I hope that somebody may be able to offer some advice.
I have been meditating for years, though it’s only in the last couple of months that I have been learning more ritual work, and have been wanting to put my visualisation and intent to use.
I was having visions and some clairaudience anyway, but in the last couple of weeks, it has been growing at quite a rate.
I had a terribly disconcerting night last night. I have seen various entities, both light beings and negative in the past, however it seems that I am attracting very malevolent demonic types, and imps at this time.
Yesterday, I did my usual personal cleansing/grounding ritual, and listened to some good ambient music. It felt great and uplifting… But then as I settled down for the evening later, I was bombarded with these harsh beings.
They were trying to harm me, and make me afraid. It was happening right throughout the night.
I saw a demon with a bulls head. At one point, somebody indicated to a small group of lesser imps, and informed me that I could control them if I wished. There was symbolism, grotesque things.
I have seen ‘hell’ type dimensions before, but seeing into them, and being attacked are two different things.
I was turning all night, and today I have woken up feeling rather drained. I can feel the ‘stickiness’ of malevolence on my aura right now. I will do all I can to cleanse it.
I am not usually a fearful/anxious type when having experience.
Please, does anybody have any advice? I have seen dark entities before, but it’s the fact that they are actively trying to hurt me that I find alarming.
The fact is, I was drawn to learning about them. I have time for all facets of the spiritual journey. I believe in the integration of the light and the dark. Is this happening because I have been learning more about the left hand path recently?
Has anybody else experienced this?