Oh, did you experience ego death during a trip?
Yeah, i had an ego death and a physical death
Maryjane dont do ego
@Titan.M very interesting post! While going through the archives (all the posts on necromancy) I came across @S.Boheme-old, she often spoke of using Marijuana in her work. She put out some good stuff that I think a lot of people missed or maybe because of her post length just lazily skimmed over. Marijuana was a favourite of hers and as someone with a keen interest in blood magick her mix of blood and marijuana was something else.
I believe that an opportunity to learn from someone who really understood her art and who was producing clear results, as is evident by her photographs, was missed. IMO she was waiting for someone to ask. She was experimenting and those experiments were paying off. If you know bone like I do and you understand her use of psychoactives and blood her chaos starts to make sense. The way she wrote made me believe she was almost always on something and yet she was lucid enough to be dropping nuggets of such purity that I actually cried when I realized what I was looking at.
Her short lived journal is crammed full of amazing! In an Invocation she uses blood and maryjane to open a doorway, burning and inhaling it. I was looking at her photos as she was trying to explain what had taken place during that specific invocation, I looked at the place inside her handmade chamber where she felt the presence of something manifesting, she described it as primal and therionic. I believe what we were invited to see was very real. If you look closely at the bone she used during the fire ritual youâll notice that all the bone is real and more importantly the bone that she placed closest to the camera was so purposeful and yet so subtle it was like she was saying DO YOU SEE! That photo floored me. Not because of what was manifesting or because her rituals were so brutal and real or because she was Mad Gifted but because she knew it. IMO she downplayed it but I donât know why.
But ya, definitely an interesting post and I look forward to reading more from you in future
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Iâve found weed extremely useful for spirit communication. It really opens me up when I use it.
If youâve read any of my posts youâll know that Iâm extremely anti-illegal drugs. You should only use drugs prescribed by a qualified medical doctor because a large number of these have side effects and more people die from prescription pain killers than heroin and cocaine combined. Marijuana is extremely dangerous because no one has died of a marijuana overdose - let me put that in some sort of context - ever!
By using cannabis you are threatening the economic viability of struggling drug companies which only have your best interests at heart and are only trying to do good. And what about all the alcohol producers you deny supporting by your dissolute habits, because instead of ganja you could be drinking more alcohol? OK, so five guys go out, get pissed and start a fight whilst five other guys go out, get stoned and start a band. So what? Without alcohol fuelled violence think of all the police, lawyers, gaolers and counsellors you condemn to having to find something else to do for a living! But selfish, self-centred and ignorant people like you just donât care, do you?
You should feel ashamed! And while youâre at it, think through the hubris of declaring a plant illegal.
Al.
@T31337 wasnât sure if you meant me but ok. So, Iâve spent a lot of time reading and studying the posts of @S.Boheme-old because of something that she had written in one of her earliest posts. She called herself Sophia, this may or may not be her real name however I feel that it is a very fitting name.
In different posts she advocated the use of Marijuana and other psychoactives during ritual work, she mixed blood and marijuana, and the stunning photographic results of part of her rituals is clear to see in her journal. If you read her journal entries from The Garden of Thorns and Letters of Obscura it becomes even more clear. I believe that the bone we see in her images belongs to the creature that we see manifesting. She even places this bone right up to the camera, I believe as a test.
Her art was necromancy and she understood bone, IMO she was very, very gifted. She was trying to reach out, to really talk to someone, at least, thatâs what I believe, she kept hinting at it. She was struggling with a second personality, something she believed was with her since childhood. She believed this personality was very real and that it could manifest independently outside of her. I believe her, I believe also as she did that this âotherâ, as she called it, was sometimes completely in control. Read her posts, really look at what she writes and youâll see as I did that there are literally 2 different people communicating albeit very subtly.
I wish someone had really talked to her, itâs frustrating to me!! I donât know why she left or even if she left out of her own choosing but she again hinted at the fact that she may not be around much longer, look at this:
And then this:
I know, soon people are gonna start saying that Iâm obsessed with her and maybe theyâll be right on their assumptions. Or maybe Iâm the one possessed now. Iâm an analyst, I see things, patterns, formulas, organized chaos within the seeming randomness of mundane things, the why of it is what I mean.
I use it medicinally on occasion when need be. I donât know why but about a month ago I invoked the âmaster spiritâ of Marijuana before I medicated. Honestly the being that came had that same feeling that you describe. In my experience with this being they didnât speak with words but with emotions (as words). I realize thatâs a weird way of putting it (i.e. words without words) but itâs all got! Very soothing spirit. I basically just spoke with the spirit and did a âblessingâ before a meal type of thing. I wondered if others were interacting with Marijuana like this. I know they do with ayahuasca and Mother Aya but I hadnât heard anybody speak about it.
I use CBD to relax and see nothing wrong with it
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I had a physical death in my Evocation and Initiation. I crossed the Threshold - Abism - and was reborn in a new form. Be very careful with Magic and marijuana; it can lead to madness. Caution and preferably INDICA with more CBD than THC. The ânewâ strains give you a dangerous trip because of their high THC content. I currently donât smoke; I donât need it and it would also be harmful. I wish you all the best.
I donât agree with this at all. I fail to see how just by combining marijuana with magic it will cause you to go mad. Many people use all sorts of drugs, herbs and oils to aid in their magic. Madness can happen in magic even if you donât take marijuana
Yeah if you are going to smoke the new strains only take a hit or two, they are really potent.
Ideally a medical grade with CBD would be ideal.