirit more than the movement once i got contact. i was so concentrated on solidifying the contact that i forgot what i was doing physically.
the sigil of the 9 is the DZ sigil aka ZD sigil from s.connolly’s ofs demonolatry:
poete, take back any spirit to it’s origin and it was discovered(or created) by someone’s personal gnosis… so what is the difference if that source is 10 years or 1000 years old?
poete, take back any spirit to it’s origin and it was discovered(or created) by someone’s personal gnosis… so what is the difference if that source is 10 years or 1000 years old?[/quote]
Exactly, I made a spirit up in deep mediation and learned a few things. It helped me greatly with my spell casting and evocation. Now was it something that I had always known, or had heard form someone else but just forgot?
Maybe.
Did I connected with a the source (or a source) and pull a deep gnosis of new knowledge?
Maybe.
Point is, it worked. It continues to work today, so I am happy. I am not too concerned if it came from Hekate, Belial, Myself, the Easter Bunny or Derpy the retarded thoughform.
That is some excellent posting! Great ideas with snow and spray paint. I just preformed a ritual outside for the first time recently as well, and its the little things like candles extinguishing in the breeze or sigils needing to be anchored down or kept clean that really make the difference in staying focused.
Took me 3 years to get to the point were I could see anything. It is your perseverance that will pay off. I remember EA saying it took him four years to see anything, and another two to get it down constantly.
If you have been getting results, you are doing it right. Chin up mate you are closer than you know.
It’s frustrating, my first evocation I got physical appearance and audio it’s was phenomenal not to mention when he first came in i could feel what felt like warm hands on my shoulders luckily the being was Raphael and I didn’t feel threatened, I’ve only done maybe 5 since then but not much visual appearance, for some weird reason I can hear them better than see.
Is it easier to get angels to physically manifest over demons?? And on the mirror thing fool I get the same effect but keep pushing through till I almost brain freeze and forget what I’m doing then the activity picks up but it’s more of explosions of color like watching waves in the sea from the sky, with violet and green being most prominent, no clear images though, I find eyelid skrying to give absolute pictures like a tv or watching things with my eyes open so maybe give that a try at bed time if you can stay awake, kill the lights and use the ceiling or close your eyes.
I agree jakob.I get really good visuals just sitting in a pitch black room.I think it’s because you don’t have to focus so hard on JUST the mirror or JUST the incense smoke because the whole room IS your smoke and mirrors.
Funny it kind of makes sense of the majic saying of someone performing a majic trick being “smoke and mirrors” lol
That’s the trick, dude! Lose all kinds of attachements! It’ll come, just be patient. Like others already stated… Some people had to practice for a couple of years!
That’s my one gripe against the scientific method being applied to magick. It kind of puts you in a “prove it” mindset. I remember the first spell I ever did I was scared shitless it was going to work too well like some kind of “be careful what you wish for” kind of thing. The spell worked and scared and excited me on equal levels. You have to believe this stuff is real and expect or KNOW its within your power.
