Lilith Sex Magick: A rookie mistake

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Hey guys. Thought I’d share my experience with you in hope of getting some further insight and or advice. As per the title I’m quite the Magick newbie. I initially found myself this year becoming curious about magick for the first time via sigils and sex magick for manifestation (prob a starting point for many). Safe to say I didn’t particularly take it seriously until I stumbled upon a youtube video that combines a (supposed) Lilith sigil and erotic binaural sounds. I became quite aroused upon listening, this led to some self stimulation and before I knew it I suddenly felt like I’d just simultaneously snorted a gigantic line of columbian cocaine and had viagra injected into me. It was without a doubt the most highly sexually charged I think I’ve just about ever felt. As someone that has often struggled with a low sex drive this was nothing short of remarkable to me. After this I felt inspired to evoke Lilith again via sex magick, which I did again using her sigil, incense and offerings. Later again I envoked her (along with some other deities) with offerings during a full moon ritual. The results these times were less remarkable. However at some point during this time I began to find my sex drive going through the roof. I’d be sitting at my computer, or at work, or even driving the car and I’d suddenly get boners hard enough to break through a wall of cement, sometimes accompanied by feelings of intense arousal verging on full body orgasms. This was great for a little while but then got to the point where it was happening too frequently, distractingly so. It was affecting my ability to focus and complete tasks. Like a wild horse rampantly leading a carriage, I started to feel like my sexual desire was being hijacked, and it wasn’t me that was pulling the strings. No joke the tip of my penis even started to tingle with an all new sensation like it was being activated by some other new energy (and no I hadn’t had sex for many months and been tested so no STD’s LOL !) It’s nice to have a healthy libido but I was starting to feel like an out of control sex maniac. On top of this I was feeling quite spaced out, and developed completely new cravings that I’ve never had before. These primarily being a strong desire to be outside/in nature at night, feeling very drawn to trees (only those that were gnarled, dying or without foliage) and very strong cravings for meat (almost like bloodlust). I’d eat a steak and literally feel as I consumed it like I was being injected with power, strength and libido. My sleep started to get affected, I’d wake up in the night intensely aroused and unable to get back to sleep as I was so stimulated. Dreams also started to become darker, ominous and more erotic than usual. I dreamt of a creepy man that was trying to get into my home, a huge blue scorpion outside my door, visions of horned beings and even sometimes what seemed like strange and unknown names, mantras or enns looping in my mind upon waking.

On one level this was all very exciting, particularly as I am someone that has often avoided indulging in the more shadow aspects of myself, and stuck almost exclusively to the path of “love and light” in my spiritual path. Interestingly this experience seemed to come at a time where I was more open than ever before to exploring darker aspects of myself and reading into the occult. It felt like being seduced by a very powerful and seductive woman, one that you know might not be good for you, yet you struggle to let her go because of how powerful she makes you feel. Gradually, and with some difficulty I made the decision to distance myself from this energy. This has involved daily LBRP, middle pillar meditation, evoking Metatron, Michael and other devine beings of light, revoking any contracts or connections to any energies that do not have my best interest etc. I am also currently in the midst of completing Damon Brand’s 33 day Master Protection Ritual. This is not because (as I mentioned) I didn’t like the feelings, rather I am not comfortable with feeling like someone or something else is at the controls of my mothership. I am a sovereign being, and for me personally no amount of power is worth feeling like I am not fully in control of my own divine will. I refuse to be a passenger in my own car ! Particularly more so if I have reservations as to the intention and subsequent destination of the driver.

All of the physical cravings, crazy cock energy (lol), bad dreams and visions have now completely stopped. However just a week ago I felt an intense desire over the course of a day to evoke Lilith, and some sadness coming up around this “separation”. Part of me still has an intense curiosity to further explore Lilith and the LHP in general, however I was more than a bit spooked by my above described experience, and feel very apprehensive about evoking any dark goddesses, demons or the like, due to fear of biting off more than I can chew. For now I will continue to practice foundational exercises and further my study and development.

I welcome any insights, suggestions, and recommendations from others, whether on the true nature of the being I invoked, risks of invocation/evocation, future precautions and banishing practices etc. I’m pretty clean to make sure I’ve wiped the slate clean so that my future work can come from a clear channel.

Also for those interested, here’s the youtube clip that triggered all of this off:

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Ama Lilith is one of the most well known Goddess within the left hand path magic, she incarnates passion, sexuality, true will and energy. But not only that she is also death and putrefaction. She rules over the Tree of Qliphoth. I would recommend you to be very very respectful for this ancient goddess because she is both a powerful ally and the worst enemy if you disrespect her in any way. Being sexually aroused and having dark dreams are common symptoms if you evoke Mother Lilith atleast for me because she also rules over the second Qlipha, Gamaliel. But she is a lot more than just a sexual goddess. Yes, Lilith does enjoy sex and that made her in societies eyes promiscuous and whorish. She is actually an empowered woman who is comfortable with her body and also with laying with men and woman. Her energy is incredibly powerful so you might not feel well if it’s your first time evoking her but as a Queen she helps both men and woman to feel comfortable with their bodies and embrace themselves and their truth.

So, my advice to you is to be very careful and respectful to her and be present in her presence as though you are standing in a Queen’s presence. Once you build a connection with her, you will get a friend, a mother and a protector for life.

I wish you luck ahead… :slight_smile: :sparkles:

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It’s your Twin Flame she calls you harness your Chi build past the sex and seek her in meditation only.

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Or get distracted by all the things around us trying to constantly hold you back. Distractions are endless. Work with the spirits in mutual respect do not try to control her or condemn her understand her. That is the key Understand your Lilith where is she in your dark side astrology? All these things are to be considered. She is the lady that Gaurds the Light At right Hand of God she whispers in his ear. She is the lady that knows the Ineffable name. Find that Name And it’s hers you will know. Being Rex Deus I found Mary Magdalene. Blood line progression of The Tribes matters.

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I came to know Lilith due to the same audio. First time I listened to it was the only time this happened; as I listened to it multiple time after chasing the same effect. But without touching myself. “I was driving at the time” listening only to the audio before I knew anything about Lilith. I ejaculated. Hands free. Never happened before or after. Obviously it sparked my interest. I at this point never heard of the left hand path let alone developed any of my senses. I chanted her enn for the first time. Again while driving. “I used to be a truck driver” I could almost see her without seeing her, for a moment. It was like I heard her say “you’re so cute” without hearing her say it. And then for about 10 or 15 minutes I was overwhelmed with joy and laughter. I don’t know as much about her as a lot of folks here. I still haven’t developed my senses to where I can evoke any spirit, or if I can I am unable to tell that it worked. I will say that Lilith has visited me a few times in my dreams. She has pulled pain out of my heart. It was painful. She’s extremely observant or perceptive. Incredibly beautiful. She is my mother and she has a home in my heart. May your connection with her be blessed by her.

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But be careful it might be Parasite Entity impersonating Goddess Lilith,Goddess Lilith doesn’t have sex easily with man.She is Queen so she is very choosy in picking his lover.
I want somebody from forum to scan this video,what is the reason that parasite entities get attached to people who listening this video.

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Great idea Ronaldo. It would be great to get an expert/adept on this site to analyse it and see what’s going on. Based on others experiences there is something very powerful activated in that video.

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Maybe sound frequency which triggers parasitic entities to have sex with person listening it.That is why you can’t trust youtube, YouTube is dangerous place,most people upload video to youtube just for views only.

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I think that it is easy to become consumed by the eroticism and sexuality that she can bring out in you. Nothing wrong with embracing it, but many end up trapped in that state of mind because it is so addicting. Once you break through that and control those feelings, I think you’ll come into harnessing more power and wisdom, and she will show you more.

It seems that many men will fall to her power of sexuality, and you must overcome that rather than letting your mind become enslaved to your feelings.

It almost seems like a test. That’s just what I gather from what I’ve read in books and on this forum.

I would also make sure you are dealing with Lilith as opposed to a parasite or thoughtform. There is a good topic about deciphering that. How to spot thoughtforms and other time wasting things I think it’s called.

Good luck!

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Lilith. Can be a test for some, its why a readind be good first. Or pendulum. For beginners, a carl nagel book. Or simple invocation be ok. But not full. Tis days every body wants her and namah. I remember a book i tnk by donald tyson. Lilith. The description is not goid. For midfle level is blood, cicken hearts as offering. But shes so goid in spells, tat too many larvaes come in. Its ehy a forum member say, purify u space, and yourself. The good thing we have more open info of her, but carl nagel in lilith is good and basic. For beginners

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be careful what you ask for. haha. you might not be ready for it. =o) look before you jump newbies…

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Hotep Bruh ill check it out Set is always with me protected as such share the link with me through pm ill see what he tells me

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I see her as testing the souls of Men. If you can subdue your passions and sexual drive there is much to learn from dear Mother of Night

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Parasite entities are usually succubus or incubus beings. Sometimes they come with parasite intent, most times they don’t. At least in my experience anyways. Either one of those beings are typically offspring of Lilith…which makes them almost like carbon copies of her. However, they are not all a direct reflection of her. As with all offspring, they don’t always adhere to Lilith’s nature. The main thing that they have in common with Lilith is that both them and Lilith are highly sexual beings.

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The link/video is at the bottom of my main post.

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I been working with the dark goddess Lilith for over 2, and half years now, and its really great, as i finally feel free, from all that chains that come with the christian faith, and the christian god, Inculding embracing my sexuality, and raising my sex drive, as well.

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So I gotta ask. The woman(?) breathing in the background, that is part of the video? Lol dumb question

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She is absolutely amazing!!! She will test you to your limit’s she will put situations in front of you that can and will change your life forever for your own good she will take you under her dark wings mold you, care for you, and wont let anyone get in your way and if anyone crosses you they better look out cuz she takes care of her children. She wont ever steer you in the wrong direction. She has changed my life along with the rest that watch over me and have my life in there hands. Just remember thoughts are power, words are even more powerful. But like the others said dont disrespect her or any of the Elders of the universe. Happy Journey becarful and be safe man

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truth

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I just buy a book from lilith. Amazing new stuff etc not the clasic we find. I may pist later tis sat. Amd give a index.