Work has been busy and…too political for my taste. The takeover by people who should not be in charge is complete and i can only keep my head down and just wait for it all to self-destruct.
I’ve been performing Keteriya’s Lwa empowerment series since the start of the month. I’ve missed a few days here and there but I’m getting more consistent with them. I try to do them an hour or so after waking but yesterday I wound up doing them at 11 PM instead. The empowerments felt a little different being done in the evening but I’m not sure why.
I’ve been pretty busy with work and, honestly, a bit lazy, so I have gotten behind on my New Year’s offering for members of the forum. I’m going to try and devote this weekend to catching up on everyone’s request.
I wound up going a week without performing the Lwa empowerments and will need to restart my thirty day commitment. I’m also thinking of working with Keteriya’s servitor project. Those spirits are powerful and useful and more people really should give them a try. Especially Bernie
My book of Enochian seals came in today. That’s literally all it is, a book of seals. It has names and seals but no other information. It provides no list of powers or abilities, no descriptions, nothing. It might be a fun little experiment to randomly choose a name, open their seal, and see what happens…
I’ve been working with Bernie on my goals for this year. There are so many things I want to accomplish. I do not want to be where I am now at this time next year. It’s time to shake the heavens and burn down the old to give birth to the new.
There are so many adventures to be had. I feel the energies surging, the spirits reaching out. The void is calling. Reality will bend to my will.
I’ve been experiencing an infection in my upper jaw for the last week so I’ve been chanting the angelic healing mantra for twenty minutes twice a day. It’s definitely helping mitigate the pain and swelling without having to depend on pain killers. I’m also using an alcohol free antiseptic mouthwash that I’ve been charging with healing energy.
I have so far refrained from calling upon Raphael or Marbas directly for help as I’m trying to depend more on my own power rather than external entities. However, if the infection is not completely healed by the end of the week I may have no choice but ask for intervention.
The infection has been successfully dealt with through the mantra and energy work.
I’ve decided to do another 100 day challenge of intense magical work, this time focused on increasing my material prosperity and the flow of success in the main areas of my life. I will also be delving more into my own personal spiritual baggage to find any limitations and barriers to my progress imposed from both within and without.
I have begun my 100 day prosperity challenge. I’ve broken it down into three distinct 30 day phases. Phase 1 is an inner alchemy to change my limiting beliefs and relationship with money. In this phase the goal is to finally put to rest the guilt related to my past life binding and the damage my previous incarnation did in his pursuit of wealth. The entity I’m going to work with for this phase will be Belial, “The Breaker of Chains.”
Phase 2 will be working with Saturnian forces to break through blockages. I have a tendency to hold myself back, scared of my own power and ability, and I need to get over that fear. The entity for this phase will be Azazel.
The third and final phase will be an expansion of my personal kingdom through Jupiterian forces. I haven’t decided on the being to work with this phase yet.
Gods damn it! Why is it when things are humming along smoothly for me does the universe decide to throw some shit in my face? I’m really getting tired of it. I’ve had enough to last the next two incarnations.
Performed a pathworking for Bast from the book Sacred Sands on behalf of someone. It was my first time trying to contact the Egyptian goddess and the connection was very weak. It was difficult to make out what Bast was saying. Not sure if it was because of the particular pathworking or if it had to do with me.
However, now I’m coming across references to other Egyptian gods randomly. Or perhaps it’s not so random.
Since the connection with Bast was weak using the pathworking from the book, I asked for and received a personal pathworking from a friend. However, it came with a message from Bast. She said, “Tell him (me) to pay attention, things are coming.”
Of course, there was no more detail given as the message was meant for me, not my friend. But what things are coming? Good? Bad? Something in between? Is it a threat or a promise? What am I supposed to pay attention to?
There’s been a lot of chaos around me lately. I came home from work on the 13th only to find an eviction notice slipped under my door. My landlady and roommate are now actively ignoring me and neither has spoken a word to me in over a week.
I’ve had random people yell at me from their car as they drove by on two consecutive days and when I went out and about I encountered not one, not two, but three, instances of people arguing. I went to the liquor store and two staff members were yelling at each other, I was at a bus stop and a couple of teenagers were gearing up to fight, and a couple was arguing when I went to a burger joint.
holy shit. In previous posts you said you were aging like a banana, and now this?
I don’t usually believe in miracles, but this does interest me.
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