Magic and Musings from Astral Realm #56

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Two days in a row- summer break is starting to take hold!
Astral training work was the same as yesterday.

Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger - Smoke rings
Loosening: Point shift & Balloon + “The Big Wheel.” There’s something about spinning around upside down that works for me. I My gut flips and I get a little sick- that’s why I know it’s working
Exit training: Rocket ride!!

The big advantage now is time.Today went for over an hour.

Then I went to my local occult store to get some smaller candles. I ended up buying a ton of incense, some resin, and some charcoal discs to burn it on. I’ve used this back in my hippy days in the High Sierras in Northern California- but it’s been a minute!

I needed the smaller candles for two reasons. First, I tries Queen Mustang’s evocation last night and it worked well. It’s simple and clean.

2 things happened though- first, her directions say to let the candle burn out and read my petition for one last time. My candles last night were way too tall and took way too long to expire.

I guess that’s why they call the shorter ones “spell” candles.

The more I reflect on this evocation, the more profound it gets.

First, the fact that Belial told me what to write for my petition was astounding.

The first part of it was the same I was planning to use for Sallos in the near future. The King told me he’d handle it though, so I wrote it. Crazy that he knew my mind and intentions like that though- as I’ve told nbody this.

Next, he told me to use a blindfold tonight after I charge his sigil. I know E.A. does this sometimes as I’ve read it in “Without a Master.” It seems like he’s getting involved w/ my training some, which makes sense since I’ve used Lady Eva’s Gateway ritual a few times for Belial.

Then, I got a pretty strong vibe to use the Dukante sigil along with Itz ra cha Belial instead of the Goetia enn. I need to put this out there to the BALG forum to see why that’s important to Belial. I’m on it, of course, but just wondering…

I’m sure there will be more manana…til then…

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One last addition…he also told me to use 1 black and 1 white candle. I’ve been using black.
I thought it was strange…but then I remembered the evocation codes Winterfeld uses in DOM for Belial. One of them is the simultaneous high pitch sound and low base hum that weave in and out of each other. It’s hard as fuck to create that. I actually had to find some real music with those qualities (A deep thumping bass and and twangy lead guitar are what I settled on) to recreate in my brain. I’ve since found some vocal harmonies that work too.

But, this whole idea of opposites/ contradictions merging (i.e. the black and white candles/ bass and high pitch sounds, etc) seem to please the big guy.

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Day 76 (14 days left!)
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger - Smoke rings
Loosening: Point shift & Balloon
Exit training: Roll out

“Roll out” is just a small, compact roll over like you’re shifting your body weight to roll out of bed. I went right/ left, right/left/ and so on.

It felt more like a loosening technique than an exit technique. But, I felt my astral double moving pretty distinctly.

I’m also working through EA’s Belial Without a Master from the Gatekeepers compilation. I’m gonna start posting a record of this tomorrow…Til then!

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Day 77 (13 days left!)
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger - Smoke rings
Loosening: Point shift & Balloon
Exit training: Roll out

Same work as yesterday, but I’m getting impatient/ frustrated. I feel like I am so freakin close to consciously and purposefully getting out of my body, but I just can’t get a complete break.

I have gotten out spontaneously a few times, and I’ve had some wild experiences with body loosening and partially exiting, but man it’s frustrating.

Because I am clearly bound to my physical body, I am going to call on Belial tonight and ask him to sever the tethers I have to my physical body.

Wish me luck!

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Day 78 (7-4)
4th of July at the beach! Who’da thunk this would be a great place to train!

Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & elevator
Loosening: Point shift, cargo net & Balloon
Exit training: Rocket ship & the coffee pot (personal creation)

2 things…
#1- I was on the beach today doing my astral training. When I got into the exit training, because it was so fucking hot, I imagined that I was coffee and my body was a coffee pot.

AS I got hotter and hotter (which I didn’t even have to imagine cuz it was my reality), I turned little by little into steam and rose up outta my body.

I also practice the “cargo net” method and pulled myself outta my body and stood up, stretched, looked around, and sat back down! Pretty cool.

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A snapshot of my journey with Belial-

This has been gaining traction within my brain lately. It’s extremely intuitive in nature except for the part where I hear a strong male voice (not my own) in my head delivering a message.

I’ve been doing this astral training now for awhile.

Before I started, I invoked Belial to develop my astral senses and remove the things preventing me from communicating with spirits. I’ve actually done this specific ritual 3 times now.

Lady Eva posted it awhile ago and I use it and fortify it every so often.

Here’s a link: Belial's Gateway Symbols

Anyways- As part of my program, I regularly cycle through a variety of “body loosening” techniques that help me loosen my physical body’s grip on my astral double.

One of them is a breath expansion technique I call the “balloon” method.

As you breathe in, you imagine your body to be a balloon that inflates to the point where you barely fit in the room, like your inflated arms and body are pushing out against the walls.

As you exhale, the baloon collapses into a deflated, limp, lifeless balloon.

As you inhale, you expand and the room gets smaller/ exhale, you get smaller and the room gets bigger.

I kinda didn’t like it, until one day, I felt Belial’s presence. Keep in mind you practice this stuff after chakra stimulation, energy raising, and while in a trance and stimulating your 3rd eye (6th chakra between the eyes).

IOW, I was all kinds of tranced up!

Belial shows up and says- “You need to practice this and understand what’s happening here. This will help you understand me.”

Over these last few months of practice, I’ve started to get it.

Belial is big- he’s a huge presence and should be evoked outside using a a LARGE, VAST manifestation base. Lada Eva said in her “Belial Files” that she sometimes evoked him early morning & outside over a lake and that he would appear using the mist from the water.

He’s BIG!

As I was practicing the balloon & breath expansion, I started to feel his presence and then I saw and felt it. My astral body was expanding and getting huge while my physical body remained the same size.

I was outgrowing my both my physical body and my natural energy body via my astral body.

Breathe in (I blew up huge while my body and all that goes with it got smaller.)

Then I got it…this is the way it happens…Belial is a huge presence, and to him, all of this worldly shit is small and insignificant.

He’s a King, the rest are his subjects.

That’s what he wants for those he pacts with. He wants to grow us big, so that we realize the shit we worry about, the people we “worry” about, are small and insignificant specs of dust in the wind.

This is ascension (at least part of it).

Belial is the breaker of chains. He teaches those he works with to break chains and live free and without a master.

In my case, however, and I can’t speak for others, it’s wayyy more about outgrowing the chains and snapping them as I get too big and strong for them then it is about physically and purposefully snapping them with my hands or something.

Growth can be painful and definitely uncomfortable. This is what I think most people misinterpret as Belial “testing them.”

It doesn’t feel like I’m being tested. It feels like I am being rebuilt.

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Day 79
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & Feather in the wind
Loosening: Balloon
Exit training: Boomerang

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Day 80 (7-12)
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & Feather in the wind
*Loosening: Personal Technique
Exit training: Boomerang again

Alrighty then-
I’m on my bed getting into a trance (during the above training), and I felt a twitch/ wiggle of something inside of me. The best way I can describe it is that it felt like an eel/ serpent/ giant worm inside of me.

Yes, for those of you that know me well you know I teach literature and that Poe is one of my faves. I couldn’t help but think about his poem, “The Conqueror Worm…”

But it was slowly swaying inside of me. It started at the top of my crown and then swayed down through my base chakra. It really felt like a serpent was slithering inside of me.

It swayed in rhythm with the feather I was reclining on that was falling down, deeper, deepest into the astral realm.

When I got into trance, I saw and felt shifting black colors laced with bergundy/ maroon tones.

Then, outta nowhere, a deep voice that I really can’t describe other that deep…it was one of those sounds that wasn’t t really a sound but yet I HEARD it, loud and clear. It was other worldly. It said one word amidst the shifting dark black and bergundy:

BAEL.

It was almost like I didn’t hear it but yet it drowned out everything else.

Then, whatever it was that was inside of me (the serpent/ worm/ whatever) slowly went away into the dark.

When I relaxed and tried to recreate the swaying serpent, I was able to do so with a twitch of my crown chakra that sent off a vibration all the way down my spine, through my chakras, and ended with my base chakra swaying out to my hip, then over to me other hip, and back up to my crown, and so on.

This was all happening while I was laying on the fucking feather and floating down, deep, and deeper.

Next, outta nowhere, I boomeranged my astral double up to my ceiling, banged my nose into it, and boomeranged back down into my feather!

I can’t really explain this either, but it was like the feather from my trance stayed with me and took on a trampoline effect that shot me back up.

Total wildness today. Total fucking insanity in Astral 56.

I’ve been called by Bael before. I’m gonna make the call tonight to see what was up today.

I also have a new “interest” in the picture…,.details soon!

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Day 81 (7-15)
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & Lying in an elevator & dropping
*Loosening: Breath Expansion
Exit training: Boomerang and Big Wheel

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Evocation: Ipos
Time: 1:30 AM
Place: outside sitting on my stump with my lantern, DOM Ritual 3 notes
Results: chills ; tingles; crazy swirling images in the dark; then he showed up
My task for him was too close to the one I made of Ronove last night, so I altered it
to take care of a different aspect of the problem.

I had already hit Ronove up for charm and wit in a few situations, so the adjustment I made was for Ipos was to manifest those qualities in my speech and and rhetoric- specifically asking for eloquence when talking to certain people.

A small alteration, I know, but how many times have you felt like you had it goin’ on and then you ran into subject/ situation that stopped you in your tracks and made you look like a fool?

I wanna get over that!

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Evocation: Haagenti

To make a long story short, I have been working out at a gym 2x per day and burning insane amounts of calories for minimal weight loss.

Now, that’s relative because I have lost 20 pounds since April, but lately it has been slooooowwwww.

The problem has been the amount of “sleep eating” I do. I get up in the middle of the night and pig out on whatever I can find…
This has plagued me for years and years. I’m sick of it.

So, I evoked an old acquaintance last night: Haagenti.
It went well. This is a demon whom I genuinely like to be in the presence of, and he delivers with things that revolve around breaking bad habits, self appraisal and getting to the roots of things that repeatedly cause you trouble, things like that.

My statement of intent in present terms to him: I no longer eat ANY food between midnight and 6am and I now sleep the night through.

That exact thing happened last night! First time in months and months!

Method: DOM Ritual 3

I got a monumental intuitive spike today which I believe to be from Haagenti telling me to open his sigil from the book tonight (informally w/out all of the words of power and angelic emissaries and make my intent for the evening in regards to food again known to him.

This might seem obvious, but actually stating it to him holds me accountable and gives him permission to enter my mind and coax the process of alchemy into action.

Will do!

Thank you Haagenti!

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Night 2 of invoking Haagenti to ward off my overnight eating- Night 2 of not eating during the night!

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Just got done night 3 w/ Haagenti- we’ll see how it goes.
I actually made a sigil of my statement of intent, charged it, laid it face down on Haagenti’s sigil, and then burned it for the alchemy effect after I was done.

A little different from my usual GOMDOM method from Winterfeld. It’s a bit more informal but cool nonetheless.

As I’ve stated before, (I think) I’m fortunate to have some dark woods near my house, so for the last two nights, I’ve been using a Dietz oil lantern for light.
It’s been spectacular!

Being able to control the light intensity and keeping it even helps to create that dark black space about 7-10 feet in front of me.

I’ll probably take some pics tomorrow night and post them here!

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I took a little break due to a weekend away…back at it though. Today’s Monday for me, July 26th.

Here’s what I did:

Day 86
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & lying on a feather as it floats and sways in the wind…
*Loosening: Combination of point shift and steam method

Exit training: Boomerang (again)

Nothing more to report today- no magick (yet!)

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I have been keeping up with my training - but I got a second shingles shot today and it has kicked my ass. I feel absolutely terrible. Like death:) I’ll update later…

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Day 87 (7.30) 80ish minutes

Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & lying on a feather as it floats and sways in the wind…
*Loosening: Combination of point shift; steam method; Big wheel

Exit training: Shoulder Flip and fall

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Day 88 (7.31) (53 minutes)
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger & lying on a feather as it floats and sways in the wind…
*Loosening: Combination of point shift and steam method

Exit training: Rocket Ship takeoff- falling backwards down, down, down

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Just about through Belial Without a Master and I’m starting to put together a plan…
Gonna post about it soon…

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Day 89/90 (8.1 & 8.2)
Relaxation
Breath work (Cloud breathing using incense, expanding & valving)
Energy center work (feet and hands)
Chakra stimulation
Energy bouncing and raising
Trance work + third eye trigger
*Loosening: steam method & big wheel

Exit training: Rocket Ship takeoff- falling backwards down, down, down

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Nuthin new right now. I feel like I’m in a heavy training mode with all of the astral and Belial: Without a Master work.

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