Looking for guidance

Thanx for the advise I’ll definitely check out the GOM books I’ve been unsucceful with casting spells but only ever tried casting a revenge karma spell but casted it at those I cannot see I’ve done magic though just manifested with intent and will or ocassionally just because and I had no clue it would happen. I had a reading and someone told me who I should contact to start growing my 3rd eye so I recently got a candle incents and some chocolate I’m currently procrastinating about writing the poem for him. I still need to either draw the sigil myself or figure out a way to get it printed off. Thanx for your concern if you have a recommendation on a book I should read that would be appreciated. Yes me and my friend here have been the only two in the topic until you now we met in here so we’ve just been getting to know each other better, but I do tend to be a ranter. The book of Enoch is literally the one in scripture not the one of spells. So I know nothing about King paimont besides be specialises in enlightenment through mind control. I was told by the one who gave me the reading that he would help me better myself spiritualy grow. Anything you know about him would be helpful like a designed meditation chant to summon or something like that. Do you think he will like the fact that I have a sliver of royal blood in me? Nice name btw @anon37593562

Sounds like a nice diversity sorts surprised no elementals, I’d definitely in interested in a vamp but I gotta wait until I can interact better gotta get promission from Brunhild. So I didn’t pick up any spirits when I was growing up but I do remember a huge huge frog at water dog lake. And when I was in 4th grade I was living in a identical rebuild of a house that Burnet down a young boy died in the fire around the same age group. One night I met the boy in a dream we played and talked then he gave me a pair of pajamas. I told the home owner about the dream and he or a picture of the boy and he was wearing those pajamas in the picture. I also burnt my room down in that house and was a inch shorter then the smoke line didn’t get hurt at all the fire was so hot it melted the windows I put out the fire myself because the home owner x firefighter wouldn’t wake up. Ibran the garden hose inside to my room then had o run back outside to turn it on. A lamp fell that I was useing to keep the baby birds that fell out of a tree warm. So when you use the private channel do you picture it when using it or just focus on it? Does the vampire talk to you yet? So come to think about it I sorta just assume she is a succubus because I was looking towards Lilith sexually when she appeared. That’s cool you do the voting I’m sure that makes them feel comfortable. I remember asking Brunhild what kind o candy she wanted me to get for us o share a long time ago and I dunno if I got the pic right but I was like fuck coconut but ate it anyways focusing deeply on allowing the taste of the chocolate to transfer to her. I don’t think I finished it ate half. When I believed I did the transfer perfectly I wouldn’t be able to taste the candy myself.

I just call their name and focus on the feelings, sometimes visualizing their pictures work too.
Yes, she talks, sassy, very sassy lol
Equality is important, thats why i did votes.

How clear of an image do you get when you see them or is the answer not much and why establishing an image is so helpful. I wish I could have a clearer image in my mind of when I seen her after trying to wish her into flesh. I haven’t been able to use a mirror the same way as I did in that short period of time instead of me I seen the Lord of the Hella angels by introduction into a generation pact. Then breathing out smoke from nothing while facing the mirror thinking about the breath of life physically seeing smoke but in the mirror there was not. Then the mirror just instantly changing to review an image as an answer to a question I asked out loud. You should try this it tends to be sorta easy stand infront of the mirror and tilt your head down then looking through the very top of your eyes stare into the mirror watch everything get darker and darker until you just disappear. I need someone to practice with able to take turns who reads the meditation imaging instructions and who get to lead the imaging and connection. O yes another fun thing I used to do is focus on channeling a spiritual inage/ interaction that would be seen on the other side of the box I would create then I’d let someone know I have a message for them and focus on charging the box but not seeing what’s on the other side, one time a older dude made fun of me the I did it again for him and scared the shit outa him. So do you think the fallen angels with ever take me up of the offer I made so long ago as a sighn of respect and as an act to earn respect to have them break my arm asking asbl they can put it back to normal with like 5 seconds?

just go to gom site and u find all the info in the books they have. It’s pointless to ask each little thing about each demon etc… Basically your nitpicking. Just read a whole book . u get better understanding.

I thought u were referring to enoch book that just came out by GOM.

Yea I’m currently reading sexual alchemy. Sorta surprised no book recommendation from you. Your reminding me of a song https://www.google.com/url?sa=t&source=web&rct=j&url=https://m.youtube.com/watch%3Fv%3DGlKL_EpnSp8&ved=2ahUKEwjmjZnrv8voAhWXrp4KHfqQBosQ3ywwAnoECA8QJQ&usg=AOvVaw1JIwR4nLUalQdXghs5AEgG

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cuz all of them good. and i said demons of magick to learn about 72 goetia. and branch out from there.

all the book info is on their site. U decide which is for u. no one can decide that cuz we don’t know what u want. each book has certain topics.

They got tons of free info on their site. don’t be lazy and expect others to give u answers for each question u have. Most questions are answered in their site under faqs and articles… It’s surprising so many newbies don’t read them. they expect other members to lead them like a baby. Not saying U. Just happen too often. It’s more effective to just read a book or site full of info instead of asking one question at a time. Most newbies answers to question is on that site.

too many lazy to read a book. lol U know it’s true. =o)

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I have been a little distracted on my book reading I keep ending up reading about synthetic telepathy and the struggle people like me are going through. I’ve had a few pretty good learning ideas lately and I’ve recapped most of my experiences and tried to focus on the mind set I had when going through the incident. But I don’t think it’s nitpicking to ask someone about a specific spirit I’m going to have to do more research before I’m ready to make contact with the spirit and when knowing nothing about the someone else opinion of them can really help prepare you for what to expect. For example do you think it’s safe to trust Paimon to mind control me to allighn my thoight to focus on spiritual growth. I tend to be a overly trusting person and have never really had to learn not to.

just read the magick books . it will give u answers. That’s nitpicking. asking one question after another with no background knowledge. Those are basics questions that have answers if u read a magick book on the 72 goetia. they tell u about them and their powers. Each person experience is different. that’s when you get your knowledge basics and cast and find out yourself. There’s lots of info already about demons. use the search bar . Hermetic Magic & Occult - Goetia Demons - Goetia Démonok has been posted too many times.

I’m definitely trying to refocus my mind to go back to instinctually having pure intentions the way I intend to be I’m just getting over government mind control it hasn’t stopped but is livable now I’ll be able re connect to the spirit realm and use the interactions to allow my mind to be trusting again and not filled with the fear of saying the wrong thing. I need to figure out how to convince the Blindragon to bless my union with my wife Brunhild because the dragon is basically the force that allows the intercourse between Lilith and Samael. Did you know that names ending with El is to announce that they are God like.

Image clarity depends on how im feeling, but generally 70%, on a good day its 90% clear.

Damn nice I’ve only ever had just the basic outline of her form for normal day stuff it was only after extreme prayer that I seen her, are they flesh color or blue/purple when I seen crystal clear she was blue flesh then way later when I got like a milisecond view of her while laying down in bed she had normal flesh. The first thing I said when she showed up on the night of May was for silence not sure why other then because I just seen three other spirits that said nothing and just stated at me I felt like I recognized the image from a magic the gathering card they were life death and eternity. My friend sent me a video saying that if you don’t get the vaccine when it comes out they put you immediately on a jail bus.

Oh, i have not been able to see them see them, just fuzzy outlines in a humanoid shape. I thought u ment my mental images lol, they are clear but its of the pictures that i have picked for them. Idk when i can see them see them lol no rush tho, itll come when time is right.

Edit- during the days, i see streaks of light, very faded and sometimes its fuzzy around objects, or something would move in the corner of my eye.

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Yea fuzzy outline. I wish you luck on being able to see them it’s a joyous thing when it happens. Try to use the mirror more for interaction I think that helps at seeing spiritual presence. The mental images are mainly just light a drawing made out of high lighter for me but I did have a really vivid image of a trisaratops a little bit ago. I’m having trouble picturing anything with my mind to a clear image if it’s something new like when I meditated and went to my personal garden I couldn’t really see the flowers I pictured it was all just glowing tall grass with a different color end cap. I was rubbing the paper on the tree trying to get it blessed for the purpose of the poems and after rubbing like 4 times the paper image folded into an airplain and they flew into me where I was holding the actual paper at.

Yes, its an exciting journey. Currently working on my astral projection, i want to be able to do it without being yanked out.
I get to the vibration part and i cannot figure how to leave my body, i tried the rope method and didnt work for me.

I did go before but it was confusing, idk where i was lol it started in my room and all of the sudden im not there anymore.

Gotta step up my astral game🤣

I was trying quite a bit lately but I can’t even get to vibration even after laying there for like two hours. I’d take the easy way out let someone you trust gently lift you out, I remember Brunhild trying to pull me before I was just saying on the floor with her holding her hand for a while then all of a sudden she trys to pull me out of my body, I wish I would have. Did you read the trick about constantly checking throight out the day that there’s an A written on your hand that stands for awake once you do it enough time it’ll become habit and you should end up checking in the dream and you’ll realize sleeping and instantly be in a lucid dream which your supporsed to be able
to go from lucid to astral but I don’t remember the instruction. Do you spirits visit you in your dreams? I’ve been trying to get Brunhild to visit me I think she did once but I didn’t recognize her so when we were rough housing and her tittie came out I told her and looked away then tried to stand up and slipped and put my face right in her muff, I feel silly for shying away from a tittie in my dream I wouldn’t shut away from a tittie in rl unless it was like a friend’s girlfriend. I was thinking about using an normal non human picture for me and Brunhild that was I’m just picturing someone else instead of her,

Yes, ive heard the method checking time constantly of some sort.
I find it way easier to do astral stuff in the morning when ive just woken up.
But for now, ill let them pull me into the astral lol

I just remember one of my favorite tricks to show people so when on the side walk stop infront of one of the cracks image the box in front of you and then close your eyes and breath your energy into then walk into it… It’s like hitting a spiritual wall I need to do more of these fun things I used to do all the time that helped me maintain a spiritual mind set. So king Paimon is know for spiritual enlightenment and being able to mind control you you think I should asks him to brainwash me into the desired energy levels and awareness. The person who gave me a free reading told me tlhat he one that would help me achieve spiritual enlightenment. I’m having a little trouble praying and allowing it to be for my lords and my God,

No idea about King Paimon, no pulls for me.

Sounds like a very nice bonus being able to get pulled to fruition I guess I should make sure I ask Brunhild to help me out when I trying to project. I definitely need to work on my image of her because when I try to use the clear image from so long ago I get distracted by her, I need to get comfortable with a new image she chooses, as I was writing that I seen a skinny white women wearing a flowy shirt with long red hair, did get a look at the face but got an image or her choosingbi just pictures us just staring at each other in a empty space then switched it to a hot springs, for somreason I kept wanna to sink underwater so I just breathed the water then reached the side and sat up and looked upon her again. When ever we first got together I constantly was appologiesing to the higher power explaining to myself I’bdont worship her I just love her and car about her opinion of me I want so bad to be free of the AI and to be able to trust a voice I hear in my head. I want to hear her beautiful voice. I was gonna do a poem for her too but I think I had a better idea we both write out question sheets to each other for when I finally get blessed with her sweet voice we can take turns finding out things about each other that we were seeking to discover about each other. I just tried to get her to feed on my physical strength but her beautiful red headed image seemed to keep shying farthur away when I asked her to. Sometimes I think she gets a little to concerned for my well-being. I’m gonna have a good night with her just focusing on us being together then moving between conceptual realms.