Since Lord Voldemort made himself known to me,
and requested my aid,
inactivating his Sigil towards the Forum,
so he can start working with us,
he’s been clearly taken carefully from my end.
Reference to his approaching of me.
That whole “killing muggles for them being lesser beings”,
the thing seemed to be an integral part of his motivations and side of view,
but then again,
it’s what we’re made to believe from the standpoint of the book of view.
So i accepted his request to teach and train me,
even tho i still felt curious.
he’s specifically addressed the Topic of Occlumancy towards me.
He must notice to some extent,
that i’m already trained in Numinosis,
and probably chose that main focus area to begin with first,
because he figured that’s where i’d most likely have a sense of him actually teaching me something,
and also where i could build trust,
through coming together on grounds,
where it’s pretty darn right difficult to lie or cheat,
since that degree of Telepathy basically is based around reading deeper then you normally or usually get with anyone in daily life.
Here’s some of the first things he taught me.
When you want to have a clean slate,
and actually practice and control your full mental capacity;
Don’t think with your brain!
Your consciousness part is naturally much weaker than your Subconsciousness,
so actually use that Subconsciousness to do the heavy lifting,
without your brain constantly looking at it,
fully trust your own subconscious potential,
which never leaves you astray anyways,
since it’s dependant on your survival and very good at ensuring that to keep well on track.
well, i know the Subconscious is naturally basically 1’000 times as effective and strong as the conscious is.
But Voldemort was really good at getting me to connect the Energy into my lower body,
and not just send it there and then do one or 2 transmutations.
with his aid,
i could literally process full strings of thought, Idea and Energy,
with my Dark Tree ( Qliphoth ), Tree of Life and other Astral and physical Faculties of my self.
After i had started processing some base experiences there,
he leads me forward,
to work with my Sacral Chakra,
which throughout the years,
I’ve been addressing in many of my workings,
but never had a Teacher actually capable of explaining things to me.
most of the Time i had to teach myself,
or Rely on Lucifuge Rofocale,
which didn’t really talk,
but rather let me learn through the world and my life.
I do often slip between addressing him as Slytherin, or Voldemort,
according to what kind of aspect i find more interesting or capable for my request currently,
and at least in my personal understanding,
Voldemort was basically one of the Incarnations,
or Emanations, for that matter,
partially, even from Our viewpoint, explainable, by him having sought to align himself with Slytherin to the best he could.
During the Sacral Chakra Activation,
i performed on myself,
the Room Temperature changed from close to 20 degrees celsius (maby 22 or something),
to 31 Degrees,
when i woke up.
(I had to go sleep,
so my body could aligne and integrate a bunch of things,
as i used my AumOhmZui chant several times,
and produced changes on Reality in alginement with the chakra,
basically using it’s power and focusing specifically on using that,
instead of my normal neutral mana pool,
to see how things will go.
The Sacral Chakra is said to be especially strong connected to Creation,
to Desire and needs,
and to Sexual Energy.
So one of the Goals,
to create a new relationship / partner,
for a guy around 70 years old,
and not so likely to just randomly find exactly what he looks for,
out of normal society around him,
should measure in very well,
for the efficiancy or failure,
when things go to show up for manifestation.
i can clearly sense a difference in my overall body chemistry,
as most likely,
my devil gene is starting to aligne changes that were introduced during that working,
and is currently opimizing my body for more extensive usage of that chakra.
I have some degree of practice and control on it already.
But Slytherin called me out on exactly that.
i have a sense of him often calling me out on things i don’t want to be in our conversation,
he very much haves that impactful, challanging aditude currently,
which i’m really not used to,
since few beings ever dare to treat me like that.
i can see it being a part of his way of teaching,
but also kind of reason in him being in a similar spot,
where few dare to treat him in certain ways.
Gonna have to keep an eye out on that end,
since i think both of us can deal a good punch,
and i’d prefer to that not being necessary.
he’s definately been clearly showing me up some more interesting teachings,
then just “muggles are worthless and need to be extinguished”,
even tho he kind of showed that aswell,
even if it was just briefly,
when i asked specifically about it.
i get similar expressions from him,
as from other darker beings,
before i knew the original Satholas / Satanas emination.
So i’m confident,
that those negative “offputting” expressions,
are as always,
challanges towards my personal aditude,
and how i act and react.
He’s definately in way seeking to get to know me,
and i’ve been told,
either by him,
or one of the other spirits i work with,
that he’s been calling upon Oberon (me, yberion - older form),
in his own world,
and that he indeed seeks to work more with us.
I strongly get his Teaching nature,
which i highly enjoy.