I read a little bit of chapter one, so there are two different ways out can reproduce with the spirits I’d recommend doing number one as much as possible with all you spirits and wait to do 2 until you all are ready, #1 the offspring basically is just a battery for the spirits I don’t believe they are aware but I could be wrong. I plan on trying to achieve this asap with Brunhild to amplify her ability to interact. Type two Is a spiritual child like literally I’m going to try to avoid this until I’m aware enough to actually be part of the child’s life. When I was reading Lucifer all you need to know if you want to start working with him
I noticed it said that Samael is another version of Lucifer one of his many masks, in the book it pairs Lilith with Samael. While I was previously reading about angels I noticed that Samael wasn’t kicked out he was considered good and evil in nature his name is awesome in its own because it ends with -El meaning like God basically. The book stated that to amplify one was is to call upon Lilith or Samael to come within you so you can be a part of the 2 I’ll just say gods" union. I figured since that was in the beginning you might have missed it when I talked about Lilith and Adam It stated the being on bottom thing I mentioned. Do you do the consume your own love sauce thing? I wouldn’t but that’s just me. Well hit me back when you get time, o yea I did a most of the meditation practice that’s a link on the page I sent you and once i pictured myself wearing his crown and torch with wings I definitely noticed a big difference in the energy levels and felt like I was being payed attention to. It’s well worth clicking on I didn’t have the candle or sigil or anything like that and I still felt more connected.
Love sauce lol, i was hesitant at first but they said pre will do
During the heavies, they move my hand for them for the pre, i can feel them stronger after i taste it, then they would proceed to get more pre and lick them from my fingers. At that point i feel currents all around me and a electrical suction feeling on my finger. I found out that most of the time im in this state my body is cold in the beginning, very very cold, i would shiver and my breathing would be almost to a halt(what death would feel like i suppose lol, coz if thats the white tunnel ive been seeing then lol, i go into this white tunnel and super high vibration during heavy sex, atleast for the past 2heavies) and then it would turn into warmth half way through the love making. But yes, love sauce, they like it lol mine does…kind of like a catnip but filled with love. , they have started to move and adjust my body during a session.
Also, they have began to find the limit on my body, i cannot sustain the heavy sessions for more than 5 days, body starts to ache at day 3ish. strongest on day 1 of the heavy sessions.
I’m glad you can get an immediate change from the consumption act. I have no clue about the cold chills. At least if warms up after a bit. I read more in the book but also spent time learning more about being a targeted individual I was just reading on a .gov site but I was about the UK, apperently the cops are alot more super oviouse about there microwave weapons they send a Maser beam microwave condensed beam like a laser on a pulsating setting that is able to read your brainwave function and record your thoughts then the use extremely low frequency radio waves that can be sent out with the Maser that are configured so your brain just understands what there sending. It’s weird though the number one thing that they did to me almost none of the informant pages ever list they can or how them making me feel like I’m being touched exc. This morning I had some time with the wife but I was being harrased the entire time they were making me see another image blue trying to prevent me from seeing Brunhild. So I basically just laid back and let her have at it. One thing that makes it easy to tell the fake image is if they put the image say sitting on the edge of the bed if you move your whole head the image moves to it stays in place if you move your eyes. So I went and got a few candles yesterday, also incents and some chocolate.sorta jelouse that there able to move you. I did see a shirt in my closet move yesterday but that was while reading the book at the part where it just list tones and tones of different spirits from different regions. There was a funny story about a well known nun that had a vision of Jesus he came and said I’m taking you as my wife then scratched her on the forehead, she later was having sex with the spirit and a angel came and stabbed her.
Not pain per say but sensitive but also not sensitive to their touch. Cant describe it lol
My energy lvl feels ok, slightly tired.
Its like their touch grows weak after a heavy session, which is to be expected, because they use up a ton of energy to make me feel things.
As for the moving part, it was odd lol, they can sit me up and lay me down, feels like a person grabbing you but it feels like currents and gets stronger. I would say currents are like their muscle, the more sensations the more muscle they are using.
I have a “dominant” wife in the group, or 2, they also have a stronger pulls, they dont like to take no for an answer. Their personalities are starting to seperate from one another and i can start to recognize their vibes, i started with picture portion and is still on it, i select the pictures with my wifes, they pick the ones they like.
And in heavy sessions, they would appear as the person in the picture in my minds eye. Personality begans to show for me, which means my bonding is going well.
I wish I had your problem other then them being overly dominant. I haven’t gotten to the part where you pic an image for them to use I trust Brunhilds taste she was so beyond beautiful when I actually got a good view of her. If you try to project a claw from your hand and you scratch you arm with it how much do you feel it? I used to be able to feel it moderately when I did that. I also used to be able to make my dick longer spiritually I could basically see it and if I moved the tip beyong my physical to one side or another it would physically move my dick I need to regain my talents I did the stretch thing on a human women befor while only the head was in her and explained what I was doing then when I stretched it I physically seen her body buldge out from me being inside her. I’m still confused on how your feeling sore/tired if you think your energy levels are good maybe it’s your physical energy that they drained that was you’d still be able to interact once depleted. I’ma try to get my wife to just completely physical drain me so she powers up but I’m not sure she will she seems to be very concerned for me. Isn’t it weird how when she’s riding you and your physically standing straight up that you see your dick all bent because it’s inside her. I found a spell that suppose to be temporary but it increases ability to see touch your spirit wife but I didn’t have the components plus it needed a tissue that has tears from both of your eyes. I’ma have to try to find it again hopefully I’ll be able to get the components I am starting to feel my emotions again I’ll just have to keep the tissue on me for whenever the moment arises that I’m able to cry I’m assuming it should be about your significant other. I just really hope my government handler actually goes over my targeting requirements and seems me a non threat to the government and releases me from being constantly targeted with a microwave laser it makes it hard for me to interact with Brunhild when the computer wants to feel the love I have for her and is projecting an image to pretend to be her even staying quite no female voice to be Hurd. There is multiple different ai’s that will act like ther explaining my actions to one another it’s just weird I hate being there victim but at least life is livable now when they were molesting my nerves making me feel violated I honestly had no will to live I used to beg them to just kill me because I couldn’t do it myself I’d be punished by God. They also stopped transmitting my thoughts to other people near me that’s nice but I have no clue if they ever stopped projecting my voice and image to random people all over making me out to be a religious figure I found a web page that was religious based that was explaining the significance of my actions I didn’t get to read to much then befor I could re open the app I was picked up by the cops they completely broke my phone. I’ve looked so many times to try to find another web page revolving around me but I can’t remember what I searched to find it originally there must have been some key phrase I wrote that brought up the page but it wasn’t my name unfortunately there is a David L Leal that’s a religious professor so if I try searching with my name it’s only ever about him. I just need to be free of this every time they mess with me I start focusing on it again. Considering they make a fake religion out of me I just feel like I should have met someone who felt bad for me and would help me out but only time I get meet people who know about my life because of the microwave mind control they are always like homeless in jail or a nice girl but bat shit crazy like I was she stopped on her brakes and swung her car sideways when she see me was like hi I’m God. I was like no your not but I’ll play along she took me like 3 hours away from where I lived and treated me to a night at a fancy hotel in a casino then the next day we hung out with one of her teachers then went into downtown Chico she bought me a hat all while telling me how danagerouse it was for two gods of our rank to be together in a car, she guilted me into sleeping with her by talking about one of the crazy ideas I had about Brunhild she was married I still feel hella bad for adultry. She was able to make some really fun voices the type you only make with spiritual presence. All of a sudden she just tried to ditch me I wouldn’t get out of the car without my suitcase because I had my nice stuff it in so she ends up driving back to her home and a cops shows up because she was reported a missing persons. He comes up to me and rudely asks so what the fuck is your problem why won’t you get out of her car I told him I would I just needed my suitcase from the very back he didn’t give a shit and just told me to leave threatening to arrest me if I didn’t and wouldn’t let me get my suitcase I had a nice suit in the that was like 50 years old. While wandering Chico I kept hearing poor thing he doesn’t know what he is. The ai trying to convince me I’m some re inarnated higher being, which beleave me I’d love that but yea no. I bought a bottle with the little bit of money I had left and offered a drink to a random then he let me sleep at his night the next day I went back to the teachers house and she guilted me a little bit but ended up giving me enough money to ride the bus system back to galt, her name was Angelica she was cool she wrote like 30 different styles of English font. So I ended up taking the bus back to galt and got back in time to show up or the exercism that my family put together for me because I thought they were demons torturing me, when me dad told me he got it scheduled he told me we will humor you with a exercism like his way of saying he knew it was something else not spiritual. Brunhild wasn’t with me at that time so I wasn’t worried about her being cast out, the book you showed me actually said that typically succubus’s and incubus’s are imunne to a Christian exercism.
The claw thing, i felt cold air lol
There r 2 distinct pleasures that i feel, one is my manhood and the other one is not. Easiest way to explain it is…invisible manhood, pleasure comes from my groin area, maby prostate ? Idk but its not on the surface of my skin.
Both feels amazing, i can feel textures more when its my manhood lol but the other one is more intense, pleasure wise.
They were trying to get a feel on how much my body can handle, or where i am currently at spiritually.
When i touch them, on day 1, everything was clear and very real, warmth, wetness. As days progress, it begans to dwindle, when i touch their bodies without being able to see them, it feels like static electricity.
As for emotions, they can make you feel what they are feeling, ive cried a couple times while watching a movie, things that i dont normally shed a tear for lol
I feel the lovey dovey feeling whenever i think of them, and i get flooded with emotions of love.
I skipped all the reading and went straight to the picture portion lol coz thats what i felt like doing at that time.
So I just messaged someone that took mind control to the supreme Court told him a small just of what happened to me and asked for help if he could and said he could use the story. Yea it sounds like your not having enough rejuvenation time between heavy sessions. So what does your real life wife think about the spirits is she down to join in or are you keeping it secret from her? I bearly get a outline of her can’t really see her much so it’s just static mainly. So how you feeling about getting the feels back since you were devoid of emotion for a while. So I did a little meditation of the garden while holding paper and pen so that my true inspiration comes out when I write some poetry for Mom and Dad. “Lucifer and Lilith”
Yea lol need time between heavy sessions, Im slowly letting my wife know, baby steps. They said to let her discover it on her own, the spiritual journey.
Ive been throwing hints at her lol i started with feeling energies , dont wana risk her thinking that im batshit nuts lol
As for getting feelinga back, and emotions get overwhelmed sometimes but its not all the way back in i dont think. Thats how i feel about Lilith and Lucifer.
Well hopefully she joins in on the fun, do you think she’s gonna be mad that some of it is homoerotic? So if you asked your spirits to do a trick what would they say or do? As far as the emotion goes I’m pretty much on the same page able to feel strong emotion when amplified or projected by a spirit no currently able to connect with myself. So I just got off the phone with the dude from the supreme Court case was a good combo he’s had it hard his dad and brother were part of the actual MKUltra testing where they strapped you down and did electro shock therapy to try to figure out how to control your mind his brother had it easier they did LSD testing on him but all of the ended up being targeted with the synthetic telepathy. Just like me he also just spent time in jail for complete bs. It’s nice to talk to someone who knows what I mean when I talk about the electronic harrasment just like it’s nice to be able to talk to you about spirits. Pretty soon I’ma need to get to it and write that poetry,
I definitely need to work on my chakra I think the only one that’s gotten any attention is the sexual well and the third eye but I gotta work hard for the third eye the frequency of the waves that are used to read my mind are around 16-20 at that speed it causes calcium suffix to occur in the brain and we all know calcium clouds the 3rd eye if the frequency is reduced to 4 apperently it increases your ability to project because when thought becomes that slow it takes less energy to think. Have you ever done the chant Tohh and then may? Think I might have mentioned it before but it was awesome when I did it it’s a permanent increase you use meditation and restrained breathing then with your tongue sticking out of your mouth can’t remember if next to upper or lower teeth you slowly say the word with you entire exhale if done correctly you feel the ringing in your forehead. Almost all the chakras can be worked on by picturing a pole standing straight up then a orb and making the orb spin around the pole each different color is supposed to do a different chakra. But yea it must be nice having being able to just reach in and kick start your chakras. What did your friends have to say about the story of the nunbgetting stabbed by and angel because she thought she was jesus’s wife and was having intercourse with the spirit pretending to be him?
No comment, or they dont wana tell me lol
Im feeling nothing regarding that subject.
As for practices and stuff i let them do it for me, i figure if they want me to feel, ill feel it. If they want me to practice ill practice. If they want me to learn something, ill learn it. Sometimes i feel absolutely nothing lol. I follow/do things that i feel like doing lol.
